Chapter 1191: You, Is It Really You?
As we enter January, the temperature in Seoul is getting cooler and cooler in winter.
The potted plants planted in the courtyard had withered slightly from a light snowfall that had just fallen yesterday, but the heated living room inside the house was also filled with an inexplicable solemn atmosphere.
"OPPA, you ...... Are all these things true?"
After listening to Han Yu's explanation, Lin Yun'er, who had been silent for a long time, took the lead in breaking the silence, her eyes were slightly red, and her eyes looked at Han Yu repeatedly, as if she wanted to see a little joke from his calm face.
Right...... She just felt like he was joking with herself and the others.
What kind of multiple personality, isn't this a plot that only exists in TV dramas? He, why is this man sitting in front of her multiple personality? How can he be multiple personality?
It's quite ironic to say that thanks to Han Yu's blessing at the beginning, almost everyone here has carefully watched the first TV series he once starred in, so Lin Yuner also has some understanding of the causes of multiple personality patients.
She really couldn't imagine what kind of reason could drive this person and this man who grew up with her to the point of madness......
"Crazy" is an adjective that Han Yu used before to describe his state of illness.
Although he said this with a helpless smile on his face, none of the four women present echoed him.
They all stared at him without saying a word, their eyes each with different meanings, but they were almost the same.
Shocked, incredulous, sad, and, empathetic.
In the past, the word "distressed" was generally used by men to women, but one day, this word was used on a man's body, and that mood also made people feel a kind of indescribable sadness.
It's just that Han Yu is Han Yu in the end, he is also a cheesy man, and no man in this world would want others to feel sorry for him, especially if the object is a few women who are close to him.
"Whether it's true or not, I can't show you any evidence for a while. ”
Han Yu turned his head to look at Zheng Xiuyan who was sitting on his right, "But you can ask Xiuyan, I remember that she should have seen two of them." ”
"Ernie!"
Zheng Xiujing, who has always been very close to her sister, screamed uncharacteristically this time, she looked at her sister with angry and puzzled eyes, and asked, "This happened to him, how can you hide it from me?"
Zheng Xiuyan, who was silent like everyone else, raised her eyelids and glanced around slightly, and when she noticed the two gazes on the other side that were also glaring at her, she sighed silently in her heart.
Didn't she want to tell others about this? She also thought, but what good could she gain by talking about this kind of thing, apart from the disadvantage of being leaked to the outside world? Han Yu's matter was not the kind of small problem that everyone could come up with a solution by gathering together to brainstorm.
"Alright, don't take your anger out on you Ernie. I told her not to tell anyone about this, firstly, for the sake of secrecy, and secondly, I don't want you to worry. ”
Zheng Xiujing became more and more angry, she couldn't get used to Han Yu's indifferent appearance when she said this, "Ah...... Don't you know how serious this is? Mental illness is far more difficult to treat than physical illness, don't you understand? If you don't tell us, how can you let us help you?!"
Han Yu glanced at her, and his tone was even more annoying: "Whether this matter can be solved or not, the key lies in me, and it has nothing to do with you." Even if I tell you this, you will not be able to help me solve it, it will only add to my troubles. ”
"Ah, you-"
"Alright, Xiujing. ”
Kim Tae-yeon, who rarely spoke from beginning to end, finally spoke up.
She stretched out her hand and pulled the emotional Zheng Xiujing, and then she tightened a small face and turned to face Han Yu, "OPPA...... I'll just ask you a question, you just told us that you can solve this matter yourself, are you sure?"
"What can he be sure of?"
Before she could answer, Zheng Xiujing next to her shouted again. Lin Yun'er opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but as soon as she saw Zheng Xiujing's eyes as red as herself, she couldn't help but purse her lower lip tightly, and turned around and glared at Han Yu fiercely.
"I don't know how to talk to you about it. ”
Han Yu didn't care about Zheng Xiujing's demolition and Lin Yun'er's resentful eyes that seemed to be about to eat him alive, he thought about it a little, and said with a wry smile: "My situation is different from what you see in the TV series." It's ridiculous, but I can communicate with the 'people' in my body. This time, too, although the way was a little more brutal, they finally gave me back the memory. In that sense, I would like to thank them. ”
"Thanks for what?"
