Chapter 163: Do You Want Men to Go Crazy?
"What's wrong with me planning for the worst? I can still have a surprise when he comes back alive! If I want him to live, but it turns out to be dead, what do you want me to do?!
Xing Jing leaned back, looking like he had been disturbed by me.
I continued to slap the table: "The operation is over, is it dead or alive, don't you need to give a message to your family?! Even if you don't give it, don't you know it organizationally?! When you lost your memory and lived in the mountains, no one cared about it, and as a result, you were taken away by the enemy, is this how the organization protects its own people?!"
I don't know what I said, anyway, Xing Jing's eyes changed several times when he looked at me.
"You go and talk to the organization, what's the use of talking to me?" he retorted to me, leaving me speechless.
I was stunned, and suddenly I felt aggrieved, and I cried out.
Xing Jing was stunned in his seat, and three seconds later, he walked up to me and apologized repeatedly.
I didn't listen, and cried to myself: "The operation is over, if he was alive, he should have contacted me a long time ago." Chu Qingchuan is Ai Hui, do you know that they are alone. He is so kind to me after he has lost his memory, if he is alive, he will definitely not fail to look for me...... Woo......"
I buried my head in my elbows, heartbroken, and after a confession, I was met with a long silence.
"Who told you the operation was over?" Xing Jing sat down beside me.
I suddenly came to my senses, and regardless of the tears and snot on my face, I straightened up and looked at him: "It's all on TV." ”
"That's the strategy. Xing Jing was reluctant to say more.
I raised my arm to wipe my nose, and I saw the man across from me move back in disgust.
"Is he alive, is he dead?" I asked.
"Not only alive, but soon you will see him. Perhaps, he's already here. Xing Jing leaned close to my ear, but he still deliberately kept his distance from me and whispered to me.
I hurriedly pulled out the tissue on the table and hurriedly wiped my face clean, lest the door open at this moment and a bastard would come in and see my embarrassed appearance.
Seeing that I was back to normal, Xing Jing frowned.
"I've made an exception, if you ask about you tomorrow, you can say more nice things for me. Xing Jing looked helpless.
My eyes rolled: "How did Lao Liu do it?"
Xing Jing glanced at me and seemed to be dissatisfied with me.
"Tell me!" I nudged his arm.
With such a pull, the neckline of Xing Jing's T-shirt was downward, and on the tight dark skin, a row of jagged small strawberries came into my eyes.
I let go of my hand, my eyes flickering twice.
Xing Jing glanced at me: "She dedicated herself to you." ”
Oh, no wonder you look at me so indignantly, and your feelings treat me as a rival.
Sisters, righteousness! I was silently moved in my heart.
I had to inch in: "Then you have to thank me, if it weren't for me, how could Lao Liu ...... Ahh
As soon as the words fell, Xing Jing's eyes became more disgusted when he looked at me.
He looked at me faintly and said slowly: "Xiao Huang Shi came easily, and it has been passed on by someone." ”
I'd love to put the plate in his face.
Over the years, I already know that Xing Jing and Liu Yixian, as well as Chu Qingchuan, were classmates in the military academy.
Xing Jing has been chasing Liu on the front line for many years, and finally caught up with the pace of the barrister.
I watched the joys and sorrows of Liu Yixian and Xing Jing, Yang Buregret and Lu Xingchen, Jiang Haocheng and Gu Lanyi, and occasionally fantasized that if Chu Qingchuan was here, would we be the happiest of the four.
But after the fantasy, reality told me that the two of us were the first of the four couples to break up.
I remembered that the night before I left Daji Village, I posted a selfie of me and Ai Hui in the circle of friends, and later saw Jiang Haocheng's message, and inexplicably felt that this group of friends was really heartwarming.
Yang has no regrets: Bring this grandson back to me! See if I don't blow up his dog's head!
Jiang Haocheng: Oh, my grandfather, where have you been? It's so dark that I almost can't find you!
Ethan replied to Jiang Haocheng: 0.0, this is sure to be Brother Chuan? Could it be that someone is crazy and has found a fake?
Gu Lanyi: Is it still the formula from three years ago?
Liu Yixian: Pay attention to your body!
Jiang Haocheng replied to Ethan: Get out! You are a fake! Your whole family is a fake!
……
In the past three years, it is because of them that I have not had such a difficult life.
Thinking of this, I suddenly sobered up.
