After coming back, Yingying just fell asleep with the child in her arms every day, her mind was blank, and some language fragments began to emerge intermittently-

"My Ying'er ......"

"It was February 2, 1980, the day the dragon raised its head, and I was dragged into the devil's cave by the dark force, and I started the second half of my life ...... involuntarily"

“…… Since then, I have been carried forward by fate, being a lover, opening a kiln, selling drugs and smuggling, and carrying a life lawsuit, if it weren't for the fact that I met you, I don't know how far I could go in this life......"

"I know, you are cruel to me, and I don't blame you. But I was suddenly so scared, maybe I was afraid to see you again, maybe I was afraid that I would never see you again. For more than 20 years, my eyes always appear in front of your childhood, your kissed and lovely appearance always comes to entangle my mother's heart from time to time, I am so evil, I know that my Ying'er is older, and she is no longer my obedient child in swaddling clothes. I thought maybe I was too afraid of death and just wanted to leave this world after seeing you one last time......"

……

The more Yingying read from the letter that Lin Hong's affection and despair were like the sea, the more her heart was calm, almost indifferent, without a ripple.

It's still that injustice. It turned out that that night, it was she who desperately snatched Yingying from Hu Lambfei, but she didn't expect her subordinates to kill Hu Lambfei by mistake. Since then, her fate has taken a turn for the worse, opening her desperate life mode. Originally, Hu Lambfei was very backstaged, his father was still a senior municipal law official, how could he accept his son's untimely death, he did not hesitate to use all his power and connections, and it took two years to pry open a huge underground chain integrating money laundering, smuggling, and casino pornography.

After two or three days of silence, Yingying finally decided to set off. The world is big, life is big, a person who is about to say goodbye to the world, she doesn't want to argue with her anymore, although her heart has always been very uneven. She first dialed the phone number of her grandparents and grandmother, and the old voice with a thick accent on the other end of the phone was on the other end of the phone, and the two sides tried hard to communicate back and forth several times, only to learn that Lin Hong was now locked up in the detention center, and her relatives were not allowed to see her, and she was executed half a month later.

Under the escort of Liao Guanghui,—— Liao Guanghui especially supported her this time, he raised sufficient funds for her,—— probably because he thought that Yingying's mother must be an extraordinary woman, I hope Yingying can make this trip worthwhile. Yingying and her son got on the train to the south and traveled long distance to that strange city. I followed the address to find an old-fashioned and dilapidated residential building in the depths of the city, which seemed secluded and desolate, probably because the original residents had moved out, and occasionally the people were migrant workers. After inquiry, Yingying knocked on a cramped door. It is two old people with vicissitudes of life and a lonely expression, and they must be her grandparents.

"I won't let me see you now. It's time to wait until the execution and the body is collected. ”

"Then when you collect the corpse, do you still call to see the living face?" The grandmother, who was sitting there slumped, tried to open her dazed eyes with severely loose bags under her eyes and collapsed eye sockets and asked. Although they look very old, the tenacity and vicissitudes of life in their bones cannot be concealed, although this really does not play a role except for the chic desolation of the evening scene.

"Then I'll have to show you the living face. There has to be a family to say goodbye and collect the body. ”

The two old men went back and forth about the saddest thing in the world, but without any emotion. Grief is only the outer edge of pain, and when one needs to face it, it is also a supreme ability to maintain grief.

"How can it be so serious?"

"You go and find Xiao Peng, your mother arranged it. ”

Who is Xiao Peng?" How could Yingying be so familiar with the name? It was said from Hu Lambfei's mouth, and at the wine table in Happy Valley, it can be regarded as a generation of heroes. What are you looking for him? Are there any twists and turns in between?

Early the next morning, Peng Zechou came to the door. It was his grandparents who informed him by phone, and he came over immediately. Entering the door, the whole room seemed cramped and cramped. Peng Zechou is a personable middle-aged man with a heroic spirit hidden between his eyebrows. When he spoke, Yingying could tell from his deep facial features that he must have been an extraordinary person when he was young.

When she looked at him, Peng Zechou was also looking at her. Yingying knew her own humility, especially in front of him.

"You're married?"

"Hmm!" Yingying nodded, holding Siqi in her arms, yes, she had to be married.

