Chapter 33: Since it's useless, you can't
There was a dead silence in the room.
Qin Qian stared at a pair of eyes, even if she knew that Zhai Ruilin couldn't see her expression at this time, she still stared at him, her eyes were sour and painful.
She trembled with rage.
How could he?!
Does he know that when she was wronged and desperate, he still felt guilty about him.
Guilty, because of her insistent adoption of Qin Chu, it evolved into an extra green hat on his head in the end!
How many times did she want to tell him, she wanted to tell him, she wanted to explain to him, sorry, she didn't mean to. She really didn't do anything to be sorry for him.
Because of guilt, because I feel sorry.
So to the Zhai family, she has never said a word "no".
So as long as it doesn't touch and affect Qin Chu, they can do whatever they want her.
So all along, she felt that she owed Zhai Ruilin a lot, as he always said, she was not qualified.
So she endured it silently, and all the disgust and insults were all taken as ordered.
But in the end, this man told her that he had changed the paternity test!
He personally fastened a green hat to his head and reached out to push her into the abyssal hell!
Looking back at her six years of forbearance and numbness, it is simply sad and ridiculous!
"Why, what?" she gritted her teeth, almost popping the question out between her teeth.
Why do this to her?
She has worked very hard to be a titular Mrs. Zhai, without any interference with him, without disturbing him in any way.
She has worked very hard to lower herself, humble herself, and not to conflict with anyone in the Zhai family.
She has worked hard to keep her expectations and desires for marriage low, lower, and minimized.
But even so, she just wants to live in peace and quiet, and she can't be allowed?
Or does fate want to use these seven years to tell her that people who were once desperate and numb to marriage don't even deserve to be bland?
"You tell me first, whose child Qin Chu is. Zhai Ruilin felt the woman in his arms, although he was covered with a quilt, the temperature of his body still stained his palm.
In the dark, no one can see anyone's expression clearly, and they all insist on their own persistence.
Qin Qian's face turned pale, "What do you mean?"
"Who is Qin Chu's father?" Zhai Ruilin is like a hot brain who has been stuck in a dead end and has never been able to get out, only bent on seeking an answer.
Qin Qian was stunned for a moment, and then reacted.
She sneered, something rolled off her eyes and a chill in her ears.
"Zhai Ruilin, why don't you directly ask Qin Chu's father if he has any ulterior relationship with me, so I care about Qin Chu and treat him very well?"
Qin Qian said as he smiled, laughing sarcastically desolate, "Why don't you ask me, is it that I am all good to Qin Chu, just because I love the house and Wu?!Is it that I raised Qin Chu and treated him well, so that one day, I can use him to redeem that man's heart?!"
As the words fell, she took a deep breath, as if trying to accumulate all her strength.
And thenβ
slapped Zhai Ruilin hard!
Zhai Ruilin was caught off guard, and he only felt a pain on the side of his face, a hot stinging pain.
"I'm not as dirty as you think!" she pushed Zhai Ruilin away, got up and wanted to go out.
The man jumped out of bed and grabbed her wrist, "Where are you going?!"
Where is she going?
It was like a thunderbolt that fell from the sky, making Qin Qian's mind dazed, but he was suddenly sober.
Where is she going? Where can she go?
Her parents divorced, and they each started their own families and lived happily.
Her beloved maternal grandfather and grandmother have also left this world.
She used to have a companion Yatsuki to go back to, but now she is so flooded that she can't live anymore.
She can't go to Qin Chu's room to sleep, although he is small, he is already very sensitive, he will be sad because she is sad, and he will worry about her.
She can't go to the guest room, and she can't go out to find a hotel at random, otherwise as long as Zhai Ruilin wants to, he can find her at any time.
Qin Qian suddenly realized that it turned out that over the years, she had been just a homeless person with nowhere to go.
"Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere!" couldn't stop it, tears came out of her eyes, she couldn't help it, and said while crying: "I won't go anywhere until I divorce you!"
Hearing the strangeness of the voice, Zhai Ruilin suddenly loosened the force on his hand, "Are you crying?"
