Chapter 43: The Ginkgo Tree

"Is there anything wrong with me?" In the café, Feng Ji and Lan Ying sat opposite each other, because they were both relatively famous people, so the location they chose was relatively remote. Outside the café, there is a ginkgo tree, which can be clearly seen from their position, and the leaves of the ginkgo tree dance in the sky with the breeze, just like butterflies, beautiful.

Feng Ji thought, Lan Ying chose this on purpose, he remembered that at the beginning, the first gift he gave Lan Ying was a ginkgo leaf. At that time, a lot of ginkgo trees were planted on campus, as soon as autumn arrived, the leaves slowly turned into golden colors, and the soft sunlight sprinkled on the golden leaves, which was not real, that day was his first official date with Lan Ying, due to the temporary affairs of the club, he went late, did not prepare any gifts, ran on the path full of ginkgo trees, and a ginkgo leaf fell on Feng Ji's head.

He said he was sorry and didn't prepare anything for the first date, Lan Ying smiled and removed the leaf from his head and tucked it in her book, she told him that it was the best gift she had ever received.

How beautiful Lan Ying was smiling at that time, Feng Ji was a little sad, when did she become like this.

Now Lan Ying is also smiling at him, but it's too fake, it's not good-looking at all, Feng Ji took a sip of coffee, and the bitter taste instantly spread to the entire mouth, Feng Ji couldn't tell whether the coffee was bitter or bitter in his heart.

He and Lan Ying haven't seen each other for more than two years, and he had thought about what it would be like to see him again, maybe she happily introduced her new boyfriend to him, or maybe she called him Feng Ji with a smile, but he didn't expect that goodbye would be like this.

She knew something from his mouth with a tentative mind, and he tried to fool her with some inexplicable feeling. He is actually not a sentimental person, on the contrary, he sees many things very openly, but this matter, Feng Ji knows, will always leave an indelible mark on his heart, maybe in the future, he will not dare to trust anyone at will, he even thought, if he didn't like her at the beginning, then their lives would be very different, but unfortunately, in this world, there is no if.

"It's been a long time, and we've been good friends anyway, haven't we, and suddenly I miss you a little, so I want to see you. "I haven't seen her for two years, Feng Ji seems to be a lot calmer, this person who has made her heart countless times have left her, and she has become better and better, Lan Ying's heart is actually happy. She found so many reasonable excuses to tell herself that it was most appropriate to ask Fengji to come out, but Lan Ying knew that she really wanted Fengji, and she really wanted to see him again.

Do you miss him? Feng Ji naturally didn't believe it, or she really thought about him, but she was not thinking about his person, but what he knew.

"yes, they used to be good friends. "They used to be lovers and friends, but those things are all left in the past, and now, they are enemies.

"You're doing well. Lan Ying smiled a little reluctantly, she actually wanted to ask if he had left her well, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say anything, what else was there to say, the person sitting opposite her now was probably her enemy.

Feng Ji was slightly stunned, why did Lan Ying ask him such a thing, does it have anything to do with her whether he is doing well or not, or does she say that she can't see him doing well, and she can't see them doing well, "That's it, get by." I can't say it's good, I can't say it's bad, I still do what I was pursuing every day, but I don't have the enthusiasm I had at the beginning. "At the beginning, the five of them all had their own hopes, and at that time, they didn't even know what it was, and they were all working hard for what they liked, how good. Now that he is tired, without the company of his friends, he is really tired, and he no longer has the motivation to support him, and life can only be said to be passable.

"How are you getting along? Finally, Lan Ying still cut to the chase.

Feng Ji's expression and movements did not change at all, he looked at the ginkgo tree outside the window, and said: "Ping An refuses to forgive us, we owe her a lot, and now we have been trying to make up for it, Brother and Shi Yi are thinking about how to make Ping An's attitude towards us a little more than doing what they need to do every day, and after two months of hard work, there is still no change at all," Feng Ji lowered his head and stirred the coffee, and sighed deeply," We know we owe her a lot, but we're tired if we keep going like this, and I'm really scared that one day, we'll not be able to hold on and give up the friendship with our own hands. ”

What do you owe Tang Ping? Lan Ying asked Feng Ji in her heart, you didn't give up on her when Tang Ping'an was like that, what do you owe her? Why do all the people regard Tang Ping'an as so important, when I broke up with you, you didn't even have to keep me, so let me go, so what am I worth. You will help me with whatever I need, but you have never taken the initiative to find me, maybe in your eyes, I can't even compare to a single hair of Tang Ping'an.

Now, Tang Ping'an is back, and you can't tolerate me in your eyes, and I, how much worse am I than Tang Ping'an, why do you all hold her in your hands like a baby, but trample mine like mud under your feet.

"Perhaps, Ping An doesn't need you now, you can also try to let go, don't you, you don't bother her, she doesn't come to you, just like me and you, it's not impossible for everyone to be well, right?"

Feng Ji saw that an emerald green ginkgo leaf suddenly fell on the street, and was trampled on by passers-by without care, for some reason, his heart was uncomfortable to the extreme, maybe this ginkgo leaf was like Lan Ying and their friendship, it had been trampled on, he looked at Lan Ying fixedly, and asked her: "Lan Ying, how good the five of us were at the beginning, right?"

Lan Ying felt that Feng Ji's words were actually saving their relationship, perhaps, he was still thinking that the five of them would go back to the past. But it's impossible, it's impossible in this life, the second half of her and Tang Ping'an's lives are destined to be hostile for a lifetime, there will always be someone who will have the last laugh, and that person can only be her Lan Ying.

The conversation between Feng Ji and Lan Ying lasted for an hour, and in the end, Lan Ying had dispelled her suspicions about them, or rather, she still didn't want to believe that these people would deal with her, so when Lan Ying left, she told Feng Ji that she actually cared about them.