"Oh, she shouldn't know it yet......" Peng Zechou said earnestly, bowing his brows. "For many years, in her heart, you are a piece of her heart, and she has been mentioning you, and she has cried sadly. ”

Yingying also kept her head down and listened, her situation and thoughts were drawn closer for a while, and then far away. From Peng Zechou's heavy words, Yingying once again clearly learned the charges that led Lin Hong to the end of the road. There is not only the crime of manslaughter caused by Yingying, but also her illegal opening of underground casinos, sex trading, and the most fatal one is that she is involved in a large underground drug trading market. Peng Zechou deeply repented, although he was a grasshopper on a rope, in the end, it was Lin Hong who took up several of his sins without hesitation, so that he could temporarily escape the punishment of the law. All the crimes are for her life, she is also born hopeless, born without love, the greatest hope is to see Yingying for the last time in her life. "She is going to be euthanized. Peng Zechou said to Yingying.

Peng Zechou's words jumped into Yingying's mind one after another, and suddenly the skin of his whole body was cold and terrifying. "I'll tell you the truth, I didn't plan to come! Since I couldn't see her when I was alive, she wasn't by my side when I needed her so much, and she grew up with me, so why did she remember to see me again when she was at her end?......" Yingying said with full of anger.

"That means that you still have an unusual place in her heart, you are her only concern in this world......" Peng Zechou looked at Yingying and said seriously.

"Hehe......" Yingying sneered after hearing this, and Fang said, "I know,...... I'm the only blood and bone she has left in this world!"

Peng Zechou raised his head and looked at Yingying when he heard this, his expression changed from serious to severe, and finally he opened his mouth almost violently: "It's not that you buried her life—— do you know? If it weren't for your appearance, we wouldn't have taken her life! We wouldn't have come to this point...... Alas——" Peng Zechou sighed deeply after speaking, he knew that it was useless for him to be angry like this.

"Life doesn't start over!" he stood up. He knew that if he had been less humble and cowardly, she might not have suffered those changes. There will be no regret between them, which is as heavy as a mountain and as deep as the sea......

He paced to a wall and stood in front of the old-fashioned picture frame that hung on the wall. The photo frame is full of photos of Lin Hong, large and small, from various periods, most of them when she was young. There is no doubt that the light is bright and charming, and that kind of demeanor is incomparable to the current Yingying, and Yingying saw it after she came. But what Yingying couldn't see was the Lin Hong in the depths of Peng Zechou's memory.

At that time, she was a fairy in colorful clothes, and he was just a poor boy who could only look at it from afar.

I still remember that year, in the middle of the night when he was about to wander the rivers and lakes, he quietly came to her window alone, the kind of heart-wrenching despair and helplessness for dreams and love, ruthlessly beating his fiery young heart, he knew that only by pouring out his unsustainable heart, he could open his heart to carry the turbulent manhood-

That night, even if everything was put down, there was still the young man's endless cry flowing in the dark night, and finally it was swallowed up by the dark night......

Who knew that the streamer was ruthless, and when she heard her again, she suddenly fainted as yesterday. He learned from the side that she had fallen from the Nine Heavens Moon Fairy into a forest girl in the Wind and Dust Pool. And he no longer has that young heart, he is already far away in the rivers and lakes. In this way, I once thought that their lives and dreams were so ethereal, but I didn't think that meeting again would be a different landscape.

By chance, someone introduced her to him as a private stunner.

Once facing her who had faded her colorful clothes, he was a little at a loss, it was the trembling of his humble young heart, and the awe of the supreme holy aura of the past. This is very ridiculous to him, a grassroots talent who has fought hard to kill the beginning, will he still have those pure thoughts when he reaches middle age? Yes, it is true to him! Decades later, the feelings of his youth have not been exhausted in the merciless tempering of the years, and when he sees her again, he is still beautiful. Even those warblers and swallows around them are just some dusty flowers.

However, at this time, they were already deep in the red dust. It has been spent not flowers, fog is not fog.

He voted for her, and she repaid him a peach.

I thought it was a seamless cooperation, but I didn't expect that there was a certain number in the dark.

I have always lived every day as the end of the world, and the happiness in the trembling is as gorgeous as summer flowers, constantly repeating the decision, and being happy back and forth. Just as they made their last decision to enter the quiet autumn, they finally heard the sound of the collapse from all over the world.

Through the window on the second floor, Yingying saw Peng Zechou, who looked lonely, walking towards a black car, and a young attendant immediately came over and opened the door for him. Yingying remembered in a trance that someone had mentioned his stormy years in the past-

Since your mother's accident, he has decided to withdraw,—— but the kind of happiness they expect will never be seen again......"

