I never thought that a child, I went from having to losing, would be so fast.

It's so fast that even the water can't be compared, and the fast I secretly swore a few days ago that I must keep her, and it disappeared after a few days.

Every night, I would tell him bedtime stories, listen to soft music, and touch the embryonic shape of the fetus on the paper.

It was enough for Su Yu Nanken to let me keep the child, although I had also struggled with my thoughts every night, struggling between the three words ethics, morality, and secularity, and had thought about my way out in the future, but after the baby kicked me in the stomach a few nights ago, my struggle disappeared.

I'm convincing myself that the car accident is all right, maybe it's fate.

I Su Zai'an has nothing, no education, no wisdom, my circle is getting smaller and smaller, Su Yunan is my center, my only relative.

As long as he says a word and sprinkles some sugar on me, even if it hurts me a thousand holes, I am willing to do it for him.

He's right, I'm cheap in my bones.

I worship the Buddha, worship the Bodhisattva, find Lu Shu, try to let God see, I have a conscience, I conceived this child with guilt, I hope he is safe, I hope that all sins will come to me in the future.

But it still didn't work out, and everything didn't go as expected.

When I woke up, I knew that I seemed to have slept for a long time, I don't know if I went to the hospital or a private doctor to treat me, but the first person I saw when I woke up was Su Yunan.

I made a sound, but found that my voice was hoarse and terrible, he heard my voice, and turned his head, he hadn't seen him for half a month, his beard was unshaved, and his eyes were bloodshot.

I saw a deep distress in his eyes, which I rarely saw.

"Su Yunan. ”

I called his name hoarsely.

My throat was terrible, and my joints hurt all over my body, but I couldn't take care of it anymore.

Su Yunan didn't speak, I understood, I covered my head, I couldn't believe such a fact, Su Yunan pressed me, held my face and said, "This time I can't stand you." ”

I laughed, covered my stomach with my hands, and wept silently.

Su Yunan saw that I didn't speak, just stroked my cheek vigorously and stopped talking.

I whispered to him, "Does my brother know who did it?"

Su Yunan looked at me, as if waiting for me to finish.

I said, "Sister-in-law, she probably knows everything." ”

Two sentences without a beginning or an end were connected by me in this way.

Thinking about it now, I'm really stupid, Su Yunan has nothing to do to trick me at home, and even came to my room during the wedding, and the fool didn't notice it.

The more I thought about it, the more I broke down, from silent to quiet crying, and then to loud crying, I covered my head, grabbed my arm with my slender and beautiful nails, and tried to suppress the despair in my heart in a self-harming way, Su Yunan saw this, reached out and grabbed my hand to hold me, and pressed me into his arms.

"Su Jae-an!" he shouted my name, trying to calm me down.

He smelled of cigars, and I only felt disgusted at this time, without any peace of mind or familiarity.

"Su Zai'an, there will be another child. ”

He said loudly, pinching my chin and forcing me to look at him, I grabbed him tightly, with a pang of despair on my face: "You will have it, but I won't have it again!" ”

He couldn't hear me, but he didn't choose to continue to coax me, but used his movements to calm me, he hugged me tightly, his breath was around my neck, he put his arms around me, and I was about to suffocate.

I struggled like crazy, but even so, my strength was not as good as Su Yunan, he easily restrained me, I was crazy, he saw that I was not normal, so he didn't know when he took out the needle and hit it straight into my arm.

I screamed, and I slapped him and asked if he had injected me with poison and let me die.

He said: "Tranquilizers. ”

The liquid flowed into my body, I finally quieted down, I wanted to make trouble, but I had no strength, and I gradually became tired, and then he took me in his arms and coaxed me gently.