"That's good," Ping'an interrupted Shanli's words, "Since that's the case, I'll go first, I'm a little tired today, if there is anything, I can contact Sister Yang." ”

Turning his head, he looked at Quan Shiyi indifferently and said, "Let go." ”

Quan Shiyi naturally refused, but he didn't let go of Ping'an's safety, and he pulled hard, and Quan Shiyi had to let go for fear of pulling Ping'an's wounds.

But Ping An took a step, Quan Shiyi followed Ping An a step, Ping An stopped and glared at him, he looked at Ping An distressedly, and walked to the front of the car, and the brazen Quan Shiyi even wanted to follow Ping An to get into the car together.

Of course Ping An didn't want to, and her eyes motioned for her cute new assistant to blow people away, but Quan Shiyi just held the car door tightly, and the little assistant didn't move at all no matter how much he pushed it.

Ping'an's patience was exhausted little by little, and he looked at Yang Hua in the driver's seat, "Drive, sister." "Don't you like car doors, don't blame her for falling and becoming severely disabled!

Yang Hua shook his head helplessly, this girl has been so angry that she has lost her mind, if she could open it, would she have opened it a long time ago?

Quan Shi stared at Ping An with a dead eye, and there was a momentum of not giving up without asking clearly, "Ping An, tell me." "What causes you to want to give up your life several times.

Ping An put on his headphones and closed his eyes, ignoring the right time.

But in fact, the more I wanted to ignore it, the more I couldn't ignore it, and Ping'an, who couldn't bear it, finally called Mo Wen and Yang Hua out of the car.

Closing the car door, there were only Ping An and Quan Shiyi in the car, Ping An looked at Quan Shiyi: "Want to know why I cut my wrists?"

Quan Shiyi nodded firmly: "I want to know." "Want to know what we've made of you.

"Okay, then I'll tell you. Ping An tilted his head to the car window, looked out the window, and saw his old days.

"Three years ago, on the night you all abandoned me, I sat alone at what we once were at our 'secret base'. Suddenly there was a knock on the door, naively I thought that you believed that I was willing to come back to me, and opened the door in surprise, and I was greeted with a kitchen knife. A masked man, holding a kitchen knife, tried to kill me, but he may not be skilled in business, and he cut me on the shoulder, at that time, I thought I was going to die, it was Sister Yang, Sister Yang saved me. Sister Yang didn't take anything, she fought desperately with the man, and then a police car happened to pass by, and the man thought he was here to arrest him, so he lost the kitchen knife and ran away, so I picked up a life. I refused to go to the hospital, so Sister Yang could only go to the pharmacy. After Sister Yang left, I was alone in the house, I saw the kitchen knife, I thought, I'm a burden, so many people hate me, it's better to die, so I picked up the kitchen knife, just slashed it on my wrist, and the blood flowed out, the moment I lost consciousness, I showed the first smile in that time, I thought, I can finally leave this world.

Later, it was Sister Yang who sent me to the hospital, but fortunately, the knife was not particularly deep, otherwise I would not have been able to save it. That was me, the first time I cut my wrists. ”

"After waking up in the hospital, I saw that Sister Yang had done so much for me, I cheered up for a while, but I couldn't eat, Sister Yang took me to see a psychiatrist, unfortunately, there was a nurse in a psychological clinic who was my former fan, I can't remember what the little nurse said to me at that time, I just remember that I collapsed again, I stole the letter opener knife that the psychiatrist put on the table, this time, I learned smartly, I used a lot of strength, the blood sprayed me in the face like a fountain, I thought, I can finally die. But maybe it's because I'm born hard, and I didn't die again. That's me, the second time I cut my wrists. ”

"When I woke up from the hospital again, I was tired of suicide, you said it was funny, I was tired of suicide, in short, I almost starved myself to death after that, and then my mother came, and she begged me not to die, because of my mother, I cheered up again, and I thought I was cheering up. Later, Sister Yang took me abroad, at that time, we almost spent all our savings because of my illness, Sister Yang and I even had a problem eating, Sister Yang found a part-time job as a waiter, I have been going to die, Sister Yang took me with her in order to take care of me conveniently. One day, in order to buy medicine for me, Sister Yang went to the boss to settle her salary in advance, the boss is not a good person, I saw her punching and kicking Sister Yang, and even wanted to insult Sister Yang, so I took a knife in the kitchen and cut my wrist in front of the boss, the boss was so frightened that he called the emergency number, and the ambulance came quickly, so I didn't die again. That's me, the third time I cut my wrists. ”

"The hospital was almost my home, and I had to be discharged early because I couldn't afford the high cost of accommodation. The advantage of being abroad is that no one knows who I am, so Sister Yang and I decided to start over abroad. We looked for audition opportunities everywhere, and ran all over the studios, but we didn't succeed, so Sister Yang and I could only perform on the streets, which was very difficult, but because it was too difficult, I was able to forget some of the pain for a short time. One day, Sister Yang fell ill, I had no money to treat Sister Yang, desperate, I could only ask Jin Hong for help, Jin Hong told me that Long Qi is no longer good because of my relationship, so he hates me, unless I die, he refuses to give money, I promised very simply, Jin Hong took a plane to the hospital that day, paid for Sister Yang's medical expenses, I also committed suicide according to my promise, I chose the way I am most familiar with, cut my wrists. In the end, I still didn't die, Jin Hong regretted it, he saved me, I think, he still has a conscience after all. He paid for our medical bills, left us a sum of money and left. Because of his money, Sister Yang and I got a respite. That's me, the last time I cut my wrists. ”

"That's all you want to know. ”

Talking about these things after such a long time, Ping An thought that he would be sad, but he didn't expect that in the end, he didn't feel anything.

But she said so much in one breath that she was a little thirsty. Ping An wanted to reach for water, but her wrist was firmly grasped, and Ping An felt a little pain, but she didn't say anything to remind her.

"You're actually lying to me, my sugar candy, clearly, I'm most afraid of pain. ”

He didn't want to believe it, how could he dare to believe that his Sugar Candy almost died on the day they threw the door away, and his Sugar Candy was desperate and would rather beg the people who framed her than dare to tell them that his Sugar Candy had almost been separated from them many times.

"What should I do...... "What should I do, Sugar Candy, I feel like I'm going to die."

That kind of pain, dense, like countless needles pierced in every corner of the body, painful, painful to the point that I couldn't breathe.