Chapter 230: For You, I'm Willing
After Chu Qingchuan looked around, he shook his head slightly, and did not surprise me.
I sneezed a few more times, and according to my usual symptoms, it was time for a runny nose.
I pointed to my desk: "Help me get the tissue, thank you." ”
I sniffed, and he handed me the paper drawer: "You have a cold." ”
"It's not because I'm looking for you?" I said, blowing my nose with resentment.
"......" he did not speak.
In a fit of rage, I grabbed a ball of used tissues and threw them at him, and with a flicker of his dexterity, the paper balls hit the closet behind him.
A long silence followed.
He looked at the table, not knowing what he was thinking.
"You, did you see it? Are you mad at me? The things they sent at the wedding, you ...... "I don't look like me, I can't be coherent."
When I realized that I had lost my temper in front of him again, I actually laughed.
He was a little surprised, he looked straight at me, and I looked back at him fixedly, that face, the facial features that I had thought about countless times, I think I will never forget in my life.
"Why did you forget me, you say?" I was talking to myself more than letting him hear it.
He didn't have any expression on his face, but it felt softer than when he was outside.
Chu Qingchuan, a man with a resolute facial contour, always has a sense of oppression that is not angry and self-righteous when he does not speak.
Although there is no natural king, the temperament that has been practiced for a long time has not faded due to amnesia, and has long been immersed in the bone marrow.
However, I seem to have nothing to do with this man.
Maybe it's because I'm not feeling well, and my thoughts are a little negative.
"I don't remember how that picture was taken. But I can assure you that I haven't done anything to be sorry for you. You trust me. He finally spoke, as if with great determination.
So, what he doesn't mind is not what I did, but what he did wrong?
Thinking of this, I was inexplicably moved.
"Then you ran out because of this, and you don't think you can face me?" I asked.
He lowered his eyes that had been looking at me and stopped looking at me, his slender fingers resting lightly on the desk in front of him, tapping irregularly.
I let out a long sigh.
I should have thought that he was troubled by amnesia, although he seemed to be casual on the surface, and even quite shrewd, in fact, he was the most entangled person in his heart. He must have wanted to regain his memory, but the truth is, since the first two days, I noticed that his memory is getting worse and worse.
However, his self-esteem and stubborn personality made him not allow himself to show his weak side, and he did not want to ask me for help, which I can understand. However, I put all my bets on Luther, hoping that his trip would come soon, and that I would be able to see him and beg him to treat Chu Qingchuan in person.
Maybe I should think differently, that is, if he can't recover his memory, how should I get along with him?
"Sunshine, what if I can't remember the past?" he thought to me.
"What do you think?" I asked.
"If I really can't remember the past, I wish I wasn't bound by the past. He looked up and looked at me again.
I nodded thoughtfully, "That is, you want to start a new life." ”
He didn't say anything, but the look in his eyes gave me the answer.
This is indeed his character, free and easy, uninhibited, even so, he has prepared for the worst for himself and chose the path that suits him best.
"I see, if that's the case, I won't bother you. I squeezed out a smile, I didn't want to ask him if he had me in his new life plan, I just let the sourness and emptiness in my heart spread indefinitely.
His lips were pursed tightly, and his gaze was dark and incomprehensible.
I could never see what he was thinking, even now.
"Well, I'm going to leave in a short time. I sniffed and hid my emotions.
But he said to me, "I heard that you are going to study abroad." ”
I knew that Jiang Haocheng was unreliable.
"Well, it was planned a long time ago. "In that case, I can't say anything else.
"I hope you do well in your studies and do what you want to do. "When he speaks, he is very like an elder.
I pursed my lips and asked him, "Do you know what I want to do the most?"
He was stunned, not knowing if it was because of my question or because of the answer.
I looked him in the eye and muttered, "You can remember me." ”
There was another long silence, and I heard only a shallow "I'm sorry".
He's really cowardly, and he's the same as before.
Maybe he accepted his fate, accepted the reality, and didn't want to be entangled by the past anymore, and didn't want to have anything to do with me, right?
"Since you feel sorry for me, make it up to me. I saw his puzzled expression and smiled, "Listen to me tell a story, I won't harass you again in the future." ”
He acquiesced.
"Listen carefully.,There's a lot of details.,After all,,The male protagonist is a very careful person.。 I winked at him.
He nodded earnestly in promise.
I chose to start with the episode where he gave me the saber when I was a child.
The world is really unpredictable, I forgot the stories of my childhood, he told me one by one, and now, I return what I heard from him, as it is.
"When she grew up, the girl got married and didn't live very happily. Later, she met the big brother again at her husband's little uncle's wedding...... "I fell into the memory, as if everything that had been in my mind was re-enacted, and I acted as the narrator."
Chu Qingchuan never asked a single question from beginning to end, nor did he interrupt me.
By the time I had finished speaking, my throat was on fire, and two hours had passed.
"Why did he snatch the girl's check? you know what?" I asked him with a grin.
He looked at my eyes, thick as inkstone: "Perhaps, it's to have more intersections with girls." Perhaps, it is to help the girl avoid future troubles. ”
"yes, I knew that everything he did for her was not that simple. "I was quite proud, like I was showing off to him.
"Hmm. And then?" he asked, after all, my story only ended in the moment before he lost his memory.
Later, the girl woke up and forgot everything, including him. "I tampered with the ending without permission.
His eyes darkened, but he asked me, "Who do you think is more painful between a sober man or an amnesiac girl?"
"It's all painful. I thought about it for a while before answering him.
"I think it's the sober one. His dark eyes, which had been dark, lit up.
I knew he understood my story.
"Sometimes I think, between you and me, how nice it would be for me to be the one with amnesia. Then I will be able to call you freely, and you will have to take care of my emotions, and serve me carefully, afraid that I will be unhappy, afraid that I will be angry, afraid that I will be depressed, afraid that I will be sad, afraid that I will fall in love with someone else......" I said and choked up.
Just as I was looking down and pulling a tissue to wipe my nose, someone had already wrapped my nose in paper.
When I looked up, I saw a condescending face.
"There are a lot of excellent men around you, the one just now, and the ones I met before. I don't want to delay you. As he said this, he tried to restrain himself, and I finally couldn't help but stretch out my arms around his waist, and my face was just against his strong abs.
"Okay, if there's a silver lining, would you like to give it a try?" I asked in a muffled voice, wanting to make a final attempt, even though he already had a plan.
"You've been refusing to tell me because it's dangerous, right?" he was still sharp.
I didn't say anything, because he was right.
"If I could think of you, I'd give it a try. He leaned down and responded to my hug.
I thought that the farce at the wedding would become a new fuse of conflict between us, but I didn't expect it to be resolved like this.
"Why do you believe me?" I was encircled in his arms and leaned against his chest.
"Do you really want to know?" he said.
"Don't say it. "I'm sick again.
He hugged me tightly: "I have searched for your information and analyzed it here." He pointed to his head and continued, "I saw your 'Starlight' plan and knew that how could you be a bad woman like this?"
"You're actually investigating me!" I widened, this guy actually analyzed me.
"I'm not fit to be emotional. He replied in a high-sounding voice.
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