The lost and regained feelings, after these misunderstandings and twists and turns, have become more precious, and at this moment they are turning into longing fireworks in the heart.

Alcohol numbed my nerves, and I felt Chu Qingchuan forcefully tear open the button of his shirt that was bound around his neck, and his breath was full of hormones.

The wild, hot kiss landed on my lips, grinded and then left, over and over again, and I was a little silly kissed by him.

I couldn't help but respond to him, but he still didn't want to leave.

So I patted him on the shoulder in exasperation, only to hear his charming chuckle. [Fake Hero Manga/].

When he carried me upstairs and threw me on the bed, we were caught in a pile of stuffed animals and pillows.

He reached out and threw the rabbit to the floor, looking impatient at the disturbance of a good thing.

Amused by his appearance, he bit the tip of my nose and said, "You will not be allowed to have anything in your bed but me." ”

"Lovely. "I touched his angular face, and he even had to eat the vinegar of a toy?

"Lovely, is it insulting to say such things now?" he was clearly displeased with my assessment.

I squinted my eyes and looked up at the light above me, and in the circles of light, there seemed to be the sound of waves crashing against the reef outside the window.

At this moment, what sanity is, I don't know, feed the dog.

"We fit well, we were a natural pair. He bowed his head and whispered in my ear.

I pursed my lips and twisted my head to the side, but he grabbed my jaw and forced me to look at me.

Later, he asked me if I still thought he was cute.

"You're terrible!" I said in my tone a grievance, but it was also a willing grievance.

He chuckled and kissed me, softly, and I forgot to be angry with him because I was so impressed by his affection.

Hey, I'm really out of luck.

But I also have to admit that his ability to infuse people is first-class, and his coaxing kung fu has also reached the realm.

The house was filled with honey and tenderness, and we woke up in the strong midday sun.

I deliberately chose curtains that don't have the same blackout because I like the warmth and softness of the sunlight when it is filtered.

I looked at him and smiled, and I thought that happiness was nothing more than that.

I have you when I wake up.

"You're well-fed. Chu Qingchuan's hair was messy, and his eyes returned to their usual clarity.

But when I felt his hand begin to restless, I looked at him with horror.

"Get out!" I dodged, but when I rolled over, I forgot that I was on the edge of the bed, and fell on the carpet.

"Okay, I'm here. He jumped off.

I said that you are recovering from a serious illness, it is not good to be like this, in case you are tired, the gains outweigh the losses.

He knew that this was my delaying tactic, so he said to me, "After making up for so long, you must be worthy of those deer, right?"

I said I was going to take a shower, and he said okay, together.

I had no choice but to settle for the next best thing, and he carried me into the bathroom.

Fortunately, the house is not big, and since there is no bathtub, I let my guard down.

But the truth made me regret it, and in the mist, I felt like I had a dream.

"Chu Qingchuan, you beast. "I cried and tried to express my anger, but it sounded more like blame.

Chu Qingchuan bit my ear and said "Sao".

"You bastard. Although I was scolding him, this situation matched my tone, but it seemed like I was coquettish.

He rubbed my chin in satisfaction and forced me to look directly into the mirror in front of the sink.

I saw that my face was like a peach blossom, my skin was so tender that it seemed to be dripping, and my slightly open lips were a little red and swollen.

"Beautiful. He looked directly into my eyes in the mirror, and there was bewitchment in his gaze.

This lingering compassion is better than a small farewell and a newlywed.

When I was wrapped in a thin blanket and lying on the bed to watch the news, Chu Qingchuan was cooking lunch downstairs.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and I thought that the aunt who read the gas meter at the beginning of the month was here, so I didn't take it seriously.

But when the door opened, I didn't hear any words.

That aunt has a very loud voice and is very enthusiastic, how can she ...... today?

Startled, I hurriedly picked up a piece of clothing and put it on, and rushed to the staircase.

Scenes that I never imagined in my life just appeared in front of my eyes so vividly.

Chu Jingnan was standing outside the door at this time, while Chu Qingchuan was propped up on the door with one hand, with his back to me.

He asked, "Who are you looking for?"

Chu Jingnan's eyes were raised, and he happened to meet me: "Look for her." ”

Chu Qingchuan followed his gaze and turned back, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth.

I looked down, only to find that I was wearing Chu Qingchuan's shirt, and my two thighs were in full view, so I hurriedly ran back to the wardrobe and found a short-sleeved sweatshirt dress to change into.

It's really an evil one, how could Chu Jingnan come suddenly?

I guess the address of the new home was told to him by Chu Yao, but isn't it good to say hello before coming?

"Have you eaten?" I was thinking about what to say after going downstairs, when I heard Chu Qingchuan ask generously.

"Hmm. "Listening to the voice, Chu Jingnan should have entered the house.

"We haven't eaten breakfast yet. Chu Qingchuan said very indifferently, as if the person who came was a familiar friend.

I sat on the edge of the bed in frustration and grabbed my hair, hating myself for running so fast and running out......

"Sunny, come down to eat. Chu Qingchuan suddenly called me, with a paternalistic majesty.

"Eat first, I'll come back another day." Chu Jingnan finally couldn't stay anymore and said goodbye.

"Is it inconvenient to have me? I am convinced of this little uncle, and he really "loves his nephew".

"Chu Jingnan, what are you looking for me?" I walked down the stairs and looked at Chu Jingnan and asked.

He pursed his mouth and said it was okay.

At this time, Chu Qingchuan said that he had no cigarettes and wanted to go down to buy it.

I noticed that he came with a suitcase when he came last night? What does that mean?

When he went out, he asked me to eat the noodles while they were hot, and glanced at Chu Jingnan meaningfully.