In his consciousness, Qin Qian seemed to be a person who never cried or made trouble.
Somewhat confused, he turned on the light.
The sudden brightness and dazzling lights made him feel that Qin Qian's pear blossom with rain was even more dazzling, and he felt the heat on the side of his face hurt even more.
"What if I cry? Won't I cry, can't I cry?!" Qin Qian asked him in a broken voice, his eyes were hazy with tears, "I haven't done anything to be sorry for you since I asked you to marry! Even if it was because of me at first, you had to agree to grandpa's request to get married." I have also promised that I will never interfere with you in the slightest, and that I will be an air man quietly! I have always practiced this, even if you have any dissatisfaction, or even say that you have long wanted to divorce, you can directly bring it up! I will go by myself, and I don't need to work hard to force me to leave!"
"If you want your tall and glorious image to stand, okay! I can fulfill you! I will go and tell your grandparents and tell them that yes! It is my Qin Qian who cheated, I am sorry for this marriage, and you are the victim of this marriage! I am willing to leave the house, and if I want compensation, I am also willing to go out! A thousand mistakes, it is my fault!"
"Just when I beg you, I beg you, if there is anything, just bring it directly to the table! You don't have to do one thing in front of you, one thing behind your back, and play people like monkeys! Is it okay?" Qin Qian's emotions were like a dam, once they collapsed and collapsed, they would be unstoppable.
Even what has been said is no longer just referring to Zhai Ruilin alone.
"Why is it funny that each of you is like this?!Isn't it funny to see me like a fool in your teasing?!Isn't it satisfying to see me like a fool in your teasing?!"
Her father is like this, obviously cheating and falling in love with another woman, but he makes a loving appearance with her mother at home!
Her mother, who was in love with another man, pulled her and let her see her most beloved father caring for another woman. And he cried so much that he was sad and sad.
They are all the same, obviously their respective families are very happy, but they look like they have a troubled conscience, and under the banner of being good for her, they want to make up for her one by one and send her to the Zhai family. In the end, it's just for the 100 million dowry!
Zhai Ruilin is the same, it is obvious that he changed the paternity test by himself, but he put on a disgusted look of her cheating and sorry for him, seeing that she was guilty and humiliated, but she could not refute it.
Obviously, he is the man who cheated in his marriage, why should he stand on a commanding heights and accuse her of trampling!
"I admit defeat! I surrender! Can you let me go?!"
Zhai Ruilin had never seen such a Qin Qian, and he didn't know how far he had to collapse before he could make an indifferent woman become such despair in front of him.
Seeing Qin Qian like a helpless person in despair, he couldn't speak, he couldn't tell her.
When she came back with the child, he called someone to check and found out that the child was not hers. He asked someone to change the paternity test, but it was just a whim, and it could even be said to be a prank.
At that time, he had just founded the company for a year, and he was also stunned about emotional matters. He was simply angry with Qin Qian, angry that she encountered an earthquake abroad, but he didn't say a word, and he didn't even tell him about adopting a child in advance, and he didn't know what he was angry with her, anyway, he wanted her to come to him.
But who knows, after the appraisal results were changed, she not only did not have a word of explanation, but simply admitted that the child was hers.
He didn't know how it got to the way he was.
Zhai Ruilin looked at Qin Qian, like a child at a loss, wanting to step forward but not daring.
He was afraid, he was afraid that if he touched her lightly, she would be broken directly in front of his eyes.
Leave her alone...... Do you want it?
It turned out that he and Qin Qian were torturing each other, didn't they let go?
"I ......"
Zhai Ruilin spoke, his throat was so dry and hoarse that he was even startled.
"I don't care what you think, now, I'm going to divorce you. As soon as his words came out, he was interrupted by Qin Qian.
He watched Qin Qian cover his face with his hands, took a deep breath, wiped away the tears on his cheeks, put down his hand, and raised his eyes, although his eyelashes were still moist, the color of collapse at the bottom of his eyes was gone.
He looked into her eyes, which were empty and empty.