Yingying listened to the words of her grandfather behind her, and thought that there might be a different kind of legend between them that could not enter the world......

In the days when she stayed at her grandparents' house, Yingying was depressed and breathless, although the two old people tried to be as calm as possible, but the anxiety was still seen from the frequent wake-up of the two old people every night and relying on a large number of drugs to maintain. Yingying had to choose to go out occasionally for a walk.

Finally came that day, the day of execution. It's also time to allow the family to see each other for the last time and say goodbye. It turned out that there was a plan not to let the two old men see them off, and the white-haired people sent the black-haired people, and that kind of grief may only be deeply felt by those who are immersed in the scene. But they still can't let their daughter go too lonely, they have to accompany her on her last journey, and the last journey for their family.

When Lin Hong walked over from afar across the fence, when she saw her family and Yingying, who was holding her child and snuggling up to her parents, her tears poured down.

"Shout 'Mom!'" Grandpa said to Yingying.

Yingying saw Lin Hong, who was still wearing delicate makeup and still dressed appropriately,—— that was also the humane side of the prison, and she was allowed to say her final goodbye to her family before she was sentenced. It's just that she has been in prison for more than two years, and the elegance, wisdom and self-confidence in her original body have long been worn out, replaced by an extremely hopeless and lonely look. Yingying hesitated, and finally shouted: "Mom——" In this life, she finally called her so earnestly, but at such a moment.

"Ah......h Lin Hong couldn't stand it a little, she looked at Yingying, tears blurred her vision, and the whole person seemed to be paralyzed all of a sudden, and the prison guards on both sides supported her.

Lin Hong stretched out her hand tremblingly,—— she was covered in heavy shackles, her whole person was skinny, and she was completely out of shape. She wanted to touch Yingying, but Yingying hugged Siqi but looked at her, and couldn't help but feel creepy. I don't know why, at this moment, she suddenly told herself compassionately that she was just going to fulfill her last wish for her? Lin Hong's hand touched the child's shirt.

"—Is it your child?" Lin Hong asked as she looked at Siqi.

Yingying looked back at Siqi and nodded, "Well, yes." ”

Lin Hong nodded with relief and smiled tearfully: "Well, that's good...... It's like when you were younger...... I didn't expect you to become a mother so soon......"

When Yingying heard this, she turned her head to look at Siqi, and for a while, along with the encounter of more than two years of separation, rushed to her heart, and then fell silent, and both sides fell into a situation where they no longer spoke. Once the same situation, different choices.

"Thank you! I came to see me off—— my blessing ......" Lin Hong looked at Yingying's mother and daughter intently, her thoughts were very disturbed for a while, and then she calmed down in an instant,—— life has not looked back! She looked back at Peng Zechou,—— "Is it all done?"

Peng Zechou reached out and took out a stack of documents from his office bag, and showed them to Lin Hong one by one: "It's done." - That's all I can do, my assets are all frozen. When Peng Zechou took out those materials, he said calmly. Lin Hong looked at him in surprise.

Yingying looked at all this indifferently, yes, Peng Zechou came over that day to take away her identity documents, and only said that she had transferred part of her property to her name in accordance with Lin Hong's wishes. In fact, Lin Hong no longer has any property in her name, and the so-called property was also discussed with Peng Zechou. After the incident, she knew that she would not be able to get out this time, so she discussed the final decision with Peng Zechou without hesitation, and she took all the original sins. Later, through some turnover mediation, Peng did temporarily escape a lot of responsibility,—— although the above investigation has not been relaxed, but for the aftermath entrusted to him by Lin Hong, of course he must do it. Now, the above has begun to move him.

At this moment, Yingying next to her listened, but said, "I don't need anything!" After saying that, she looked at Siqi, Lin Hong looked at her in astonishment, Yingying's face was resolute.

Yes, she is alive and well, and she has fought back forcefully with the child in her arms! Yes, after so many years of separation, is she really alive and well? I still remember the back of her hysterical outpouring and resolute departure on that day, which was all she owed her.

"Hehe......" Lin Hong laughed sadly——Oh my God! What kind of sin did she create, why didn't she let her go in the end?!! Lin Hong raised her face indignantly, and her face was full of tears.