I let Chu Jingnan on the sofa, and the atmosphere was a little condensed.

"Say it quickly, or he'll be back in a moment. "After I finished speaking, I felt that it was inappropriate, if Chu Qingchuan heard this, would he beat me?

Chu Jingnan took his eyes off my face, took out a check from the pocket inside his coat and put it on the coffee table, and pushed it in front of me with his index finger.

I looked down and saw that it was 2 million. Oh, is it owed to me at the time of the divorce?

"Didn't you say a year? Why did you give it so early? I asked.

"I don't have time to spend that long with you. "He's obviously hard-mouthed.

I am now clear about Chu's situation, and I understand that he gave me 2 million less at the beginning, not because of the video, it was just an excuse he made.

The main reason is probably that he has financial difficulties and can't come up with so much money.

I picked up the check, looked at the numbers on it, and had mixed feelings.

"Chu Jingnan, why didn't you save my grandfather in the first place?" I still couldn't help but ask.

This is what I mind the most, he can look down on me and humiliate me because of the misunderstanding in the past, but in my heart, there is still the shadow of Brother Jingnan, I don't believe that he will be inhuman to such a point, since there is a chance now, I want to hear him say the answer in person.

Chu Jingnan was silent for a moment and then got up, said "no money", and was about to leave.

In desperation, I reached out and grabbed his sleeve and stared at him.

"I'll use the 2 million to buy you an explanation. I waved the check in my hand and said hatefully.

"Chu Jingnan, you know that I have liked you since I was a child, and my grandfather loves you very much, why do you still treat us like this? That's a human life! Don't you have nightmares when you sleep at night?" I thought of the past, and then thought of these things I learned recently, and my emotions became a little excited.

"I'm sorry. He actually whispered an apology to me.

The anger and resentment I had been accumulating were suddenly stuck in my throat like a flood blocked by a floodgate.

He seemed to be determined, pushed my hand away, sat down again, and looked at me seriously.

"Want to know the truth? A smile appeared on his face, with a helpless self-deprecation.

"When I was fourteen years old, you began to confess to me persistently, and I saw in my eyes that you were lovely and pure. However, when she found out that we were too close, she ordered me to stay away from you, saying that you are not clean and unworthy of our Chu family. At that time, you were like a sparrow chirping around me every day, and I had to face you with indifference so that she would not be suspicious. I hide my feelings for you in my heart, and I want to confess to you when I grow up and get rid of her control.

But when I was seventeen years old, at a friend's birthday party, because they mixed something in the wine, I had sex with one of the girls, the one you met, my first love, don't you think she resembles you?

When I found out about this mistake, there was no going back. Her father was a key member, and she said that she liked me for a long time, and if I didn't take responsibility for her, she would have no face and would sue me QJ. In the midst of conflict and pain, I suffered from addiction X. ”

Chu Jingnan paused for a few seconds when he said this, and his eyes fell on the vase full of sunflowers on the windowsill.

I can't believe it, but in retrospect, it is true that since then, he has changed like a different person, from a cold male god in my heart to a gentleman.

"Later, when my father took bribes and went to prison, I offered to break up, and she told me that she had done everything in the first place. But I still can't control my desires, and I often want to have relationships with different girls. But at that time, everyone in my circle was like this, and I didn't realize it was a disease. However, every time I see you, I feel a sense of guilt in my heart. That's why I'm getting to hate you, and I think I'm feeling it. He chuckled softly, pulled out his cigarette case, and lit it himself.

I leaned back in my chair and thought everything was incredible.

"Your presence makes me feel dirty. The more girls go through it, the more I feel that you are pure, like a vampire facing a cross, in awe and fear. This state of affairs goes on and on, like a vicious circle, and I am not willing to admit that I am not worthy of you, so I have to think of you as hateful.

At this moment, at the banquet arranged by my father, Li Yutong appeared, and my father forced me to have a relationship with her, and I did not resist. She was very cooperative in that regard, and she was very understanding, gentle and pleasant, and I got drunk after a party, and she gave me a ride home, and saw a picture of us as a child, and I showed my feelings for you. After that, she kept saying in front of me that you are excellent, that she is not as good as you, that I should be with you, and that she is a third person.

Sun, if she slanders you, I may hesitate. But she didn't, she acted like a weakling, I even had the illusion of sympathy, I thought she understood me, I thought I had found a soulmate. The more she rejected me, the more I felt sorry for her and wanted to protect her.

One day, her good friend Qiao Shan suddenly found me and scolded me for having no conscience, saying that I had a different idea. I only learned that Li Yutong cut her wrists and was sent to the hospital, Qiao Shan threw out a miscarriage report and told me that you stole Li Yutong's ID card to have a fetus, and I believed it. When Chu Jingnan said this, his gaze fell back on my face, and he said softly, "I'm sorry."

I shook my head and said, "I kept this matter in the dark until I met my college roommate Lin Fei after the divorce, and the truth came out." ”

"I only learned the ins and outs from Li Yutong not long ago. Hehe, the child she lost at that time was mine. Chu Jingnan lowered his head and rubbed his temples.

I felt a little pitiful about him, and I always thought he was a strong man, but emotionally, he was even weaker than me.

What he said later was pretty much the same as what I had learned. After Li Yutong and Chu Jingnan got along for two years, they learned that he had no use value, and she was no longer interested, so she proposed to break up when she was going to study abroad.

But when she left, she said that it was because of me that she left, saying that I used Grandpa Chu's love for me to break them up.

"In those two years, I really fell in love with her. Later, she revealed to me, whether overt or covertly, some evidence of your promiscuity, and successfully reversed your image in my heart. So I blamed you for her departure, turning that proposal into the beginning of revenge, but also in disguise to conform to grandpa's wishes. ”

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