"I ......"

I don't really think you're bad, and I don't want to divorce you-

This sentence tossed and turned in Tang Xiao's stomach several times, but he couldn't say it.

How could she want to divorce him?

This man, she loves him very much, she loves him the most in the world, and she loves no one but him.

Now and in the future, she was sure she would never fall in love with anyone but him again.

Now that she is married, she plans to live with him for the rest of her life.

In her eyes, no one could separate the two of them except death.

She would not divorce him even if she died.

However, these words, she could only say in her heart, to let her speak to him, in the past, she might have been able to say it, but now, she always felt as if there was an invisible membrane between the two of them, which hindered and severed the connection between the two of them, and made her unable to freely confide her truest thoughts in her heart to him.

"Why don't you speak?" Cheng Lie couldn't wait.

Every minute and every second now is a torment for him.

It's like throwing his whole person in hot oil and boiling, he is very uncomfortable all over his body, this discomfort is from the inside out, Rao is a person like him who has amazing willpower on the battlefield, and even if he is shot, he can continue to fight as if nothing happened, and he can't stand it at the moment.

Love is such a torturous thing.

So, is love bad?

If there is no love, there will be no pain that comes from love.

For a moment, he even wanted to abandon love, abandon everything that made him miserable.

Since she didn't want him anymore, why did he wait so hard for her to give him a clear answer?

Perhaps, love is just an illusion of his own.

It's hard for someone like her to fall in love with anyone, right?

And he never hesitated to express his love to her, and no matter how big or small things in life, he followed her - she was used to it, and then no longer cherished it, which was also a normal thing.

Maybe the wrong person is not her, but him.

Because he was wrong, he deserved this punishment.

Since she was leaving, since she didn't want to live with him, he shouldn't have imprisoned her anymore and prevented her from being free.

He thought angrily, and said to her, "If you really want to leave, I won't stop you—just leave." ”

Tang Xiao, who was lying on Cheng Lie's lap, was still in a head-down posture at this time, and when she heard Cheng Lie's words, she suddenly felt as if someone had smashed a hammer, and her internal organs hurt terribly, and her eyes were blurred.

He can make her cry and turn her world upside down with a single word - he's amazing.

But the culprit didn't know that he made her cry, even if she was uncomfortable, even if she cried with tears on her face, she was still like a turtle resting on his lap and couldn't move.

Tang Xiao felt extremely embarrassed.

In the past, at times like these, she wished she could hide immediately, far away, so that no one could see her sad and embarrassed appearance.

However, at this moment, she didn't even have the ability to hide, and was forced to lie on his lap in an uncomfortable and embarrassing position, crying silently, unable to utter a word.

How did things get to this point?

They were fine when they woke up in the morning, and they were fine when they just came back to the room.

Suddenly, everything changed, and they were even on the verge of divorce.

Is he really going to divorce himself?

Are they really going to get divorced?

She couldn't imagine what her life would have been like if they did get divorced.

She has long been accustomed to having him, and she has long been accustomed to the existence of such a person by her side.

And what about him?

Wouldn't he feel unaccustomed and unhappy at all when he left her?

He doesn't care if he has her or not in his life?

Are all the swearings that I said before like those who swear by them?

Tang Xiao kept asking questions in her heart, but she couldn't answer these questions.

These questions can only be answered by Cheng Lie.

But she wasn't Cheng Lie, and she couldn't get into his heart, and she didn't dare to make sure what the answer was there.

If two people are in love, what kind of sweet words can be said, what kind of fleshy things can be said, only each other is in the eyes of two people, and no one else can enter the eyes of these two people, as if everything in the world is empty, only love is true. At this time, who will doubt eternity, who will doubt that they will not be able to grow old.

But people are very strange, a heart changes rapidly, and they can't love it all at once, and they don't love it anymore all of a sudden. Those eternity promised not long ago are like a wisp of smoke, so silently dissipated in the wind, leaving no trace at all.

It makes one wonder if those really existed.

Tang Xiao's mind was a little drowsy because he had been lying on his stomach for a long time, and he had fainted because he had kowtowed in the bathroom only an hour ago, and now he felt more and more dizzy.

She wondered in a daze, was all the good things she had between her and Cheng Lie just an illusion of hers?

How could someone like her have that kind of love?

She didn't have much luck in her life, and everything that was better, such as work, was obtained by her best efforts.

