CHAPTER XXXIII.

Lee Summer, like Stephanie, has a pair of crescent smiling eyes and a sweet appearance, but she has always been determined to be an idol and always wants to show her sex side, but she doesn't get anything except the ridicule of the members from time to time and the ridicule of fans.

In recent years, he has studied Ruan Qingning, and the one who died in the house is in full swing. And unlike Ruan Qingning, who likes to be in a daze and has been looking for something suitable for a person to do quietly, she has been a standard gamerhoc since the day Ruan Qingning met Summer.

After entering the world of the dead house, Summer carried forward the game maniac side, and the time that was originally spent on friends and companions was all moved by her to play games, not to mention, and she could not even eat when she was addicted. There is a tendency to catch up and take away the name of Ruan Qingning's first dead house.

Ruan Qingning can't remember the last time the two met in the company, and it seems that the day before yesterday Summer said in the group that she had been very idle recently, so idle that she had already cleared a game with more than 200 levels. 、

Then the question arises, why did Summer appear in the company, and smile so much, so infiltrating? Looking at Summer approaching him, Ruan Qingning suddenly had an ominous premonition in his heart.

"Do you want to have a cup of coffee with me?" put his hand on Ruan Qingning's shoulder, and without waiting for Ruan Qingning to answer, Summer took Ruan Qingning by herself and walked forward, "Nini talked to me all night yesterday, and I didn't sleep much, and now I really need something refreshing to cheer me up!"

Nini is Stephanie's nickname, and Ruan Qingning clearly remembers that when she finished her video chat with Stephanie yesterday, it was almost twelve o'clock. Stephanie and Summer talk all night like this can only happen after Stephanie chats with her, so what can the two of them talk about for that long in one night?

A trend pioneer and a straight man of steel get together, and what topics related to fashion can be talked about, Shu Ruan Qingning really can't think of it.

In the chat room, even the weather is good, and the clouds in the sky look very much like the pork chops in the signature dish of the restaurant opposite the company, Ruan Qingning doesn't think there is any recent situation that can make the two of them chat all night.

Ruling out other possibilities, Ruan Qingning came to the conclusion that the reason why Summer couldn't bear to leave the warm nest and the unstoppable game was definitely related to the content of her previous chat with Stephanie.

"I wouldn't have told Stephanie if I had known!" Ruan Qingning sighed in her heart, but she didn't say a word to keep it secret, and immediately leaked the content of the chat, and if there was anything important in the future, she must not tell Stephanie this big mouth again!

"Nini didn't tell me on her own initiative. Summer, who had guessed at least eight points about Ruan Qingning's mental activity, pressed Ruan Qingning to the floor of the exclusive practice room, inserted a straw, and stuffed the strawberry milk that she had bought a long time ago into Ruan Qingning's hand.

"She was just a little uneasy after chatting with you, and then she called me to remind me to pay more attention to you. But you also know how bad her skills are in this area, I just asked a little questions, and she obediently explained it. If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for choosing the wrong person to talk to. If you say those things to me, I promise no one will know until I die. ”

"Bah, bah!" Ruan Qingning, who was already holding the straw, put the strawberry milk dew aside and patted Summer's mouth angrily, "Tong Yan is unscrupulous, the wind blows." It's too bad to say that you can't die!"

Summer covered her mouth, which was a little painful from being beaten by Ruan Qingning, and glared at Ruan Qingning with tears in her eyes, "You bully me!"

"Stop acting!" Ruan Qingning looked disgusted, "It's just the two of us here, who are you going to play?"

"It's so shameless!" Gasping angrily, taking a sip of strawberry crushed ice, Summer finally got down to business, "What about you... ”

"I'm fine. Before Summer could finish the first sentence, Ruan Qingning interrupted her speech, "Don't you also know that I will be like this every once in a while! ”

"Would it really be okay to give some time?" Summer didn't let Ruan Qingning go, "Do you really know the difference between being completely okay or just being okay for the time being?"

"There's no such thing as being forever. Seeing that Summer wouldn't let herself go if she didn't say anything, Ruan Qingning could only change her original plan to fool around, "As long as you're alive, the pain will keep appearing." Hurt, heal, heal, hurt, the cycle repeats, never stops. So there's no such thing as being completely cured, and being able to heal for a while is already remarkable. Some people can't even heal temporarily!"

"Then did you do it?" Summer sat forward and stared straight into Ruan Qingning's eyes, "Are you really temporarily healed now, or are you obviously bleeding inside, but you have to put a band-aid on the wound and pretend that it is almost healed?"

Ruan Qingning's fingers writhed uneasily, and Summer's unavoidable direct gaze told her that Summer would not let her go today as before, and if she couldn't give Summer an explanation that she felt she could, the next days would probably be difficult.

Ruan Qingning was right, as the two people with the most similar personalities in the group, just as she knew Summer, Summer also knew her. If I had to make a comparison, Summer would know her better than Stephanie.

Stephanie's friendship with her is definitely the deepest, but the two have diametrically opposed personalities that Stephanie will never be able to truly empathize.

Just as people who don't have fear of heights can never understand how frightened a person with a fear of heights is when he stands on a high place, Stephanie can't understand why Ruan Qingning always has to find a way to eradicate hidden dangers before problems appear. I can't understand how unacceptable it is for Ruan Qingning to cause trouble to people other than herself because of her own problems. Even if it's only a small problem. Even if the person who is involved doesn't care at all, and even willingly gets involved.

In Summer's heart, Ruan Qingning has never been a very strong person, and her current strength is forced out little by little by the development of reality and the needs of other people. When the factors that forced her to be strong disappeared one by one, and the reason why she had to be strong was lost, Ruan Qingning's mental state was really worrying.

The absence of a collective contract renewal is such an event that forced Ruan Qingning to have a strong reason to disappear, although it was not explicitly stated, but both they and fans know that the future will be the era of real personal development.

No more worrying about the development of the team, no need to mediate disputes between members, no need to be forced to act as a lubricant between the company and the team. When the word captain changed from real responsibility and pressure to just a naked name, it means that the motivation that has forced Ruan Qingning to move forward, not backward or stay for so many years has disappeared...