Zheng Xiuyan, who had never expressed her stance on this matter, said something rarely, she turned her head to look at Han Yu, and said solemnly: "I know OPPA, you didn't want us to worry because you didn't say those worries in your heart. Yes, I'll be honest, I do sometimes appreciate Richard OPPA's presence when something really could have happened. However, I definitely don't want you to be hurt in any way with OPPA. The so-called 'people' who live in your body now, you say that they haven't done anything really bad yet, but in case, in case things get out of control one day, in case...... What are we going to do if OPPA really gets hurt because of them?"
"That's right!"
As soon as she said this, Zheng Xiujing immediately responded, and she said to Han Yu in a tone that could not be refused: "Immediately, go back to the United States for treatment! Since we can't help it in South Korea, we will go abroad." I don't believe it can't be cured, it's not a terminal disease. ”
Han Yu could feel the four pairs of eyes around him staring at him again.
He couldn't help but smile bitterly again: "This is indeed not a terminal illness, but it may be as difficult to treat as a terminal illness." ”
"Do you want me to tell Abba?"
Lin Yun'er stared at Han Yu very seriously, and her attitude was highly consistent with Zheng Xiujing in the handling of this matter.
"Would you love my treatment?"
"Of course!"
Four voices responded in unison.
"But...... How can you be sure that the me, who is sitting before you, is the me you want?"
Han Yu's words made the four women present change color slightly.
He said this tongue-twisted, but Lin Yun'er and the others, who already knew the ins and outs, knew very well the meaning of his words.
Kwon Yuna once said that Han Yu, the person who appeared in front of Lin Yuna and them at this moment, may also be part of the split personality.
In Lin Yun'er's memory, the Han Yu they really knew may be sleeping in this body now, and has not yet woken up.
This is also one of Han Yu's concerns during this time.
He originally chose to unconditionally cooperate with Kwon Yuna's treatment in order to ensure the safety of the people around him, but when the problem was officially revealed in front of his eyes, he was a little dazed to find that this matter was also related to his own "survival".
Han Woo didn't know if he really should go further. He couldn't deny that he was faintly worried about the truth of the so-called matter.
If, then, he discovers that he is really not "him", where will he go?
To heal, he has to give up on himself, to keep himself, he has to be stuck in this endless predicament, waiting for or one day in the future, things will turn around.
Both options are confusing.
And more importantly, Han Yu still has doubts in his heart, he is thinking, Richard, are they really sub-personalities born from multiple personalities?
If so, then why are their performances so different from those of Kwon's other cases of multiple personalities?
Even patients with multiple personalities do not have such frequent visual and auditory hallucinations as Han Woo, which Han Woo has long confirmed on Kwon Yoon-a's side. In addition, Kwon Yuna has never heard of anyone who would communicate "face-to-face" with her own personalities like Han Woo.
There has never been such a case, and Han Yu alone has one.
As time went by, the initial questions in my mind were solved a lot, but after they were solved, new questions were filled in.
It was as if there was always a layer of fog in front of me, shrouding the answers.
Han Yu wanted to reach out and push it away, but hesitated.
Once again, the situation can be left to an impasse.
"I know what you're worried about. ”
Looking at the four shadows sitting in front of him, Han Yu's expression was both complicated and comforting, and he said, "You also know that I am not the kind of person who can't listen to advice. I hesitate because I have my reasons. It's a pity, but that's the way it is. I had a hunch that this would end up on my own. You just treat me as a fluke, and before things really get bad, let me be willful and let me do as I please. ”
Kim Taeyeon bit her lip and seemed to want to speak, but before she could speak, she was interrupted by Han Woo knowingly.
"Don't worry. ”
A gentle smile resurfaced on Han Yu's face, he looked at the four beautiful faces that frowned at him, and said softly: "I'm not really a fool, there will be a limit to willfulness, if I feel wrong, I won't be stubborn to the end." Even if...... Things really don't go well in the end, and I'll try to make it go in a good direction. ”
When the four girls heard this, they glanced at each other, and in the end, they who were familiar with Han Yu's personality didn't say anything more.
"Alright. This is the end of the conversation. ”
Han Yu clapped his hands with a smile and stood up, "I still have something to do, I have to rush out." Feel free to stay at home and wait until I'll come back in the afternoon. ”
“O、OPPA!”
Suddenly, Kim Taeyeon, who was in the seat, screamed urgently.
When Han Yu looked down suspiciously, she pursed her mouth hesitantly, lowered her head and said, "I...... I have something to tell you alone. ”