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"You Say, You Can't Love Me"
Brief introduction:
On the day Qin Lin forced me to divorce, I asked him what he had to do to love me
Qin Lin replied to me: Unless you die!
At that time, I looked at my Qin Lin's ruthless face, smiled, red eyes, and didn't tell him that I was real......
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I'm going to die!
When the doctor first told me about it, I didn't want to believe it, because I was not even 25 years old.
But then I remembered the days when I was often unable to speak because of back pain every once in a while, and I had to accept the fact that what the doctor said was true, and I was really going to die.
So when Qin Lin asked me what I wanted to divorce, I thought about it and said, "I want a child." β
My thoughts are very simple, I am thinking that if there is a child like me, then when I die in the future, Qin Lin should also think of me by chance when he sees the child?
It's a pity that Qin Lin didn't know that I was going to die, let alone my thoughts.
So as soon as he heard that I wanted a child, he looked at me mockingly: "Fang Qingyu, you don't think you can tie me up if you have a child, right?" When he said this, he smiled coldly, as if he was laughing at me for being too stupid.
"Fang Qingyu, I'll tell you the truth, you will die of this heart, unless you die, otherwise even if you have a child, I, Qin Lin, will never love you in my life!" Qin Lin looked at me coldly after speaking.
And I listened to Qin Lin's words, and suddenly felt: No matter how painful my back is when I am terminally ill, it is not as good as Qin Lin's words hurt me.
After that, I looked at Qin Lin who was looking at me coldly, and for a moment I wanted to tell Qin Lin that I didn't want to tie him up for the rest of my life, I just wanted to have a child with him before I died.
It's just, it's just a moment, and it's just a thought.
Because after a moment, I thought very clearly, I didn't want to use the fact that I was going to die to pray for Qin Lin's mercy, this was my last self-esteem for loving him.
So in the end, I didn't explain, I just insisted on saying to Qin Lin: "As long as I have a child, I will sign the divorce immediately, and after that, I will never stop you and Fang Qinglan from loving each other." β
"Fang Qingyu!" Qin Lin was angry that I didn't eat oil and salt. But he didn't promise me, he glared at me fiercely for a minute, and then he went away angrily: "Delusional, Fang Qingyu, let me tell you, even if I make the young lady in the nightclub pregnant, I will never let you, a vicious woman, conceive my child." β
After Qin Lin left, I sat on the ground one by one.
I looked at the wedding photo with Qin Lin on the coffee table, and smiled mockingly: But isn't it, in Qin Lin's eyes, my Qingyu is not the most vicious woman in the world.
Laughing and laughing, he remembered his entanglement with Qin Lin.
I remember the first time I met Qin Lin when I was eight years old, it was my father's birthday, and Qin Lin came to my house with his parents.
When Fang Qinglan passed by me that day, I didn't know why, and suddenly I fell.
Although the injury was not serious, the result of the later development turned into people present scolding me for being vicious at a young age, and I actually viciously attacked my own sister.
At that time, Qin Lin didn't scold me with him, but his eyes when he looked at me at that time were full of disgust.
And after that, it seems that as long as there is a scene of Qin Lin, Fang Qinglan will always have such and such things, and then the final outcome will become my opponent's Qinglan's hand.
I'm not stupid, I've had more accidents, and I'll know what's going on.
However, I also knew that no one would believe it even if I explained it myself, so I never tried to explain, but every time I walked around Qin Lin and Fang Qinglan from a distance.
I thought that as long as I avoided it early and didn't get involved in the messy things between Qin Lin and Fang Qinglan, I would be fine.
But I didn't expect that at the engagement ceremony between Fang Qinglan and Qin Lin, Qin Lin and I were caught raping in bed, and the photos of the two hugging naked together were also uploaded to the Internet.