"You know that ——" the grandfather on the side opened his mouth in great sadness, "your place is so ignorant and backward, and she has been in that situation for so many years." You see, at this point today, God has punished her, child, why can't you forgive her?—— although she has not been able to take care of you before, but I still hope that you can live a good life, after all, you are the only flesh and blood she left in this world......" Grandpa looked at her tremblingly. I said it was good at home before, and I said goodbye to her when I met her, and I was not to blame for the past. Yingying listened, and finally fell speechless.

Grandma has been helping Lin Hong arrange her clothes through the fence, whimpering, "My child...... You go first, and we'll come later...... Don't be afraid?......"

When Lin Hong heard this, she hugged her mother: "Okay! Mom...... I will be reincarnated as a kitten and puppy in my next life—— I will no longer be a man! I will no longer be your daughter! It is too difficult to be a man! I will be a kitten and a puppy...... I'll be at your feet...... Serve you!Okay?Mom!Woohoo......"Woowoo......"

Yingying next to her looked at her mother and daughter and cried together, her heart was like a knife, and tears were like rain. Yingying saw Lin Hong crying with such despair and helplessness, just like a child, at such a juncture of yin and yang, she completely lost the courage to be in the rivers and lakes in the past.

"It's come to this, don't be overly sad," the old man said, "Explain everything that should be explained, let's go all the way!"

"Dad!Mom!What my daughter owes you in this life is only to pay it back in the next life! Ying'er ——" Lin Hong turned around, but felt speechless, her eyes fell on Siqi's immature face, Yingying's clothes were cheap and poor, and Siqi was the same, but she was well taken care of. Nothing is better than that. Looking at it like this, she smiled. "That's great! Thank you all for coming to see me,—— Dad! Mom! Ying'er! I'm going! Soon, we'll see each other, don't feel sorry for me, my future...... I'll leave it to you!"

"Zechou! Thank you!" Lin Hong turned to Peng Zechou, Peng Zechou took a step forward, clasped his hands tightly, and instantly burst into tears. "Thank you for coming to see me off, thank you for everything you did for me......"

"No! I have to thank you!" Peng Zechou couldn't help but tears blurred when he said, thinking that he was a dignified seven-foot man at such a point of life and death, and he burst into tears, "Thank you for the companionship and beauty you brought me! Since the incident came out, I have also figured out a lot, you just left me in another form, but your soul will not! Now I have handled everything simply, and then arrange your funeral, we can meet in another world, are you still willing to accompany me?"

Lin Hong nodded deeply when she heard this, and couldn't help but have tears in her eyes: "I am willing to ......—— Cui Weixuan is still in your hands?"

"Of course! it will always be our own place, where everything is kept in the way you like it, and you are welcome home! I am waiting for you......"

"Thank you......" The two hugged and cried.

After a long time, Lin Hong withdrew, bowed deeply to everyone, and turned away speechlessly. What is left behind is the slightest sobbing that relatives can no longer hold.

"Mom——"

Yingying watched Lin Hong gradually walk away, and finally opened her mouth to summon. Lin Hong turned her head hesitantly when she heard this, looked at Yingying, and only heard Yingying say: "We are waiting for you here, go home——"

Lin Hong nodded and smiled with satisfaction, then turned around and walked forward.

In the torture room, Lin Hong was already tightly stretched on the torture bed, and her bony body involuntarily twitched and spasmed on the torture instrument-

The executions were carried out by two young and Peugeot female forensic doctors, dressed in neat uniforms. As soon as one of them slapped her hand on the part of her arm to be injected, Lin Hong couldn't help but bounce up with an "ah" reflex. Then she looked at the syringe in the hand of the other forensic doctor in horror, and her body couldn't help but swing from side to side.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. The medical examiner gently stroked her veins back and forth with his hand, and rubbed her around with the other hand in the hope that she would be able to relax her whole body. Helplessly, her whole body was still twitching and spasming, her whole face was still terrified, and her mouth kept moaning: "Ah...... Ah......h

Seeing that she still couldn't calm down, the two forensic doctors looked at each other and nodded. One of them used psychological counseling, and while stroking her, he said as tactfully as possible: "Let it go...... Don't ......be afraid, it'll be fine for a while, and you'll be ...... soon. Close your eyes and breathe deeply...... A moment passed...... Think about the best time......"

Lin Hong finally calmed down, slowly closed her eyes, and her whole body gradually relaxed—the best time......

————

Needles were slowly injected into her body......