The heart and spirit were extremely devastated
When he returned home, because of Yang Li's head wound, he shaved his head and hung his hands around his neck with bandages. The neighbors in her hometown even saw the jokes, and even laughed at Yang Li: "In the future, she will be worse than her mother, and she will not be able to marry in the future." ”
It's been almost a month since I got home, and when my dad heard other people's gossip, he was even more angry and lost his temper. When I got home, I was even more angry when I saw Yang Li wearing a hat.
Mom was cooking dinner, Yang Li was in front of Mom, Dad came back from a walk outside, and yelled at Yang Li with the anger in his heart: "You girl Huazi!
Yang Li was already very aggrieved, coupled with the sudden scolding, she couldn't bear it and cried out at once, crying so much that her liver and intestines were broken.
When Dad saw Yang Li crying, he scolded even more: "You are useless, what else can you do besides crying, you are not as good as your mother!"
Yang Li shouted aggrievedly: "I'm not even as good as my mother, so you still want me to send you money?" I go out to work and send it to you as long as I have money, as long as you call me to send money, I will borrow money from others and send it to you even if I don't have money! I'm useless, so why do you want me to send you money?"
Dad Lai Pi scolded: "When did I tell you to send me money? When did you send me money?"
Yang Li: "You said that I didn't send money, then you will return to me the 40,000 yuan that was compensated by others for my injury!"
Dad: "You're a girl! You're about to die outside, so why are you calling me over? Why don't you just die!"
Yang Li: "What did you do in the past? What did you do besides collecting money?"
Dad suddenly rushed to Yang Li with a red face and raised his fist and was about to swing it at Yang Li, who was crying heartbreakingly, when the neighbor next door suddenly ran over to stop Dad and persuaded: "The little baby is injured, ......what are you still fighting?"
Yang Li walked out of the house heartbroken, she secretly cried heartbreakingly, the last time she was injured, in addition to asking her father to collect the compensation money, her father never took care of himself once, it was the nurse and Sister Fei who were taking care of themselves (Sister Fei took care of Yang Li and gave Sister Fei a daily nursing fee of 200). He didn't even reprimand the other party for his grievances. Now he scolds himself like this, as if he was injured, as if he went to settle accounts with the other party?
In addition to brutally beating and scolding himself and his mother at home, my father was cowardly like a grandson in the hospitals and police stations in Xiamen! Thinking of the grievances and pains he had suffered since childhood, his heart became more and more uncomfortable, and his heart hurt more and more than a knife. Crying sadly all the time after hiding behind the house......
It's almost the New Year, my brother came home to help paste the Spring Festival couplets, my father, mother and Yang Li helped the wooden ladder, my brother asked Yang Li to take the paste, Yang Li moved a little slower, and my brother stood on the wooden ladder and urged Yang Li impatiently: "Hurry up!"
Seeing his brother's impatience and worried that his brother would fall down, Dad suddenly angrily scolded Yang Li: "Nu Hanako, are you blind? You can't see where the paste is!"
Yang Li took the paste with aggrieved tears and walked into her bedroom while crying.
After pasting the Spring Festival couplets, she was going to pay tribute to the ancestral grave again, because Yang Li was still crying, her father scolded fiercely: "Nuhuazi! What are you crying for the New Year?
Yang Li has always longed for her father to treat her well, but no matter how hard she tries and how she pleases her father, she always treats herself as an outsider, an outsider who can beat and scold at any time.
Yang Li hopes that her hand can recover quickly and get out of this cold and fearful home as soon as possible. For others, home is a warm harbor, and if you are tired or injured outside, you can dock at home for treatment. For Yang Li, home is a hell of fear, if she is injured, she will be beaten and scolded by her father even more, and she will make her father look down on her, and she will be ridiculed by her father and neighbors!
Dad also instilled in his brother and Yang Li since he was a child: When you grow up, you all take care of yourself, no one can be relied on, it is useless to be a relative, and sometimes your relatives are not as good as outsiders.
He even said to Yang Li: "If you marry well in the future, your mother and I will still walk around with you, if you marry not as good as our family, Lao Tzu will not give birth to you, and I won't care about you!"
Dad is a very realistic person, but also very selfish and powerful. When Yang Li was able to work and make money, her father often called Yang Li, and every time she called, she thought of how to trick Yang Li into sending him money, but he never cherished the money sent to him, he still ate, drank and had fun, and never asked Yang Li how she was doing.
Yang Li also knows that she is her father's tool to make money, and she has not had a trace of fatherly love for Yang Li since she was a child. But despite this, Dad kept squeezing himself. Thinking of her mother and sister at home, she was soft-hearted and couldn't bear to watch her father go to others to borrow money, and Yang Li had to send money to her father.
My sister was born to Yang Li's mother when she went out to work, and her mother had no independent thinking, a slight language barrier, and was illiterate. Mom is pregnant, dad doesn't care about mom, let mom fend for herself.
Because Yang Li can work and make money, her father treats her sister much better than Yang Li, and she also dotes on her sister, but the only thing that remains the same is that her brother is her father's heart.
As for Yang Li, his father is used to that kind of brutal beating and scolding, and he never reflects on his mistakes, in his heart, everything is right, and everyone else is stupid and stupid. often scolded Yang Li and her mother for being fools.
People say that the hometown cannot accommodate the body, and the other country cannot accommodate the soul. But for Yang Li, neither her hometown nor her hometown can accommodate her body and soul. In her hometown, except for a mentally disabled mother and sister who are difficult to protect themselves, there is nothing to remember for Yang Li, and she is no different from a lonely ghost.