Jiang Wenwen lives in a community on the outskirts of the city, looking at the community facilities, it is still more luxurious, and the decoration of his house is also relatively refreshing, after entering the door, the teddy is crazy wagging his tail around me, feeling quite affectionate, I also pretended to be very affectionate, holding the dog to play for a while.

After Jiang Wenwen changed his clothes, he walked over in slippers, squatted beside us, and reached out to touch Teddy's head: "Little guy, I have brought your master, this time you are satisfied, don't lose your temper with me in the future, okay?"

She spoke patiently to Teddy like a child.

I played with the dog and laughed, "Do you usually talk to him like that? He's just a puppy, how can he understand what you tell him?"

"You also have dogs, don't you know? Sometimes puppies are more obedient than people. ”

Jiang Wenwen gently stroked Teddy's back, her eyes showed a gentle light, looking at her expression, just like a mother looking at a child, it almost moved me.

I took a deep breath and said to him, "You know what? Actually, you have a very good heart, and you are so loving, if you don't go the wrong way, you will be very happy." ”

"But there are no ifs in this world, and there are some roads, once you go, it is impossible to turn back. ”

Jiang Wenwen was still staring at the teddy, but her eyes were already moist, and a few shiny things slipped out of her eyes and landed on the back of her hand.

The teddy turned his head, stuck out his tongue, and licked the back of Jiang Wenwen's hand, obviously, it was licking Jiang Wenwen's tears.

I stretched out my hand to push Teddy's head away, but was stopped by Jiang Wenwen: "You let him lick it, they all say that women's tears are bitter, since the dog doesn't dislike it, it means that it can also read it, my bitter heart, let it lick the tears off my hand, let it taste my mood...... Do you know why I like to have dogs? Because only dogs will be by your side when you are most miserable. ”

This sentence made my heart tremble.

When he turned his face, Jiang Wenwen had already gotten up and walked to the kitchen: "You can find a place to sit, I'll get you something to eat, I'm too tired today, I won't go out to buy food, there is still some food left in the refrigerator, let's make something to eat tonight." ”

I nodded and said to her, "Okay, I'll eat whatever you do, I'm not a picky eater." ”

"You're not a picky eater, but your family's Didiu is a very picky eater, no wonder you can't afford to raise it, now it doesn't eat the usual dog food, and I'm trying to get it to give me the same food, get used to my life. ”

Jiang Wenwen was wearing an apron in the kitchen, and I smiled and said, "Sister, do you think it's a local dog? Only a local dog will follow people to eat people's food, like this breed of dogs, is it generally good to feed dog food?"

"I don't care if it's a soil dog or a breed dog, you have to get used to my life if you live with me. ”

Jiang Wenwen boiled rice in the rice cooker, then opened the refrigerator and took out a few eggs: "The beauty of life is nothing more than living a dull life of oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, although this kind of day seems to be very tasteless, but it can give people a sense of peace of mind." ”

Watching her wear an apron and work on the stove, I seemed to see my old mother from my hometown.

I put the dog on the ground, then rubbed my hands and asked her, "Manager Jiang, do you want me to help you wash the vegetables or something?" I see that you are busy working there alone, and I feel a little sorry not to go." ”

"You men are big pigs' trotters, you won't help but make a mess, you better sit there and tease your dog, I'll be able to do it soon." ”

Jiang Wenwen smiled and shook his head and said.

In fact, she still feels pretty when she laughs, looking at the woman who is busy in the kitchen, I suddenly feel that this kind of day is quite comfortable, but this is a kind of unattainable day, think about the time when my wife didn't die, we lived like this every day, but that is a thing of the past.

She felt that I was not speaking, so she asked me, "Why don't you speak, why are you looking at me in a daze? Are you bewitched by my beauty?"

"In fact, if there is a woman like you in the family, you should be quite happy. ”

I said from the bottom of my heart, and the corners of Jiang Wenwen's eyes twitched: "What's so good about a woman like me, to put it bluntly, it's just a toy that men play with, and one day when men have played enough, they will kick you mercilessly, so don't be fooled by my appearance." ”

I shook my head, not daring to agree with her words: "In fact, everyone's thoughts are different from everyone's thoughts, and there are many good men in the world, although you have been injured, but you should not see the world as dark because you have been injured, in fact, where you can't see, it may be a piece of light, but you haven't come out of this darkness yet." ”

"Wu Xiao, are you a good man or a bad man?"

