Chapter 169: Desperate Choice
Lou Jingqing didn't dare to speak anymore, because she saw Zhuang Muran's extremely disgusted and disgusted expression and eyes, which made her unable to stay in front of him any longer, and for the first time she tasted the pain of her heart being cut by a knife. She escaped in embarrassment, and when she left, she gently closed the door, and she didn't want to be a joke to the neighbors anymore.
Lou Jingqing was a little stunned, this was not the same as she expected, she thought that her performance was good, at least she would win some of Zhuang Muran's favor, but she never expected that he had such an attitude, and the whole thing was like a different person.
Lou Jingjing walked down the street in despair, she wanted to find someone to talk to, she first thought of her dear sister Su Xiaoman, in the past, she would be the first to discuss with her sister and let her sister come up with ideas, but in the current situation, she has made herself a loner. At the beginning, she would rather be disgusted by all her relatives than be with Zhuang Muran, but now it seems to be a dream.
For the first time, Lou Jingqing saw Zhuang Muran's true face, saw the reality of his own humiliation, and saw the consequences of his mistakes again and again. She repented and let herself go, hurt her sister, thinking that she could be happy, but in the end, the sisters became all victims.
This is a place that makes her embarrassed, an experience that makes her miserable, she must escape, she can't face the people and things here! Lou Jingqing is desperate, she has no one and no place to keep warm now. Uncle and aunt didn't know it, and her sister saved her last bit of face and reason to go home, but now she couldn't face herself, she couldn't face anyone, she had to flee and leave this sad place.
When a person finds that his insistence is meaningless, his goals are ridiculous, and his efforts are all in vain, where does this make people go? At this moment, Lou Jingqing can be regarded as seeing himself and others clearly for the first time.
The endless tears can no longer bring back the warmth of the past, nor can they correct the mistakes and injuries that have been caused. Lou Jingqing still stopped a taxi, and she quickly got into the car and went back to her dormitory. Lou Jingqing did not hesitate, after returning to the dormitory, she packed her things, pulled two large gift boxes, and went to the train station silently.
Sitting in the waiting room of the train station, Lou Jingqing had not yet reacted, because she did not know where she was going? She couldn't go back to her home, and she didn't have the face to go back, so how could she tell her parents? Her aunt and uncle treated her as if she were her own, but as a result, she became a farmer's snake, harmed her sister's happiness, and was swept out of the house.
The people who came and went walked for a few waves, but Lou Jingqing turned a blind eye, and she hadn't figured out where to go......
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Ou Shangwen sent a message to Su Xiaoman: Can Xiaoman call you?
Now Su Xiaoman is relatively calm, and can express his thoughts and meanings normally, after seeing Ou Shangwen's information, he took the initiative to call Ou Shangwen: "Are you still home?"
Ou Shangwen suddenly heard Xiaoman's voice, and couldn't help but let out a heavy sigh, looking very relieved: "Xiaoman, it's good to hear your voice." I'm so worried, I'm still afraid of you......"
Su Xiaoman on the other end of the phone smiled, and smiled warmly at the phone as if he were at Auchan Wenxiao: "Shangwen, I believe in you, don't worry." ”
Although it was a few simple words, it was already as warm as charcoal in the snow, Ou Shangwen took a breath and controlled his excitement: "Great, great, Xiaoman, I'm afraid of you...... Hey, I don't even know what to say, I miss you so much, I'm excited. With Su Xiaoman's understanding, Ou Shangwen was really excited and didn't know what to say.
Although it was across the phone, it was still as if he could see Ou Shangwen on the other side, Su Xiaoman asked with concern: "Didn't we just know each other? I think we've known each other for a lifetime, and it's nothing." Shang Wen, have you eaten? You're alone here and no one takes care of you, how long are you going to stay?"
"I haven't thought about it yet, but I don't want to leave right away, I don't want to be too far away from you. Auchanwen told him truthfully about his feelings.
Su Xiaoman sighed: "However, I don't think this matter will be solved immediately, if you are busy with work over there, you should still be busy with work." ”
When Ou Shangwen heard this, he was still a little surprised: "Then, according to your understanding, will the impact of this matter be for a long time?"
Su Xiaoman thought for a while and replied seriously: "It should be, there should be a period of clarification of your matter, and during this time, my parents will never let go." Besides, the result of your clarification of this matter, this result, maybe, maybe this child is really human. You're not sure yourself, are you?"
