I guess I'm pathetic.

I opened my eyes and watched him kiss me, very focused. silently mocked his pathetic in his heart, but tears were silently left from the corners of his eyes, the tremors at the corners of his mouth and the sound of his throat involuntarily oscillated, and finally laughed out loud.

Yuan Zhi opened his eyes and looked at me like a neuropath. He rolled over and scolded: Neurotic.

I couldn't breathe with laughter, but the tears kept dripping down and my stomach hurt from laughing, but my heart was desolate.

He looked at me, sighed, and asked me, "Why are you always unhappy?" Reach over and help me dry my tears.

I stopped laughing, but I couldn't retract the corners of my grinning mouth, and said coquettishly: Who said I was unhappy.

I silently threw myself into his arms and said, "I love you." He hugged me tightly, kissed me on the forehead, and said, "I love you too."

You say you love me, why can't I feel it? There is always a cold wind blowing in my heart, leaving an echo after echo: he doesn't love you.

I pressed close to Yuan Zhi's chest, trying to hear the voice in his heart, but I couldn't hear anything. I said: Yuan Zhi, if only I could have superpowers to penetrate into a person's heart.

Yuan Zhi smiled and said jokingly: You have already penetrated into my heart.

I looked up, pressed his chest lightly, and said, "Really, that's nice."

He touched my head and said, "Sleep, don't think about it." I'm leaving.

I said, "Yuan Zhi, can you stay with me tonight?" I don't want to be alone.

He rolled over and got up, and I took his hand to stop him. He grabbed my hand and said, "Well, I have something to do tonight, and I will accompany you in two days."

Then they pushed me back into bed, got dressed, and walked away.

I watched in silence as he closed the door, tears falling cheaply and silently.

Flipping out of my phone, I sent Zhou Sheng a WeChat message: The plan you said last time, can you pick me up tomorrow? If you can, you will pick me up at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning. Zhou Sheng replied with dozens of laughing faces, and finally said: Li Ji, you stupid girl, you should have been like this a long time ago. I'll be there on time tomorrow.

I smiled, Zhou Sheng, it's good to have you.

Pick up the phone, enter his number, and write: Yuan Zhi, let's break up. But I was reluctant to send it, thinking about the past two years, when he was good to me, it was really good, so good that I felt that he really loved me, he would hug me tightly, he would kiss me, he would look at me with focused eyes, he would say: Li Ji, you are so stupid, he would say: Li Ji, I love you.

However, when it was bad, he would ignore me for days, and when I cried, he would only sigh, and then leave me, and when he called, he would impatiently say: You are a psychopath, or can you stop crying all the time. Whenever I needed him, he always refused to be by my side and said to me: peace of mind.

I'm getting more and more like a psychopath, no, it's horrible, look at yourself, what do you have left. The more I think about it, the more pathetic I feel.

After crying for a long time, I wiped away my tears and firmly nodded to send.

I still waited for more than half an hour with my phone in hand, and there was no response. I sneered and slammed my phone to the ground. I got up, pulled out the phone card, broke it in half, and threw it in the toilet.

Hazy finally fell asleep, and had a dream, in which he turned around and pulled me, and I said to him firmly: Yuan Zhi, I love you. But I'm in so much pain, I don't want to hurt anymore, I'm not going back.