Chapter 146: I Finally Understand Giselle
I closed my eyes in despair, the pain in my back leaving me with no strength to continue resisting.
I forced myself not to turn off my five senses without listening or watching, and to get through it, there was always a moment when he stopped.
Suddenly, my body sank violently, and then the weight was removed in an instant, and I suddenly felt relaxed, and the night breeze swept into my mouth and nose wrapped in fresh air, and I greedily sucked the clear wind.
However, I was sweating from the pain in my back and the struggle I had just had, and when the wind blew, I shivered with cold.
I barely managed to open my eyes, and all I could see was a vague figure swaying above me.
He had a stick in his hand.
"Thank you. My lips squirmed slightly, and I gave an almost inaudible thank-you.
He approached me and took off his coat to cover me, but blindfolded me.
But that familiar breath, even if I have a high fever at this time, I will not forget it.
"Chu ......" I was held in his arms, and the muscles in my back were torn, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't make any sound anymore.
The man who saved me never said a word to me.
When I woke up in the hospital, it was like a long dream.
The doctor told me that because of the injury and fright, and because I was weak at the beginning of my recovery from a serious illness some time ago, I had a high fever of 42 degrees when I was sent.
I asked her who sent me and if she had left her contact information?
The doctor said she didn't know, and that I was picked up in the emergency room, but that a gentleman had been visiting me these days, and that he was supposed to be the one who saved me.
I asked her again how long I slept and she told me three days.
I saw the phone at the head of the bed, and hurriedly picked it up to look at it, only to find that it was still off.
I borrowed the charger from the doctor, and finally reached the power on level, and there was no Chu Qingchuan in the text message prompt of the missed call after opening it.
He didn't even look for me. So if I had been in danger at the time, would he have been sad to find out?
Probably when people are vulnerable, they want to be cared for by the person they care about the most.
I was disappointed.
It turned out to be a dream, a hallucination caused by my high fever.
I should have taken the man who saved me for him.
In the dream, he picked me up and returned to the road, put me in the back seat of his car, put me on the seat, and examined the wound on my back.
I could feel his fingers trembling as he cleaned the skin around my wounds, and I wished I could call him by name and he would give me a response.
"Chu Qingchuan, is it you? You came to save me, right? Why don't you speak?" My head seemed to be about to explode, in addition to the pain in my body, but also in my heart.
I turned my head and saw the man kneeling in the gap between the two rows of seats, but his face, I felt that he was Chu Qingchuan.
I think I was so confused by a fever that I had completely forgotten that he had a new love, and my mind was full of unforgettable moments of us.
He picked me up on a rainy night and took my first time;
He told me to straighten my back, and he bent down to put on my shoes;
He deliberately pretended not to know me at my grandfather's house and quarreled with me;
He instructed Jiang Haocheng to recommend me, and he sent me home after drinking, because I was not convinced by my words and wanted to PK with the little couple next door;
He sat in the back and eavesdropped during my interview;
He pulled me down from the bridge and mistakenly thought I was going to take me to bungee jumping;
He took me home and told me that he was my home, and he said let me be his lover, and he said he wanted to give me love;
He said that the child is two people, and I should not neglect his responsibility as a father, even though it was only an oolong;
He taught me how to improve my writing skills, how to build and manage a team, how to deal with people, and how to survive in the workplace.
He helped me teach me a lesson to the people who bullied me, and he gave up the marriage partner that my mother chose for him for me;
He risked his life to save me from drowning, cured my psychological barriers, and helped me soothe my little girl who had been injured;
Because I broke my promise to my comrades-in-arms and broke my promises, he broke his promises, but he said that he would give me as much as he loved;
He believed that I had wings, and he said that he wanted me to be his comrade-in-arms, and he said that his women could not tolerate the slightest mistake;
He said he could not have children, and he said that it was enough to have me;
He said I was an accident in his life, he said he was going to marry me, he said he was going to give me a home, he said...... I look good in a wedding dress, and I was the wisest decision in my life to marry me;
He...... Didn't he say he loved me, that he would give me a stable future, that he would always love me?