Su Xiaoman's words really hit the nail on the head, and talked about Ou Shangwen's sore spot. Ou Shangwen was silent, it is true that he is not too sure of himself, even if he can really find it, if this matter is true, how will he face it? Ou Shangwen is most afraid of this kind of ending, and he has bothered to find the answer, if he will lose Su Xiaoman, it is better not to find it.
"Xiaoman, to be honest, I don't know what to do now, I've never encountered this kind of thing, and I've never thought about it, I really don't know what to do. Ou Shangwen said very truthfully, and he was a little powerless at the moment.
"I just thought about it, if it really doesn't work, then there is really no way, just call the police. Don't we have a picture of that kid here?"
"What is the reason for calling the police? They didn't threaten us, they didn't ask for money, they didn't make any demands, and the police wouldn't accept it. Ou Shangwen also thought about this method, but he felt that it was not feasible, so he still specially asked Qu Wencheng, and Qu Wencheng did not support this idea.
"Also, they sent a photo to talk about it, like a reminder, and they didn't ask for anything. When it comes to children, I just imagined it and told it, and I didn't force you to recognize it. Even if you have this idea, it's the meaning of other people's relatives, and it has nothing to do with the protagonist. It's too hard to do. "Su Xiaoman can analyze things now.
"That phone couldn't get through at all, I don't know if it was a wrong number by chance, or if it was deliberately wrong, anyway, it couldn't be reached, and there was no such number. Ou Shangwen also became more and more annoyed the more he spoke: "If it is analyzed according to this phone number, it should not be true, if so, why leave a phone number that does not work?"
"yes, that's the most troublesome thing, if we can meet that kid, we'll be able to figure it out. Now it's troublesome, we just want to see that child, we want to do a DNA test with him, and we can't find him, I don't know if it's at home or abroad. "Yes, do you want to search all over the world? Obviously, we don't have the ability and time?"
Su Xiaoman couldn't help but sigh: "It's terrible, it's difficult to find people in such a large range in the world." Looking for a needle in a haystack!"
Auchanwen repeated: "Looking for a needle in a haystack? How do I feel that it is more difficult than finding a needle in a haystack? At least, we know which sea is? I'm really crazy, the key is that the speed of checking is too slow and difficult now, the card number that the woman gave me was actually another person's card number, and the place where she used to work is long gone, I don't know where to live. ”
Su Xiaoman asked with concern, "That person's name is always true, right?"
"Don't mention it, at that time, her name was also a kana or a nickname, and I didn't know her very well and wasn't very familiar with her, so it's very difficult to find her now. ”
Su Xiaoman was taken aback: "Is there really no clue at all?" She also thought that at least Ou Shangwen could provide some information about that woman.
For the time being, there was still none, so she asked her old colleagues at the time to find out the situation, but they said that they didn't remember this person. ”
"Then it's troublesome, if it takes ten or eight years to find her, then it proves that the problem does not exist, and it is too late for anything. ”
Ou Shangwen cautiously asked Su Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, what do you mean? If this matter is not resolved, if the two of us want to get the blessing and consent of our parents, then there will definitely be no fun?"
"Yes, unless the two of us elope, then what can we do? I feel like I'm running around like a headless fly now, Shangwen, don't be too anxious, it's a bit difficult here, my parents have been angry for the past two days, and they must not be rational or calm. Maybe in a few days they will be able to figure it out, but I mean you don't wait here, I'm sure I won't be able to get out. ”
"What's wrong with you? Restricted freedom again?" asked Auchanwen, his brow furrowed, and he asked worriedly.
"My parents asked me for leave from the company, saying that my mother was sick and wanted to accompany her and take care of her at home, and that I could do it at home if I had any work or business, and my company actually agreed. You see, they really don't plan to let me go out anytime soon. Luckily we had a phone and my mom didn't confiscate my phone. ”
Ou Shangwen had a self-deprecating expression: "Alas, it's quite merciful." That uncle and aunt are really angry, and they are really determined not to let me see you. "Don't" be discouraged, there are still many opportunities for us to meet, you can use mobile phones, you can video, you can QQ, right? You see I haven't given up, I haven't disliked, so don't be discouraged, let's hurry up and find that child, find his mother. ”
"yes, it's just nowhere to go, it feels. Ou Shangwen suddenly asked a question: "Maybe this child has nothing to do with me, maybe he was selected by the sea." ”