He heard her voice slowly recovering from choking to calm, "I don't want to quarrel with you, and I don't want to make everyone too ugly, over there, you say it yourself." I can give you time, and within the time frame, I can maintain the previous relationship with you on the surface. β
"Qin Qian......" Zhai Ruilin was a little caught off guard in the face of Qin Qian's too rapid reaction, and he didn't know how to deal with it.
For a moment, she was still unable to help herself.
What is it, how can she suppress all her emotions in an instant, and become so cold.
Or is it ...... She'd had a breakdown before, and she's used to adjusting quickly in the midst of it.
This possibility of speculation popped up in his mind, and Zhai Ruilin was suddenly taken aback.
"I sleep on the couch tonight. Tomorrow I will go out to find a place to live, the old house, and you can solve it yourself and explain. With that, she turned around expressionlessly, took out the quilt from the cabinet, and nestled into the sofa.
She faced the inside of the sofa, as if she had thought about it, leaving the man with a thin back.
Qin Qian didn't know why, he would collapse in front of Zhai Ruilin today, exposing his most fragile and embarrassed self to him.
He is also obviously the person he is most reluctant to let him see his vulnerability......
Is she sad? sad.
Does she hurt? It hurts.
Did she collapse?
But does it work? No.
Since it's useless, then no!
That night, Zhai Ruilin stood in that position in the room for a long, long time, so long that he felt that his legs were cold and stiff.
He slowly opened the floor-to-ceiling window, went to the terrace, and lit the cigarette he wanted to light when he got home.
He leaned against the railing, looked out into the deep night, and smoked a full pack of cigarettes.
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Early the next morning.
When Qin Qian went to the guest room to call Qin Chu, he happened to meet Sister Li at the door.
She stood in the doorway with a bad face, as if she had been waiting for her for a long time.
"Sister Pear?"
"Miss Qin, that, I may not be able to help you take care of Qin Chu. Sister Li stepped forward in a hurry, but said squirmishingly.
"What's wrong?is there anything urgent at home?" Qin Qian asked with concern, comforting her, "It's okay, if there is something at home, you can go back and deal with it first, and then come back when it is dealt with." Your salary for these days will also be counted for you as usual. β
"It's not. Sister Li frowned, turned her face, didn't look at Qin Qian, and just said, "I just can't take care of Qin Chu!"
Looking at Sister Li's strange reaction, Qin Qian was a little puzzled, "Did something happen?"
"If you have any difficulties, you can tell me and we will discuss. Qin Qian said to Sister Li, after all, she has been really good to Qin Chu these days, and she is also quite an honest eldest sister, what she needs now is someone like her who has no mind to take care of Qin Chu.
"Oh, I'll tell you the truth!" Qin Qian's concern made Sister Li feel a little tormented, so she had to tell the truth, "We are a small place there, and we come out to do something to beg for a living, but we can't let people point to the backbone and scold!"
"What's going on?" Qin Qian was vaguely aware of something, "If you have anything to say, Sister Li, you just say it." β
"Hmm......" Sister Li hesitated for a while, and then said slowly, "Our village is very simple, if everyone knows that I work for a woman who cheats in marriage, and take care of your ...... outside with people" After a pause, Sister Li still didn't say those two words, "I will be pointed at by others, and I can't raise my head in the village." β
Hearing this, Qin Qian's face sank.
She was silent for two seconds, then raised her eyes, "Wild seed?"
Sister Li's face turned pale and she lowered her head.
"Who told you this?" If it was put in the past, Qin Qian still felt a headache and didn't know how to explain it. But after last night's incident, she didn't feel that she should hold back anymore, "Zhang Yunqian?"
It's not her fault, why should she bear it?
Obviously, the change in Sister Li's expression proves what she said.
"Sister Li, listen, I'll only say these words once. β
Qin Qian's face was calm, and when she saw Sister Li's heart, she couldn't help but nodded, "You say." β
"Qin Chu is my adopted child, and I didn't cheat in marriage. I told you so, but believe it or not, it's up to you. As for what you just said, you can think about it again, and if you still insist on leaving, I will calculate your salary immediately. But if you are willing to stay, Qin Chu and I will be very happy. β
After saying that, she nodded at Sister Li, walked past her, and pushed the door in.