How did everything change?
Why doesn't it count?
Why do you want to be nice to other people?
Why don't you say a word, don't give an explanation, and let other women wear my bunny slippers?
Why did I take my first love sister in and out of Fengyue Field when I was bothering to think of a way to think of a way for Sister Meng's illness?
Why didn't you call me for a long time and let me hear the voice?
Why is this marriage, if you don't get married, you won't get married, and you will go directly to the next unit drama without even a notice?
"Chu Qingchuan, you bastard, I hate you all my life, and I won't forgive you for the rest of my life. "I lay on my seat, tears of grievance, perhaps because of the fever, the tears that flowed from my body were hot, and after a while, I was wet under my cheeks against the seat.
Tears were misty, and I couldn't see the expression of the man who saved me.
I struggled to get up and sit, but the back injury didn't allow me to straighten my back or lean back against the seat.
I staggered and lay directly on the shoulder of the kneeling man in front of me, and he didn't move, letting me throw him with tears and snot.
"I finally understand how Giselle feels when she becomes a ghost and wants to save her sweetheart...... It turns out that if you love someone, even if he betrays herself, she will think about forgiving and redeeming him. In the past, I was ashamed to criticize Giselle, but in fact, I didn't understand how humble I would be to loving someone......
Chu Qingchuan, come back, don't leave me. What should I do if you're gone? You don't want to be with other women, I'll feel distressed. You can't talk and don't count, the person you said was wrong wasn't me, even if my family is sorry for Sister Meng, but what's wrong with me?
Can you please not leave me...... Isn't it just that I speak badly and have a stubborn temper? I can't change it? I also learn from them to be gentle and generous and soft-spoken, and I can't be tough if I don't be strong? You know how long you haven't hugged me?"
Under the sobbing flow, my speech was also slurred, and after this long paragraph, I was not lightly tired.
It was the only time I faced my heart defenselessly, I showed my softest and most unwanted vulnerability, I just wanted to keep the man I loved, and at that moment, I just wanted to keep him.
I took the initiative to turn my head and kiss the man's neck and follow my jaw to find his lip line.
He was like a piece of wood and didn't give me any response.
I slapped him on the shoulder and beat him in the chest angrily and hatefully, and scolded him for cheating on my feelings and scum, and he didn't answer or argue.
In the end, I was tired, sweat ran through the wound and the ground hurt, and I could only lie on my stomach weakly.
He finally moved, raised his arm to hug me, and whispered in my ear, "Be yourself, there will be many people who love you and appreciate you." He's a bastard, he's sorry for you, and he doesn't deserve your attention and sympathy. ”
As I was groggy and put on the back seat again, I used the last of my strength to hook his neck and imprint his lips.
I thought he still wouldn't say anything, but I didn't expect him to kiss me back gently, and slowly, it became hot.
"Forget about him. He said.
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I sat in my hospital bed in a state of decadence, reminiscing about the experience that I didn't know if it was a dream or a real experience.
If that man was really Chu Qingchuan, why did he say these things to me? Could it be just repentance? If he really saved me, he would definitely come to see me again, right? Didn't the doctor say that there was a man who kept coming to visit me.
I firmly believe that he saved me. Maybe he chased me out when he heard the door close when I was leaving, saw me leave the car, and thought that it was not safe for me to go home alone, so he came out to look for me?
He still cares about me.
I couldn't help but defend him, but I knew very well that I couldn't say the same words of prayer as I did when I had a fever.
If he had heard it, he would have understood my mind. So when he came to see me, did he change his mind?
With such anticipation, I waited from noon to dusk.
The wound was caused by the glass of a broken wine bottle inserted into the back, and it was particularly painful because of the thin fat on the back.
