Chapter Eighty-Three: Ruthless Love
Wen Yihua took a deep breath, feeling both distressed for her helplessness and hating himself for causing her so much trouble! No matter how capable he was, Wang Xueyan was suddenly helpless in the face of making such a decision.
He took her hand off his face and put it on his chest, and the two hands overlapped together to feel his heartbeat: "Xue Yan, you have a heart, I have a heart, and my aunt also has a heart! We are all people with hearts, you believe me, as long as we work hard, we will definitely be able to resolve this contradiction!"
"Actually, my mother fainted again!" A painting, do you know?" Wang Xueyan also clenched his hand, "When I saw that scene, I was really frightened! I didn't dare to take any more risks, I really didn't dare to risk my mother's life!"
Wen Yihua still can't understand that she gave herself to him so firmly yesterday, but today she endured the heartache and said to break up.
He guessed she must have something else to hide!
He forced himself to calm down, and slowly thought about it and said word by word: "Xue Yan! Can you be brave? I can wait, no matter how long I can wait! Tell me, what is the real reason? I said, we have to face it together!"
Wang Xueyan is reluctant to wait, but it is not a question of waiting. She recalled the pain on Song Yizhen's face when she talked about the past, and recalled that she had seen Song Yizhen crying in front of the photo when she was a child, which was a photo of Hua Churong and Wang Haiyang.
The invisible hurt between them has existed in each other's lives for so many years, and it has long been ingrained! They almost hear each other's names, and their hearts will be cut like knives, how can she let her mother be in this state of incomparable words in her next life!
She can only ruthlessly let herself cut off this relationship! However, she just knew that smelling a painting is Li Mingze she has missed for ten years!
Her heart ordered herself to cut through the mess quickly: "One painting, I will marry Li Xuanwen, only in this way will my mother rest assured! I don't love him, because I have to marry him, so I want to give you the best of myself." I, I, am I bad? But this is the only way! This is what my mother wants to see! A painting, promise me, no matter when, you will live well! All of this is diluted by time!"
This sentence used to be said to Cheng Anqi by Wen Yihua, and now it sounds very ironic to him, especially when he heard her plan, he hurriedly let go of her hand, as if he was afraid that she would disappear, and tightened her again, and hurriedly said: "No! Xue Yan, no! What happened, I beg you to tell me, you tell me! Tell me!!"
In the end, he really wanted to yell at her: Do you only know how to live for others?
She has no strength at all, distressed, sad, hard, reluctant, and all kinds of emotions are intertwined to make her exhausted.
She hugged his lean waist in her arms, as if she was drawing strength: "If I had to choose between my mother's life and my happiness, I would definitely choose my mother's life! Give me 10,000 chances to choose, and I would make such a choice! As soon as you paint, if you love me, you should understand me and understand me! You should let go of me, and you shouldn't make me so difficult! Isn't it?"
Her voice was low and hoarse and helpless, and every word was like a hammer hitting his heart.
He suddenly found that his love for her was far less than that of herself, and he hugged her again, wanting to rub her into his body: "Aunt won't leave, and I won't leave you, Xue Yan, I must find a way! I can go and ask my aunt, I can go and impress her, I promise not to irritate her!"
Wang Xueyan left his body slightly, looked at him with eyes that were almost greedy, and couldn't help but put one hand on his face: "One painting, God arranged for us to meet, arranged for us to meet! No matter when, no matter what way, we have met and loved each other, it is enough! No matter what happens in the future, don't be sad when you think of any past, you have to remember that everything is the best arrangement!"
After saying that, she pulled out of his arms without looking back, and walked out directly!
These words were very hypnotic, and made him more sure that there was something in them that he did not know. Before he could answer her, he only found that his arms were empty, and his brain suddenly lost the ability to direct actions, and stood like a piece of wood, watching her walk out of the villa with a stupid watch.
He stood there for almost five minutes before he remembered to chase her out! He found that she was long gone! The villa was far from the city, and now it was night, and he understood the pressure she was under, and even more so the pain in his heart, he was worried about her safety and her mood, and hurriedly called her. But where can it be played?
He kept sending her WeChat, endlessly! Suddenly thinking of something, he called Chen Chen like crazy. Originally, he didn't hold out hope, but he didn't expect her to take it.
He was almost incoherent: "Chen Chen, where is Xue Yan? Do you know where she is?"
Chen Chen couldn't understand his words at all, and the mobile phone signal was not very good, so he spoke intermittently: "What are you talking about? I don't know! she's not... Traveling?"
She pretended not to see Wang Xueyan, and when she put down her mobile phone, she said to Wang Xueyan who was crying with her eyes closed: "You are so ruthless!
