Chapter 3 If I could, I would never have met you

As soon as she got off the plane, Cheng Sheng's mother called her to go home, saying that she was in a hurry. I discussed with Cheng Sheng, she went home first, I went directly to my house tonight, packed my things, and came over tomorrow morning to help me carry my luggage.

I haven't been home for more than ten days, and my home is full of dust, but I have no desire to clean up. Standing in the living room, looking at this house that is only 70 square meters, but has been with me for a year, I am finally reluctant. The house is my down payment, I never want to use Yuan Zhi's money, maybe in my heart I also understand that I am a stranger to him, emotionally I plunged into it, and money should not be involved. My heart is already low, and my dignity cannot be low. It was me and Zhou Sheng who bought the house, and Zhou Sheng and I chose the house well, and the decoration was also decorated by me according to my own wishes, which was the simple style of logs that I liked, and the furniture and green plants were also chosen by me and Zhou Sheng, no matter what it was, Yuan Zhi never asked.

I also only saw him one morning after not seeing him in months, and I told him I had bought a house. He said, "Oh." A few days later, he gave me a card and said, there is 2 million in the card, and the money to buy a house will be given to you. I refused to accept it, he said: Li Ji, usually you refuse to ask for my money, I can not say anything. But, Li Ji, this is our home.

He said, Li Ji, this is our home. I received 2 million from him, used 200,000 yuan for decoration, paid off the final payment, and the rest of the money was stored in a card and never touched. But, Yuan Zhi, I later understood, this is the quagmire you circled for me. I fell deeper and deeper, but no one could save me.

I sat on the couch and indulged in memories of the past.

I didn't hear the door open, and I don't know how long he had been standing in the doorway. I think I'm going to drown in my memories, remembering the sweetness and the bitterness at the same time, thinking that maybe he loves me, and at the same time feeling that he doesn't love me.

He came over and pressed my head into his arms. For some reason, the tears were left unconsciously. He said, "Why are you crying again?"

I said, "Yuan Zhi, we broke up."

Yuan Zhi laughed and said: You said that you have broken up many times, have we broken up?

I sighed, yes, how many times have I said it. But each time it was as if he had never heard the word before. It's like every time I have an argument, I keep thinking about it in my heart, but he comes back to me like the argument never happened. He was light and light, so I got off the donkey, and I was never willing to part.

I threw myself tightly into his arms, hugged him tightly, greedy, and I said: Yuan Zhi, if I could, I hope I would never meet you.

He hugged me and strengthened his strength, and said: Li Ji, if you can, I really hope to rub you into my bones and blood.

Oh, is this a confession? But do I believe it? I don't believe it.

I smiled and said, "Yuan Zhi, just hold me, hold me, don't leave me."

Yuan Zhi said: Okay.

Before I knew it, I was asleep like this. Vaguely, I felt that Yuan Zhi carried me into the room.

When I woke up the next day, Yuan Zhi was lying next to me, and I was lying in his arms. Suddenly, I felt a warm current slowly wading into my heart. What to break up, what to sell the house, what determination to throw aside.

Yuan Zhi, Yuan Zhi, that's it, I'll stay by your side like this.

He woke up by me and started kissing me, and I started to feel distracted, and I thought we might be going to break the line. Unexpectedly, he stopped, rolled over and got up.

Sitting on the bed, not talking for a long time.

I asked: Yuan Zhi, what's wrong with you?