Like love and marriage, she thought she needed to work hard to live a slightly more comfortable life.

The love between her and Cheng Lie, which is like pie in the sky, must be fake.

It's funny, what kind of daydream is she?

How could such a good man love her in every way and live with her for the rest of his life?

Even in the TV series, it's not so lucky, right?

The more Tang Xiao thought about it, the more ridiculous he felt.

Thinking about it, the tears froze in the corners of his eyes, and gradually, they dried in the air.

Cheng Lie sat on the edge of the bed in his original position, with Tang Xiao on his lap, after he said that sentence angrily, if he didn't regret it, it would definitely be fake.

He regretted ,—— regretted the words he rushed out, and regretted that he said that he would let Tang Xiao go.

What if she really wants to leave him?

He really couldn't imagine his life without her.

I can't even imagine her leaving him and starting her new life with another man.

That Qiao Feifei doesn't seem to be married yet, right?

What if, what if she marries that Joe Extraordinary again?

Just thinking of this, Cheng Lie's mind brought up the picture of Qiao Feifei walking on the street with Tang Xiao's shoulders around him.

He was so jealous that in his imagination, he wanted to kill Qiao Fei ten thousand times.

Cheng Lie suspected that he was stunned for a woman.

It wasn't a good thing, but he couldn't resist. His mind was full of her now.

He thought about it for a long time, and waited quietly for her for a long time.

At first he thought she was going to yell and scold him for being a bastard.

But she didn't.

She suddenly died down. I don't give him any movement or reaction.

This couldn't help but make him panic.

What the hell was she thinking, was she really leaving?

Did she say this sentence just so that she could leave logically and reasonably?

Has she been waiting for this sentence for a long time?

Cheng Lie was extremely irritable.

He endured it again and again, but he still couldn't hold back, and said a sentence that seemed to have lost patience: "What I just said, whether it is to your liking or not, you can at least say something." ”

As soon as the words came out, this cold and blunt tone, even Cheng Lie himself couldn't believe that he could say it.

But the words that come out are like spilled water, and there is no way to embellish and beautify them anymore.

Cheng Lie was inexplicably apprehensive, afraid that she would feel uncomfortable listening to him talk to her like this.

Soon he scolded himself in his heart, what to worry about, what to worry about, when she said those words to him just now, did she think about whether her tone was good, did she think about whether he would feel uncomfortable listening to her words?

Obviously, she didn't.

If she really thought about him, she wouldn't have hurt people like that.

"I don't know. Tang laughed for a long time before he faintly spit out this sentence.

She felt like she was unconscious, and her eyes were dark.

What's going on, is her body already weak to this extent?

She wanted to turn herself over and stop lying on her stomach like this, but not only did she have no strength up and down, but she also couldn't use her legs at all, after all, she was still a sick person.

Her hips were still chilly—she could feel that.

Thinking that she was so embarrassed, so unbearable to be fiddled with her lower body naked by Cheng Lie in this pose, and to endure the other party's questioning, she felt even more depressed.

The pain in her heart was stuffy, she was burning inside, her head was swollen, she wanted to vomit a little, and she wanted to cough a little -

But she tried to endure it.

At this time, her image is already embarrassed enough, and if she lets herself go, what will she become?

She had to hold back, she had to maintain her last bit of decency—although, she couldn't even cover her buttocks right now, which was very unseemly.

This is all thanks to Chenglie, thinking of this, she is angry in her heart, and she wants to bite him to vent her anger, but she is still reluctant to let him hurt.

She was reluctant to let him hurt, but he was good, not only insulting her like this, but also doing something with her-

Oh, man......

The corners of Tang Xiao's mouth flashed a sad arc.

"You don't know?" Cheng Lie said in a voice that seemed to be very surprised, "Do you want to have a relationship with me, don't you know?" Do you want to divorce, don't you know?"

Since I don't know, why did you just say that kind of thing so easily to poke my heart and make me uncomfortable?

Tang Xiao, you are really sent by God to torture me!

Cheng Lie sneered, and said hatefully: "You'd better think about it yourself, don't say a word from east to west, I don't have so much time to spend with you." ”

Tang Xiao listened to Cheng Lie's words, her heart became even more uncomfortable, and at the same time, she was a little unbearable physically, she felt that she was on the verge of being bearable. Ignoring the discomfort in her heart for the time being, her body was dizzy, her chest was stuffy and her throat was fishy, and she even felt difficult to breathe.