Mo Jingshen didn't speak, and Ji Nuan didn't speak much.

But it can't just go on like that.

Ji Nuan has just come back from outside, and today she has squeezed all her work into one day, just to get all the entertainment done in two or three days, and then go back to Haicheng early, at this time she is already a little tired, and she doesn't have much energy to deal with it.

She said lightly: "In the next few days, I will complete the work in Beijing, and I will not fall behind, as for the few trips that must be accompanied by you, I have already told Xiao Hu, if the time can meet me, I will go, if I can't touch it, I will be busy-"

She looked at the man with a calm expression and no change, and said with a smile: "After all, the Shengtang Hotel is a hotel invested by your company, not to mention that many partners will also go there, it is indeed very suitable for you to live there, but I am different, follow Mr. Mo You have been mixed in the upper class society of the Beijing circle for so many days, and all kinds of bigwigs have seen it, and now I should go back to my original job, where I live, I will go back to Haicheng after the trip." ”

"The season is warm. ”

She smiled, "Huh?"

Mo Jingshen looked directly into her eyes, and his voice was as light as if it couldn't be dissolved, but it was clear and cold, as if he wanted to see her deepest part directly: "You really don't love me anymore?"

Ji Nuan was stunned for a moment, and then slowly laughed.

However, the man on the sofa always looked at her quietly, and she slowly stopped laughing, but the corners of her mouth hooked.

If she was really in love with him when she lived and died together in Cambodia, if she insisted on following him with a dead face when Mo Jingshen wanted to divorce her, and refused to leave even when he scolded her for being cheap, then she probably really loved him without regrets.

But she also knows what kind of mood she was in to sign the divorce at the beginning, and she also knows how she has survived the past three years.

She remembered the day she had drunk all night, then spent the night on the balcony of the hotel in a daze, and woke up with her long hair cut short.

If she is worried about whether there will be an ambiguous or any story between Mo Jingshen and other women, she may still be a little touched or unhappy, maybe it is just that what she once had was looked at by others, and some unhappiness welled up in her heart, this is human instinct, but she is not sure whether this is still equivalent to love.

Since even Mo Jingshen will clearly say that she doesn't love anymore, maybe her attitude is too freewheeling, but she has lost the hope of deliberately wanting to redeem something, she didn't deliberately escape or deliberately approach, maybe it's because she didn't spend more time on him, so he said that she didn't love anymore.

Well, maybe she should indeed be in love.

"Maybe. Ji Nuan replied after a long time.

"Why?"

Ji Nuan looked at him, suddenly a little trance, then turned his face away, gently put his hand on the lever of the suitcase, and said lightly: "About three years ago, when I survived strongly in my belly for more than two months, and gradually began to have a fetal heartbeat, and it was probably when I finally looked forward to the man I loved the most when I woke up, and my heart was frozen overnight, even if you chiseled the ice on the surface with reasonable and even reasonable reasons for thinking about me everywhere, but the flesh and blood inside were still numb and temperatureless." ”

Seeing that the man's eyes were dark, she knew that he was also thinking about the child, which was a sensitive point for Ji Nuan, and it was not the same for Mo Depth of Field, so he often avoided this topic and never mentioned it.

There were passing cars outside the hotel, and the sound of other people's passing conversations was heard in a low voice not far from the lounge, everything seemed to have become an illusory background behind Ji Nuan, and Mo Jingshen seemed to see through such a pale face that she saw when he just woke up three years ago, through the crack in the door of the ward, he saw the woman sitting outside with a pale face who had been waiting for him.

In the past three years, it seems that all the things that can be borne and what cannot be beared, she has silently endured, and these three years have exploded in her body, she is strong because of the pain, but she has also closed many things that should be soft in her heart because of her strength.

She learned to choose between gains and losses, learned to bow her head under the eaves, and learned to find opportunities to break out of the cage, seemingly compromised, but in fact, not even a corner of the wall raised high in her heart was destroyed.

Ji Nuan said calmly: "Perhaps, it's because I've lived two lives, after crazy love and hard work, and when I finally knew the whole truth, I was just relieved, but I had already let go of a lot of things to be attached to, Mo Jingshen, I have understood one thing in the past three years, that is...... Love is a thing that will not die, it will only destroy my original belief, but it has made me rebuild a new belief, it makes Ji Nuan sleep, so I live now as Ji Nuan who is not Ji Nuan. ”

"So, since even you can ask that, then maybe it's just not love. Ji Nuan finally came to a shallow conclusion.

Looking at Ji Nuan's indifferent appearance when he said the three words of not loving him, Mo Jingshen remembered that he looked at the dozens of text messages she sent him three years ago, one of which was: Mo Jingshen, I love you.

But under his forcibly calm and indifferent attitude, those text messages were read one by one and deleted one by one.

……

Mo Jingshen did not force Ji Nuan to go back to the Shengtang Hotel to live, in fact, Ji Nuan didn't have much time to rest even if he went back, at most he just slept at night.

She doesn't have much to toss about now, squeezing all her work into a few days, and living the same wherever she lives.

She still stayed at the current hotel, and it can be regarded as officially entering the work of a very busy business trip.

And after Ji Nuan said all her heartfelt words to him after a real heart-to-heart outbreak, she changed back to the gentle and cold appearance she had just returned to China.

Sometimes Mo Jingshen's car was parked in front of the hotel where Ji Nuan was staying now, and Ji Nuan saw it when he walked out, but he didn't go over to get into their car, but went directly to the subway station, or got into the car waiting outside for some partners.

Beijing has already entered autumn in advance, the weather has turned cold in the past two days, and after Ji Nuan finished work at noon, he could have taken a temporary break in the afternoon, but suddenly received a phone call.

It was Mr. Vinse's secretary Yang who said that Mr. Vinse suddenly had an acute gastritis, and when he was sent to the hospital yesterday, he learned that he had a fever for several days, and when he was sent to the hospital, he had a fever to the point that he was not very conscious.

They didn't leave in Beijing, and after Ji Nuan asked the location of the hospital where they were, he immediately took a taxi and hurried over. You have to find the latest chapters by yourself to read books?