Qin Chu was zipping his schoolbag, he turned around when he heard the sound, looked at her with a small face, and pulled the small schoolbag with a smile, "Qin Qian, I've packed it." β
"Good. Awesome. Qin Qian touched his little head and squatted down, "But let's go out for breakfast today, okay?"
The little one didn't understand, but nodded anyway. "Good. β
"Well, can Xiao Chu wait for me in the room for a while, I have something to talk to them, and when I'm done talking in a while, I'll come up and pick you up, okay?" Qin Qian squatted down, just enough to be able to look at Qin Chu at eye level.
"Then I'll read the book for a while. With that, the little guy pulled his bag open and took out his favorite rainforest.
She smiled and kissed the well-behaved Qin Chu, praised "really good", and went out.
When Qin Qian walked to the dining room, Zhai Ruilin and Zhang Yunqian were there.
Zhai Ruilin was holding a cup of coffee in his hand, and Zhang Yunqian was holding a glass of milk, just took a sip and put it down.
She stepped forward in three or two steps, held Zhai Ruilin's hand, and with a slight turn, the coffee in the quilt was splashed towards Zhang Yunqian.
"Ahh
"Brother Lin, look at her!" Zhang Yunqian picked up the handkerchief and wiped the coffee stains on her face, crying anxiously, "I will have an interview in a while, it's all dirty, how can I go!"
But strangely, today's Zhai Ruilin actually maintained Qin Qian's action of letting go of his hand, motionless, his eyes lowered and he was silent.
"Brother Lin!" Zhang Yunqian said coquettishly again.
Zhai Ruilin seemed to come back to his senses at this time, and raised his eyes to look at Qin Qian, as if asking.
What Qin Qian was waiting for was his reaction.
"I warned her when she insulted my grandmother and Qin Chu before, for your mother's sake, I won't hold her accountable. But she chewed the root of her tongue in front of the aunt who took care of Qin Chu, saying that I cheated in marriage, and she still called Qin Chu a wild seed. In that case, I even brought a basin of water that was poured on me last time in the middle of the night and returned it to her. β
When Qin Qian said these words, he didn't look at Zhang Yunqian at all, but looked directly into Zhai Ruilin's eyes, "You know what the matter is." She's your cousin, you're distressed, you're conniving, that's your business, there's no need for me to put up with her......!
"Am I wrong? He's a wild seed you gave birth to when you were out there with other men. You dare to do it and don't dare to let people ...... Smack!"
Before she finished her words, Qin Qian turned around and directly slapped Zhang Yunqian with a loud slap with her backhand.
"You dare to hit me?!" Zhang Yunqian covered her face in disbelief.
From the first day Qin Qian married into the Zhai family, she didn't like Qin Qian, made things difficult everywhere, and humiliated her every word.
But I don't see her daring to be angry with herself, let alone beating her.
"Zhai Ruilin, I beat it all, why do you think I don't dare to beat you?" Qin Qian's eyes were cold, staring at Zhang Yunqian's gaze dyed with autumn frost, "In the future, let me hear you say Qin Chu's half-word insulting words, it's not so simple!"
When Zhang Yunqian heard this, her eyes widened, what did she say?
She lowered her head all morning, not daring to look at Zhai Ruilin, for fear that he would talk about herself because of what happened before, so she looked over and saw the obvious fingerprints on Zhai Ruilin's face, and was shocked.
"How can you ...... Brother Lin!" Zhang Yunqian looked dissatisfied and vicious.
"Why not?" Qin Qian slanted over with a cold look, retracted his gaze, and looked at Zhai Ruilin, "Please tell your mother to discipline your cousin well." In the future, please try not to arrange us in the same scene for you. Neither Qin Chu nor I want to see her!"
"Also, what I said last night, please hurry up. Qin Chu and I will move out today, so let's start counting from today, is one month enough?"