Wang Xueyan suppressed her crying and looked even more helpless: "I hurt more than him!"
Wen Yihua put down the phone in distress and immediately contacted Hua Churong: "Mom, where are you?" I'm going to see you now!"
It is very abnormal for Hua Churong to lose his temper when he smells Yihua for two days in a row! Hua Churong put down the book in his hand and asked puzzledly: "What are you doubting about me again?" Yihua, why have you not become like you since you fell in love with Miss Wang? You have never been like this before! Based on this alone, I really don't approve of you!
Wen Yihua quickly caught the hidden message: "Did you tell her what was it?"
Hua Churong showed a look of disdain on his face, and thought to himself, Wang Xueyan turned out that you and your mother are virtuous. She asked coldly, "What did Miss Wang tell you? Since she told you, then you should believe her!
His heart sank, but at the same time, he was secretly happy, at least let him find a reason, he said: "Mom, I disappointed you, she didn't say anything about you!"
Hua Churong was surprised, but he didn't feel surprised: "Then why did you still come to my deputy Xingshi to ask for guilt? What happened between you, you should solve it yourself." ”
Wen Yihua hung his head, and for the first time in front of Hua Churong, he showed a helpless look: "Mom, tell me, what did you say to her?"
She asked flatly, "It seems that she proposed to break up with you?"
Her son just stared at her, not denying or agreeing, but she already knew the answer! She was very surprised: "I didn't expect Miss Wang to do this! This is fine, it will save trouble in the future! I just invited her to dinner once and told her my opinion! She is only now sharing with you?!"
For the first time, Wen Yihua felt sorry for himself to have such a calm mother! He said to her: "Mom! Actually, I have always wanted to ask you, whether I am your son or not, do you love your son at all, or do you just love yourself!"
Hua Churong's face trembled slightly: "Yihua, how can you say that about your mother? I let you get the best education and create so much wealth for you, is it in exchange for such doubts from you? Miss Wang made you forget to respect your mother?"
Wen Yihua said the words that he had hidden in his heart for many years, and it was a child's longing for his mother, and even more so, a child's disappointment in his mother: "However, I have never felt the warmth of the family and the love of my mother! I dare not ask who my father is, let alone why you always dislike me! Since I was a child, even if I got the highest grades, you were unwilling to hug me! I have always been the best student and an obedient child according to your requirements! If you are not satisfied with Xueyan, you can tell me! I can tell her! Why would you hurt her?"
She didn't expect that Wen Yihua, who had never complained, turned out to have so many voices in her heart.
She couldn't explain to him the complex psychological changes that had taken her over the decades as a result of that relationship. Many times, instead of disliking children, she is running away from feelings.
Her lips twitched, but she didn't know where to start. She thinks that she is used to seeing the love and love in the world, love and hatred are all persistent, including herself and she can't get out of this dead knot!
Therefore, her attitude towards feelings and other things is very cold! Because her strongest feelings have been used cleanly by Wang Haiyang!
She can not inquire about him for decades, not only to love to the extreme, but also to hate to the extreme. However, this hatred disappeared when he saw his smoke disappear!
For decades, although he was patient not to inquire about him, he imagined the reunion scene many times in the dead of night!
And every time she was frustrated abroad, she wanted to return to China, so she appeared in front of him unexpectedly, snuggled in her arms, and told him that she missed him!
However, she can't! All the status quo is telling her that she can't! She hates herself, she also hates Wang Haiyang, and she hates Song Yizhen even more!
Her expression was in a trance for a while, so trance that she almost thought she was going to hug herself, but soon she said in her usual cold voice: "Everyone has their own way of growing up! You are my son, you have to adapt to my education method! Unless, you are not my son! Since Miss Wang has proposed to break up with you, then my impression of her is not too bad! I am going back to the United States in the near future, and I originally wanted you to go back and isolate you! But now it seems that you are very sad, you might as well go back with me, a change of environment may help you!"
Wen Yihua couldn't believe that this was her final conclusion, although he didn't expect to see a sensual mother, but at least would he be moved?
He was disappointed and said to the woman in front of him, who maintained an elegant posture at all times, "Mom, you are so selfish!"
When he came out of the hotel, he wanted to try to call Wang Xueyan, but he unexpectedly received her WeChat: Yihua, I'm at home! Don't worry! I'll be fine, and you should be okay too!
He walked and looked at the Qianjiang Bridge with the lights shining from afar. The happiest and most painful scenes only happened one after the other, and he couldn't tell whether all this was a dream or not?
Standing at the head of the bridge, the cold wind was biting, reminding him that what had happened in these two nights was real.