I looked at Xing Jing and asked him: "I posted a photo with Chu Qingchuan in the circle of friends, I didn't block you at that time, you saw it, right? Why don't you save him!"
Xing Jing probably didn't expect me to be Sherlock Holmes unexpectedly, and looked at me with a stunned expression.
"It's inhumane! It's a good brother you keep talking about, you're so poisonous! You go, you go!" I pushed him angrily.
He sniffed, motioned for me to calm down, and sat down.
I squinted at him, questioning and despising him with my eyes.
"Sun, don't be so impulsive. For some things, it's better to wait for Qingchuan to come back and tell you in person. But this matter, since you have thought about it, I have to clarify it. Of course, I hope you can keep it a secret.
At that time, I did see it, and I reported Haruma's whereabouts to the organization as soon as possible, because I knew that you had gone to Nammyeon to do public welfare.
However, we have a system, and I was not involved in Operation Falcon at that time, so there was no relevant news, and after the report was made, I didn't know how to carry out the follow-up.
This time, because the finishing task was in Jiangcheng, we were qualified to follow up after receiving instructions from our superiors. I asked my colleague who was dispatched, and he told me that he had deliberately let Harukawa be taken away so that he could get close to Jichang and catch them all. After speaking, Xing Jing bit his lower lip and rubbed his mouth.
"But he had amnesia at the time!
Xing Jing's expression became serious: "That can't be helped, at that time, he can't withdraw." It is impossible to disrupt the rhythm of the whole operation for him alone. ”
"Even if you become an outcast?" I thought.
"Actually, if it really gets to that point, I think the upper authorities will find a way to rescue him. Xing Jing wanted to speak and stopped, and after a long time of contemplation, he told me something that sounded very terrible to me in another way.......
"Sometimes, reality is far more complex and dangerous than the plot. For example, undercover personnel have been erased from the system because of moles in the organization, or other reasons, and have since become criminals who cannot be cleared. Such bridges abound in movies and television, do you believe that this really exists?" Xing Jing looked at me.
I nodded blankly: "Isn't that a movie?"
He tugged at the corners of his lips: "Not only that, but there are also many people who have renegade." Not all human nature can stand the test. Human nature in reality will only be more cruel, because film and television dramas have scales, but life does not. ”
I was dumbfounded.
If you don't enter Nirvana, you only know how to be reborn, but you don't see a mountain of dry bones under the flames.
The world is big, but our cognitive system is too small.
"If his memory is not restored, if no one rescues him, if there is a mole who betrays him, if his information is erased...... "Will he never come back?"
Xing Jing interrupted my assumptions and told me: "Jiaoyang, there is no if, don't make assumptions about the past. ”
This sentence seems to have been said to me.
I don't know if it's because of the night, maybe it's because I drank my wine, Xing Jing said more, but he didn't mention anything related to the case.
He said, "Wait a little longer, he said that if he is still alive in three years, the person he wants to see the most is you." ”
My head was wooden, and I didn't want to say anything.
He thought, if he wants to see me, I'll see me? three years, fucking everybody knows three years, I don't know!
Chu Qingchuan, what kind of love saint are you pretending to be in front of others! Do you have the ability to perform in front of me?!
You're possessed by a scumbag in front of me, aren't you?
It was as if I saw the underbeaten face appear in the wine glass, and as I drank it all, I gritted my teeth and gurgled.
Three years, three years of shit, it's been three years and 48 days!
If you dare to come back, I will dare, I will dare to whip you for 300 rounds!
I shouted in my heart, but behind this hatred, there were endless thoughts and concerns, the sun, moon and stars that I had seen for 1,143 days and nights.
"He wants to see me? He wants to be beautiful! If he comes back, I will make him regret his mistakes!" I said through gritted teeth.
"Sun, alas, you remember that incident three years ago. I feel like it's time to tell you the truth.
In fact, it was not me who saved you that night, it was Qingchuan who entrusted me to take care of you in the hospital, and by the way, he impersonated him.
He knew that you would be suspicious if you were looking for acquaintances, and there was indeed a police car passing by, which came in handy as I had just been transferred back that day.
Although I didn't know about the festival between you, it really scared him out at the time.
He had always been self-denying and steady, but when he confessed to me, I saw his smoking hand shaking.
What am I doing, you know, he's trying to suppress his actions, but I can detect it.
He seems to regret it, but I don't want to ask much about what he regrets.
The last time I came to see you, he came to see you, don't you know?