Zhai Ruilin grabbed her, "You can live here and wait until ......" We divorced.
The words came to his lips, but he still couldn't say them.
"Zhai Ruilin, are you deaf? Or do you have a problem with your comprehension? Qin Chu and I don't want to see her, let us live under the same roof, do you think it's possible?" She originally wanted to refuse directly, but she couldn't find a place to live at the moment, and she couldn't find a language for a while, so she had to use this to say.
"You stay. Let's go!" Zhai Ruilin stretched out his hand to grab Qin Qian, who was about to leave, and didn't let go.
He couldn't tell why, just a feeling, feeling that this let go, this dead woman, was really so resolute and never looked back.
"Brother Lin, what are you talking about?" Zhang Yunqian heard Zhai Ruilin say this before she could recover from what happened just now.
Growing up so big, Zhai Ruilin has never murdered her, let alone drove her away.
In the blink of an eye, Zhang Yunqian's tears fell, "How can you treat me like this? You obviously said that you would treat me well, spoil me, love me, and don't annoy me or be cruel to me! Are you going to drive me away for this woman now? Have you forgotten how you promised my father?"
"She's your sister-in-law!" Zhai Ruilin's face sank, and his cold eyes swept over Zhang Yunqian and Mama Gong, who wanted to come forward to persuade her, "Mama Gong, you asked someone to clean up your things." Yun Qian, you, all of you go back to the old mansion!"
When Mother Gong heard that even she was leaving, she immediately made a stand, "Second young master, but the old lady said ......"
"I'll tell you on my grandmother's side. Zhai Ruilin was dressed in a black suit with a gloomy face, "Now, everyone, pack your things and leave!"
Qin Qian twitched his arm, unable to move, "Let go." β
The man thought she was leaving, so he had to say ruthlessly, "Three months, just three months, I'll give you the result you want." β
Although she had just said it for a month, she actually didn't expect a man to let go so easily. After all, he didn't get divorced before no matter what. Being able to name the three-month deadline was a bit of a surprise to her.
"Okay, three months. Qin Qian nodded. "If you can't solve it after three months, I'll say it!"
Gong's mother and Zhang Yunqian were listening in a fog, and they didn't know what they were talking about in three months.
But it is obvious that Qin Qian this morning is completely different from usual, she was able to hold Zhai Ruilin all the time, and Zhai Ruilin was not angry, but seemed to be coaxing her.
"But you have to live here for all three months. Zhai Ruilin added.
"Yes. But only for me, not for Qin Chu. Qin Qian nodded in agreement, seeing that Zhai Ruilin had no objection, he moved his wrist, "Now, can you let me go?" I'm going to send Qin Chu to school." β
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After sending Qin Chu to school, Qin Qian went back to Banshan Yazhu.
Upstairs, Song Fancheng sent her a message asking her to go back and deal with the water leak.
But on the road in the past, I was stuck in traffic for a while, and when I arrived downstairs, it was already ten minutes away from the agreed time.
She stopped the car and was about to unbuckle her seatbelt.
But I saw the familiar back, standing not far from her.
Standing with his back to her, standing tall as a pine.
Standing across from the man was her upstairs neighbor.
He looked at the man with a respectful face, and he didn't know if the man had commanded something, and the neighbor nodded repeatedly.
She got out of the car and walked that way, only to see the man open the car door and get into the car.
When she approached, the man in the car had already kicked away.
"Miss Qin, you're here. The neighbor greeted her.
"I'm sorry, I'm late in a traffic jam on the road. Qin Qian's face was full of apologies.
Seeing that the neighbor's expression was not dissatisfied, he asked, "By the way, I just saw you talking to a gentleman, are you very familiar?"
"Miss Qin knows?" the neighbor asked rhetorically.
She shook her head, "I don't know, I just met by chance, and I seem to live upstairs, so I asked." β
"Haha, Miss Qin, you are really humorous. The neighbor laughed and shook his head, "He is Mr. Song Fancheng who lives upstairs from you!"