Dr. Jin's words didn't work or not, and everyone came down to eat, during which no one spoke, and there was silence.

Xia Siwan's health is not good, but it is not so bad, when people are middle-aged and elderly, there are always some small problems, plus they are hit hard, it is inevitable that they are powerless, she only drank a bowl of soup and went upstairs.

"You eat first, and I'll go see Mick. Lan Shijue suddenly lost her appetite, put down her chopsticks, and walked out of the room.

Mick had been in the house where Su Ya had been placed, and he didn't seem to feel the slightest coldness, leaning against the cabinet, always staring at Su Ya's face. Through a piece of transparent glass, her face was dark and uncertain, she should have been sorted out by Xia Lang, she didn't look so embarrassed, and even had a different kind of gentleness, just like she was really asleep.

"Mick, let's go eat. Lan Shijue walked up to him, and as soon as she touched his shoulder, she felt a chill, and she was worried, "You have been here for so long, you should also go and see your mother, she is so grief-stricken that she has not eaten at all." She was still feeling a little sick in her heart before. ”

There was no news from Tangtang, Xia Siwan was exhausted, and now she knew that Su Ya had died because of Mick, and she had suffered one blow after another, and Lan Shijue wanted to use this to bring back Mick's sanity.

After a long time, Mick raised his head, without any expression on his face, blinked, and only then did he regain his senses a little, and his voice was torn as if it was ugly, "I know, I'll take a look later." ”

Lan Shijue looked at Su Ya's face, and couldn't help but think of the missing Gu Yidan and Douzi, her heart was like a knife, she opened her eyes uncomfortably, and almost escaped quickly, crying silently in the courtyard.

Mick just wanted to accompany Su Ya for a while one last time, and he was going to be cremated in the afternoon, and time was running out. However, he still listened to Lan Shijue's words and went to see his mother before leaving.

"Mom, are you okay?" Mick knocked lightly on the door a few times, but no one answered for a long time, he couldn't help but be a little anxious, pushed the door open a crack, and walked in slowly.

The room was dark, and the heavy curtains blocked out the sunlight outside, making it even more stuffy. Mick looked at the motionless man on the bed, his steps unconsciously lightened.

Xia Siwan didn't fall asleep, she had already woken up when she heard her son knocking on the door. But she didn't want to speak, so she fell quietly on the bed.

"I'm sorry about Suya. We got the news, we didn't dare to slack off, and went over according to the other party's request, but we didn't expect her to follow. I didn't worry about others, so I had to let her follow me, but she was finally spread out because of my ......" topic, Mick's heart seemed to be torn open, and it hurt so much that he choked up for a while.

Xia Siwan didn't get angry this time, she was already angry at Xia Lang at first, she turned over and sat up, looking at her son's sad face, her face was full of bitterness, "In the end, she left because of you, but I also know that you are looking for sugar candy." I heard Shi Jue say, you haven't eaten, you haven't eaten, if you still remember that there is my mother, there is sugar candy to find, and Xiai to take care of, you can cheer up a little,"

As soon as Mick grabbed his mother's hand at this moment, his heart ached, "A thousand mistakes, it's all my fault! It's me who didn't take care of Xiai and Tangtang, I'm sorry for Su Ya, I'm sorry for Mom." ”

These words had been held in his heart for a long time, and he had been overwhelmed by the pressure of the past two days, so that he could not think about it at all, so that he could put it aside for the time being like an ostrich. But when he returned, no one blamed him, and he felt more and more guilty, and he felt powerless like never before.

"If you have been depressed, will Su Ya's future affairs depend on Xia Lang alone? If you really feel uneasy, then try to support your waist and help Xia Lang take care of Su Ya's funeral! Then go back to China to find my granddaughter!" Xia Siwan knocked on Mick's heart word by word.

Mick looked at his mother's strong face, his eyes froze, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Everyone briefly trimmed it up, and set off half an hour later, when Su Ya's ashes were placed in a small box, Xia Siwan lay in Dr. Jin's arms and was grief-stricken.

"Let's go back first, there's a funeral tomorrow. As the sun set obliquely in the west, Sharon was the first to break the silence, staring at the box in Mick's hand, taking it involuntarily and cherishing it in his heart.

Mick didn't make any movement at all, looking at Sharon's dark face, his throat tightened, swallowing all those unwillingness, it was useless to say more, he hated himself to death, not to mention Sharon.

At dinner time, no one came out, and everyone was almost agreed, and all stayed in the room. The servants were helpless and went to invite them one by one, but in the end no one came out. In the end, it was Dr. Jin who cheered up and asked the maid to bring the food to the room.

"Eat a little, tomorrow's funeral will be busy. Dr. Jin knocked on the door from room to room, and this sentence was from beginning to end, I don't know if everyone listened to it, and finally she went back to the room alone, watching her sister guard her phone, and the food on the coffee table only moved twice, she sighed lowly.

I don't know why, everyone and everything are off the original track, like falling into a nightmare that can't be escaped. Or to be manipulated by an invisible hand, everything is out of order, disorganized, and everyone's mind is disordered.

It had not been so many people in the villa for a long time, but it was surprisingly quiet, and the servants knew a little about it, and they were all very careful.

Almost sleepless all night, the next morning, before the first rays of morning light shone, Mick and Sharon got up and stayed in Su Ya's room, the two of them were silent. When the others got up one after another, Mick whispered, "All the notices have arrived, and the funeral will be held as scheduled." ”

In the name of the funeral, I won everyone's opinions, and finally in the name of Xia Siwan's daughter, the reason is very simple, Xia Siwan and Su Ya are as close as mother and daughter, not to mention that Su Ya is still going for Mick.

The number of people who came to mourn gradually increased, Xia Siwan was able to support and greet everyone at first, but in the end, her spirit became more and more weak, her face was pale, Mick saw her mother's sad appearance through the crowd, and her heart was connected, and she strode in and held her body, "Mom, why don't you take a rest first, there are a lot of people here, let's come." ”

"No, I'm not that uncompetitive. Xia Siwan broke free of her son's hand and leaned against the wall behind her, she looked sideways at the photo in the middle, and mist gradually appeared in her eyes, blurring her vision.

Mick followed his mother's gaze and stared at Su Ya's face, obviously so young and full of vitality, but he watched her pass in his arms.

Life is so fragile, but all of this is caused by him.

But Xia Siwan is even more uncomfortable than him, Su Ya's death, he can't escape the blame, and their family will live in self-blame.