Alright, I'll send you home. ”
Xing Jing's words completely messed up my heart.
This past was turned up, and the truth turned out to be this.
In other words, my speculation at the time was actually correct, but Chu Qingchuan personally set up a game and overturned it!
That night, the white Land Patrol that parked around the corner, was he there?
Sure enough, I was kept in the dark by him, and he set up the chess pieces next to me, leaving me in the middle of the chess game and surrounded by many people.
Every friend around me, except for Yang Buregret, seems to have some intersection with him.
They are like his eyeliner, protecting me, paying attention to me, keeping an eye on me......
However, when I felt this heart, instead of being moved, a nameless fire was ignited.
I even think everyone knows the truth, only I'm like a retard!
Of course, this idea was inspired by drunkenness, and such an important action is so confidential that others probably won't know about it.
I pushed Xing Jing's hand away and said I'm not leaving, I'll sleep here tonight.
He ignored me and said that if I was willful, he would call Liu Yiyi and ask her to pick me up.
Besides, the cubicle is the lounge, and the Kingsize bed is much more comfortable than my home, so why can't I spend money to enjoy life here? Is it obstructing justice or disrupting social order?
He looked at me with a wrinkled eyebrow and a "this woman is unreasonable" expression.
In order to prove that I was not alone, I fumbled out my mobile phone to call Yang Buregret, but was slapped in the face by the facts.
Ya is off!
In the end, I was carried away by the forces of justice.
Before Xing Jing went to pick up the car, she left me a sentence, and later I relayed it to Liu Yixian, which I think was an important factor that contributed to her and Xing Jing's certificate.
He said: "A man's ideal is to direct the country and scold Fang Xuan in his career, but once he meets a woman, he will mess up." ”
I leaned against the magnificent stone pillar carved in relief of the dragon outside the gate of the clubhouse, and waited for him to drive the car over.
A dark green Range Rover stopped next to me, it was Liu Yi's car, I looked at the license plate, opened the passenger door without thinking about it, sat in, and then leaned back in the chair and tilted my head and closed my eyes.
Accidentally, I drank a little too much, and besides, I'm quite sleepy.
The engine of the car started and I heard the alarm of Didi, so I closed my eyes and fumbled for the seat belt, but I couldn't find it.
At this moment, I felt a surge of heat in front of me, and I struggled to open my eyes, and I saw a man in a black baseball cap standing in front of me, and his long arm stretched over the seat belt to fasten me.
"Hmm, Officer Xing is a gentleman today, isn't it comfortable for our family to serve you on the front line, hehe. I closed my eyes again, turned my body sideways, adjusted myself to a comfortable angle, and joked with Xing Jing.
He didn't speak, so I continued.
I've always thought I'm okay with my drinks, nothing more than nagging and sleeping, and rarely getting drunk.
"Alas, I envy you who are in the midst of blessings and do not know blessings. Obviously the two are happy, but they still have to die, what do you want? Why don't you look at me who is still breathing beside you, the legendary single body, dog, do you want to find out?" I then put away one leg and curled up on the seat, and continued to chatter: "What little milk dogs, little wolf dogs, etc., do you have in your office, introduce them to me." The people's police, the body of steel, the division of tigers and wolves, right? mighty can not be moved, poor and lowly cannot be bent, rich and noble cannot be lewd, a righteous body, two sleeves of the breeze, three yang Kaitai, four seasons like spring, five thunders to the top, sixty-six weddings......
Belch...... Xing team, we are not short of money, and we don't want any family income or anything like that. I'm just looking for someone who is single-minded, honest, not machismo, simple and kind, harmless to people and animals. It's best to be shy, blush, hey, the kind that wants to be faced. Don't have a skin thicker than the soles of your shoes, a stinky rascal who can't be pierced with ten awls, it's better to be uneducated, how cute it is to be ignorant and ignorant, Xiao Huang Shi or something, I'm already very cultured, I need a young soul to bring passion...... But then again, I have a lot of good males around me...... No, I'm not going home, you can take me to Master Qiao's to watch a movie......"
I remembered that Qiao Rui went to Paris to participate in a photography exhibition, and he would come back tomorrow, and before leaving, he said that I would help him take care of Wangcai, but I forgot about it.
I have to go and see Wangcai, otherwise Master Qiao will come back and will take my Xingshi for sin.
Wangcai is a stray dog, since he ate the chicken leg given by Master Qiao, he took the initiative to take on the responsibility of guarding him in the wind and rain.