"Fang Qingyu, you dare to design me, there is no more disgusting and vicious woman in this world than you. β
The result that day was naturally that Fang Qinglan cried and canceled the wedding, and Qin Lin was forced by his family to marry me. And I, not only became the junior who everyone shouted and scolded, but also became the most vicious woman in Qin Lin's eyes. Qin Lin's departure was three days, and when he came back again, he had a prepared divorce agreement in his hand.
In other words, Qin Lin compromised!
He is willing to exchange a child for the rest of his life, and he will no longer be entangled with me for the rest of his life!
To be honest, when I looked at Qin Lin who had compromised like this, I immediately felt sad in my heart, although I had expected this result early on.
However, I didn't want Qin Lin to see my sadness, so I bit the meat in my mouth, covered the pain in my heart with physiological pain, and then took the agreement from Qin Lin's hand.
After looking at it carefully from above, I changed the IVF on the protocol to natural conception.
"Fang Qingyu, don't take an inch!" Qin Lin Qin Lin would write about in vitro fertilization because he didn't want to touch me, so he immediately exploded as soon as he saw my revision.
"Exchanging a child for a divorce certificate, this is something that was said early in the morning. I said.
"But I didn't promise to go to you. Qin Lin shouted, and then looked at me with malice: "Fang Qingyu, don't you know, I feel disgusted when I see you, let alone touch you." β
"I know. "How can I not know, if Qin Lin wasn't disgusting to me, how could he not come to see me for three years of marriage, and came to me when he wanted to get a divorce?
"But I don't want my baby to be born in a cold petri dish. I said. In my heart, my child can only be born from my womb.
"But I don't want to touch you. Qin Lin shouted again.
I was silent when I heard this, not only because I was hurt by Qin Lin's words, but also because I didn't know what to say.
Regarding the divorce and children, neither of us and Qin Lin refused to give in and entered a dead end.
After that, the room with only me and Qin Lin immediately became quiet, and I could clearly hear Qin Lin's heavy panting because he was too angry.
I counted those gasps, and suddenly realized that this should be the longest time I have spent alone with Qin Lin in the more than ten years I have known him.
Thinking about it, I suddenly felt that time had become beautiful.
It's just that maybe God doesn't want to see me doing well, so within a few minutes, a bell suddenly rang in the silent room.
It's Qin Lin's mobile phone.
And from Qin Lin's expression when he picked up his phone and looked at the screen, he suddenly stopped being angry, I dare to guarantee that it must be Fang Qinglan who called.
"Hey, Qinglan. β
Sure enough, in the next second, I heard Qin Lin shouting Fang Qinglan's name.
Unlike when he called me, he was full of disgust, Qin Lin was absolutely gentle when he called Fang Qinglan.
"How's the matter going?Qingyu, did she agree?" Fang Qinglan's voice came from Qin Lin's mobile phone.
"Still talking. Qin Lin said, looking at me as he spoke.
"Still talking?Why?Didn't you already agree to Fang Qingyu's conditions?Could it be that she had put forward any excessive conditions?" Fang Qinglan was anxious as soon as she heard Qin Lin's words.
"Sheβ"
"Ah Lin, no matter what Fang Qingyu mentioned, you don't have to agree anymore, she will get an inch. Fang Qingyu has been like this since she was a child, and she can't see me live well every time. Fang Qinglan hurriedly interrupted Qin Lin's words.
But her words made me want to laugh when I heard it.
What does it mean that you can't see her live well since she was a child?
Fang Qinglan's words are definitely me, not herself?
Or maybe the ridicule on my face was too obvious, but I saw that Qin Lin, who was still listening to Fang Qinglan's call, suddenly looked at me again, and then a pair of brows wrinkled tightly.
"Qinglan, let's do this first, I'll deal with this side first. After that, I heard Qin Lin say this to Qinglan.
"But," Fang Qinglan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Qin Lin: "Good, I'll go to you after I deal with this matter." β
"Okay, then I'll wait for you. β
"Good. Qin Lin hung up the phone as he spoke, and then turned his head to look at me: "Fang Qingyu, do you want me to you so much?"