The doctor said that I would be fatal, and if I inserted it into my spine a little more, I might be half paralyzed.
I asked her how her injuries were.
She said that it was okay, but it would definitely leave a scar, and she couldn't show her back in the future.
I said that it would not be revealed, who would show it......
I lay on my hospital bed, looking up at the lattices on the ceiling, counting them one by one, but I couldn't count them all in turn.
When I heard a knock on the door of the ward and a black figure walked in, I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping.
I could feel him slowly approaching the bed, as if he had brought something to the bedside table.
The faint smell of perfume on my body was familiar, and my palms immediately sweated, and I couldn't do it nervously.
Is it him?
I slowly opened my eyes as I felt him sit down.
What caught my eye was the face of a strange man.
Although I don't know him, his righteousness is so strong that I can't help but look at him carefully.
Sword eyebrows and starry eyes, dark skin, straight and upright figure, and most importantly, this sitting posture is very military.
"How are you awake?" he didn't resist my straightforward look, but looked at me.
"Did you save me? Who are you?" I asked directly.
He was also very happy and told me directly that he was a police officer, and that he was passing by last night on a mission and happened to see that I was being violated.
I stared at him, he didn't hide from my gaze in the slightest, I didn't feel like he was lying. After all, there was indeed a police car passing by at that time, and maybe there was no horn behind it.
And the smell on his body is indeed very similar to Chu Qingchuan. I may have fantasized about being Chu Qingchuan because of this breath, and he doesn't talk much, which also fits the characteristics of the man who saved me.
Later, I remembered that I was really stupid, that people were professionally interrogated, and that I actually judged that he was not lying?
"Thank you, if it weren't for you I'd be finished. I say it from the bottom of my heart.
Suddenly I was shocked, if it was him, what I said and what I did...... Oh my God, is it a dream? If it wasn't a dream, he kissed me?
I didn't dare to think about it, so I knocked on the side and said, "I heard the doctor say that I had a high fever when I sent it, and I didn't say any nonsense at the time, right? ”
He replied "no" naturally, and told me that I had fainted after he had rescued me, and that he had just said something in his dreams that he could not understand.
I let out a reassuring sigh.
I can't tell if it's joy or loss. I won't say that stupid thing in the future, maybe it's the will of God, the truth I finally said didn't let Chu Qingchuan hear it.
On the other hand, wouldn't I be even more embarrassed if he heard it but was unmoved? So I should be glad!
When I was stunned, the police comrade said that seeing that I was in good shape, I could start recording a confession.
"What's your name?" I have to remember the name of my savior.
He looked at me with bright and clear eyes and said, "Xing Jing." ”
"Oh, you're a detective, that's amazing. But your surname? The criminal police team is quite large, and I want to send you a pennant, so I have to write my name. I said politely, thinking that this officer was afraid that his reading comprehension was not very good, and I was obviously asking for a name and not a profession.
He licked his lower lip and said again: "My surname is Xing, and my name is Jingjing." Forget about pennants, you don't need them. ”
There is an element of embarrassment in the air.
I hurriedly complimented: "People are like their names, and this name is really predictable." ”
At first glance, he was a resolute person, he didn't talk much, he didn't pay attention to my poor mouth and started to write it down for me. After that, he said that since he woke up, he would quickly contact his family to take care of him, and he would not come in the future.
I tried my best to keep a call from my benefactor, but I didn't succeed, so I gave up my efforts.
After he left, I picked up my phone and realized that Liu Shan had sent me a message.
"Sister Jiaoyang, I came to the hospital according to the agreement, and the matching was very successful. She said.
I'll communicate with Mr. Chu about the rest of the things I will do, and you don't need to look for me anymore.
She replied in seconds: "Sister Jiaoyang, since you have broken up, I will snatch Mr. Chu from that woman." ”
I was stunned and asked her if she just didn't know what she was talking about.
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