She suddenly asked me in a hurry, I opened my mouth, I couldn't answer, Jiang Wenwen saw that I couldn't answer, and he also laughed: "In fact, in my opinion, sometimes you look like a good man, sometimes you look like a bad man, when you are like a good man, people are infatuated, when you are like a bad man, people want to hate you, but they can't hate." ”

I nodded ashamedly and said: "Actually, I admit myself, I'm not a good man, because I don't have a little responsibility, I don't have a sense of responsibility, and I don't even know which woman I like in my heart so far, a man like me is not worthy of your infatuation at all." ”

"Everyone has a love for beauty, and it is inevitable that you are surrounded by so many excellent girls, but that doesn't mean you're not attractive. ”

Jiang Wenwen poured the stirred eggs into the oil pot, and when he heard a sound, the golden egg flowers rose with the thick fragrance.

I stared at the plate of scrambled eggs he had over you, and suddenly felt my index finger move, and my mouth couldn't help but praise: "I have to say, your cooking skills are the best among the girls I have ever seen. ”

She poured the eggs into the plate, and suddenly smiled shyly: "Haven't you praised a girl for a long time? What the hell is my scrambled egg, not martial arts." ”

I admit that I used the wrong words, but I was really praising her just now, Jiang Wenwen is right, I really haven't praised a girl like this for a long time.

These days, I've been struggling to juggle various roles.

I'm like a dancer dancing on the tip of a knife, partying with my head up, never enjoying a little leisure at all, and of course not in the mood to praise the people around me, let alone praise girls.

She said: "However, I am also very honored to be so praised by you today, if it weren't for your compliment, how about we have a drink?"

After she finished speaking, without waiting for me to say anything, she ran to another room, took out a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet in that room, and took two goblets, walked into the living room, and put the red wine and glasses on the table.

Jiang Wenwen picked up a screwdriver and said to me while boiling red wine: "Wu Xiao, it's been half a year, no one else has come to this house, of course, no one has come to drink with me, you are the first, to be honest, your arrival has made me a little moved, do you know my current mood, I have an urge to cry." ”

"Don't you still have a chairman? Won't he come to accompany you romantically?"

I said this inadvertently, Jiang Wenwen's face darkened: "A man like him, there are more women around him, just like the emperor in ancient times, seventy-two concubines in three palaces and six courtyards, how can he have any time to come to my little broken house?"

I shook my head and said, "He trusts you so much, gives you so much power, and even puts the statistical obligation under your control, you can imagine that you still have a lot of status in his heart." ”

"Trust, he doesn't call it trust, he just uses me as a tool, you just don't know it, and when you stay in it for a long time, you will slowly understand how hypocritical this world is. ”

Jiang Wenwen complained like a resentful woman, it took her a long time to open the bottle of red wine, after opening, she poured two glasses, picked up a glass and handed it to me, and said: "Wu Xiao, do you remember the first time we drank? That time I invited you to drink fake wine, but this time it is true, 82 years old Lafite, do you taste the right taste?"

The first time I drank with her, I still remember it vividly, the down-and-out girl who used to use Lao Baigan as whiskey has become Bai Fumei today, but the original psychiatrist has now become a down-and-out rotten person.

This may be because of the trick of fate, which will give you a sense of earth-shaking change at any time.

I raised my glass to her: "Congratulations, you've finally managed to live the life you want." ”

"I'm just living this life, but is this life what I want? To be honest, I can't even figure it out. ”

Jiang Wenwen took a sip of wine, and I stared into her eyes: "Why do you say that? You see that you now drive a luxury car and live in a high-rise building, and you don't need to worry about your life, and you are also decent outside, no matter how you say it, you are still respectable, and this kind of life of yours is something that many people can't ask for." ”

"Wu Xiao, do you know canaries?"

She asked me suddenly, I hesitated, nodded and said, "I have seen, a very small bird, when I was young, our family was rural, there is a big walnut tree behind my house, and there are always some small birds on the walnut tree that will make nests, and the canary you mentioned is one of them." ”

"Yes, birds soar in the sky, that is the freeest, they can pursue happiness and love, they can reproduce, they can bring beauty and hope to the world...... But if one day, they are put in a cage, then their lives will only be sad and gloomy. ”

Jiang Wenwen's voice suddenly choked up again, and I held the cup and stared at her face, not knowing what to do.

Jiang Wenwen gulped down the wine in the cup, but the tears were big and big, dripping in her cup, the tears dripped into the wine, splashing bright hops, like the color of blood, Jiang Wenwen said: "Actually, I am a canary who was put in a cage, from the day I was put in the cage, my wings were broken, and I have lost the direction of life...... I lived like this, as if every day was the last, but I didn't want to wake up when I fell asleep, because I didn't want to face this ugly world. ”