Chapter 143: Zhuang Yan dreams of butterflies

"Border City" is a novella, the full text is only tens of thousands of words, and the plot is said to be very small, but what Zhuang Yan experienced is not at all the content of the book.

In addition to what was written in the original book, Zhuang Yan used the body of a big yellow dog to experience more stories of Cuicui's ancestors and grandchildren, which was similar to the feeling of "Alive" at that time.

And at that time, it was also because of this that "Alive" would have so many more words than the original book.

However, there are some differences between these two times, last time, Zhuang Yan was actually more like an outsider, he was just attached to Fugui's body, even if he could feel it, he couldn't control Fugui's body.

And this time is different, he can completely control his body, although it is a big yellow dog, but it is also a rare freedom.

But this is also a test for Zhuang Yan, because without Fugui's feelings, it is impossible to tell the story from the first perspective. There are no voiceovers that linger in his ears, and he can no longer copy the original text, so if he wants to write the story of "Border City", he has to rely more on himself.

He needs to use his own perspective and his own language to write the story of "Border City".

When he got up from bed the next day, Zhuang Yan even felt that his body's senses were a little uncomfortable, after all, he lived in that world with the body of a big yellow dog in his dream before, and walking on two legs was definitely different from walking on four legs.

It can be said that this time he really felt that he had arrived in a real world, in the previous world, he always looked down on the whole world as a third person, and there may be a voiceover in his ears, which is actually no different from watching a TV series.

But this also breeds a problem, because with a strong sense of substitution, Zhuang Yan has an unprecedented affection for the characters in the book, if he saw Cuicui and Wu Cheng at the beginning, he was just looking at it with a ridiculous mood, and then he was thinking about Cuicui's future ending.

The story of "Border City" can be said to be a love story between a boy and a girl, not to mention that it wants to express some other more specific practical significance, the story itself is the emotional entanglement of the two brothers Cuicui and Wu Tianbao.

The story is beautiful, and the love in it is pure, but the ending is a tragedy, the two brothers fell in love with Cuicui, and the two brothers refused to propose to the head of the group for this.

Brother Tianbao knew that Cuicui liked to send off, and in order to fulfill his younger brother, he went out to the beach, but died in an accident.

The younger brother felt that he was responsible for his brother's death, and left Cuicui and ran away.

Later, Cuicui's grandfather also died on a stormy night, and in the end, Cuicui was left alone to guard the ferry, waiting for the girl to return.

At the beginning, when Zhuang Yan knew that he was in the world of "Border City", he already knew that the ending was like this, but he didn't feel anything, because a novel is a novel, and the world is fake, so he doesn't have to care too much.

But as time goes by, he can really feel Cuicui's pure girlish feelings, and he will be happy for their innocent love.

It was at this time that he began to worry about their end.

If he could only be a bystander as before, this worry would only exist in his heart, but this time he was able to interact with the world a little.

So he wondered if he should try to change the ending and make it better.

Now Zhuang Yan is a little entangled, does he need to change the ending of the story? Is this story really illusory?

Or is it that although for him, this is just a novel, but in fact, there is really such a world, where such a group of people live, interpreting their own stories?

Cuicui is real, and so is her grandfather, but they are living in a distant, unknown space, like in the book?

His idea wasn't whimsical, after all, he himself had literally traveled to a world he had never seen before.

And when his mind started to do this, his thoughts became deeper and deeper, and he began to gradually sink into the quagmire. He even wondered if his life in this world was also a fiction world, and he was just here to have a dream, and when he woke up from the dream, he would return to the original world, still studying the unfinished drawing?

After thinking about it for a long time, just when he was about to schizophrenia, Chen Jiaqing knocked on the door outside and called him out for dinner.

This shout seemed to pull him out of the other world, and Zhuang Yan shook his head a little frightened, trying to clear the messy thoughts in his mind.

"I almost went mad. Zhuang Yan pinched a handful of sweat, and then comforted himself, "It doesn't matter what world he is, whether it's a dream or not, it's important to live happily, why think too much and add to your troubles." ”

After eating, Zhuang Yan went to the study again, but this time he was not in the same hurry to record the story as before.

With no voiceover, no first-person perspective of the protagonist, this book is destined for Zhuang Yan to complete on his own.

And the story of that world has just developed to the point where Cuicui meets Shunshun, and Shunshun gives them a big fat duck.

So Zhuang Yan decided to wait until the whole story was over, and then he would take a good look at the story and record it well.

Besides, maybe the ending of this book will be different?

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Zhuang Yan posted "The Catcher in the Rye" on the Internet in one go, and he decided not to procrastinate so much, the book was not very long, and it was better to send it as soon as possible.

One is because such a slow serialization in this world will not bring him more manuscript fees, after all, there is no need to consider the problem of piracy. The second is that he also wants to send the book out as soon as possible, so that people can meet a real Holden and have a better understanding of what the book wants to express.

Like before, some people thought that this book wanted to promote the misunderstanding of swearing, or let others attack him, he didn't want to have it anymore, so that some people's mouths could be blocked and a lot of trouble could be avoided.

Of course, Zhuang Yan does not simply think that as long as all the books are sent, those who want to find fault will stop talking, after all, if someone wants to find fault, no matter what, they can find it.

And what Zhuang Yan really wants to eliminate is the misunderstanding of those real readers, especially those teenagers, Zhuang Yan hopes that even if they want to imitate Holden, they must first know what is right and what is wrong, and what Holden really dislikes.