"Do you want a man, do you want to go crazy?" However, Xing Jing misunderstood me.
At that time, I was confused, unconscious, and I didn't notice anything wrong.
I still closed my eyes and smiled: "Yes, you guys stay and fly every day, I'm looking at the side, I'm very anxious, okay? But fortunately, my son said that he will take care of me ...... in the future."
Just as I finished saying the word son, the other party braked suddenly, and I was strangled by the seat belt and almost turned into a screaming chicken.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem!" I coughed violently, "You murder!
I tugged on the seat belt on my chest and was angry: "Fortunately, it's not a fake chest, otherwise you can't afford to pay for it!"
"Where did you come from, son?" he turned his face, his eyes covered by a baseball cap in the night when he couldn't see his fingers.
I didn't bother to look at him and said, "You care so much about me, my son is my son!"
He probably thought he was really in control, so he didn't ask any more questions, and the way home was unimpeded, and I had already fallen asleep in the car.
The next day, I slept until I woke up naturally.
Desperately remembering how I got into the room last night, how I got to bed, how I took off my clothes, but I didn't have any idea at all.
However, I remember a spring dream......
I SAT DOWN ON THE BED IN DESPAIR, LOOKED AT THE LACE BRA I THREW AT THE END OF THE BED, AND PATTED MY HEAD.
It's been a bit of a decadent time.
I remember one time at a bar and I heard a couple of men chatting behind me.
They said: "A woman with a tattoo must be sassy! A person who smokes and drinks must be a debauchery and a chaseman! How serious can a clubbing be?
Therefore, I stayed up late to write plans, led the team to fight bloodily, and got an annual salary of nearly one million, and they thought I was just a who was easy to chase and not serious? !
I'm sorry, but you can't afford it.
When I turned around, one of the stocky men gave me a look, and I heard him and his companion say, "My current girlfriend is tattooed and smokers, and she is not suitable to marry her as a wife." Don't worry, I'm definitely not going to come with her. ”
This thing has advanced double-label cancer, right? I rolled my eyes.
I found that the world has the most positive views on straight male cancer, and I can go to open a female Durban.
After thinking about it, I decided to continue with the status quo, people, happiness is the most important thing.
Quit smoking, quit drinking, quit Fengyue?
I got up, changed into a new set of purple lace underwear, and walked straight into the bathroom to wash up.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I squeezed out a mouth full of toothpaste and laughed.
It was two years ago, and I met a female artist from Paris, who was almost 70 years old and still living a delicate life.
She told me how to be an elegant woman and how to make myself happy.
It's about being kind to yourself.
Preaching can never compare to the impact of facts, I saw her posture and temperament, decisively changed all skin care products, deliberately pulled Yang Buregret rushed to Paris, and bought more than a dozen sets of lace underwear that Parisian women have loved for hundreds of years.
When the two of us tried on clothes in the locker room, admiring each other, and moving our hands and feet, we realized how much we had been wrong to ourselves.
Strolling through the romantic capital, the elegance of the French woman is as ordinary as the fresh air, blooming in every corner.
I'm probably a lot different now.
I packed myself up and went out with light makeup.
After nearly three months of preparation, the Starlight Charity Night will be held in three days.
At that time, celebrities from all walks of life in the entertainment industry, art circle, and business circles will give FW face to the event.
The on-site charity auction is the highlight of the event and is an important means for them to enhance their personal and brand image.
Since Xingmang is applying for government public welfare, this event will also be attended by leaders from the Cultural Affairs Bureau and the Social Security Bureau.
As a project planner and executive, I take on heavy pressure.
Fortunately, with the joint efforts of everyone, we have come to the most important juncture after the wind and rain.
When I arrived at the office, Feng Huo was sitting on the leather sofa in the reception area waiting for me.
Walking up to him and sitting down, I smiled and said to him, "Mr. Feng, what's the matter?"
"It's okay, can't you come and sit?" he curled his eyes.
"Of course, I'll make you a pot of tea. I leaned over and fiddled with the tea set on the table.
He said, "I'll come," and reached for the teaspoon, and his big hand accidentally grabbed my hand.
I froze and pulled my hand out in embarrassment.
"Sunshine, don't forget the promise you made to me a year ago. Sealing Fire curled his fingers as if nothing had happened, his tone steady.
I laughed awkwardly, "It's just angry talk, don't take it seriously." ”
"I took it seriously. "He obviously didn't want to go down my steps.
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