"How come?" Jin Xiaoyi said in surprise: "Although I have only been in contact with you for half a day, I think you are a very good girl." ”

Tang Mi shook his head with a smile and said, "Sister, I have a lot of shortcomings, I am lazy, I love vanity, and my mind is not very good, I am a very bad person." She looked at her hands, "Before, I really didn't know why I was alive and what I could do with life. I always blame the people around me for not giving me better, or resenting others for robbing me of what should belong to me, I always hate people, I really ...... It's terrible. Even now, I still can't get rid of my bad habits......"

"Don't say that about yourself. Jin Xiaoyi held Tang Mi's hand, looked at her and said: "Who in this world does not have any advantages and disadvantages? Because they are not perfect, they are people, have you ever seen a person who has no shortcomings at all? If you want to talk about the dark side, I believe that everyone has it, even the most noble and selfless person." Never compare yourself to the worst of yourself, you are just yourself, not others, how do you know that others must be better than you?"

"Yes. Tang Mi said, "Actually, I have a sister who was born to my father and his ex-wife, and I have been envious of my sister since I was a child, although I always rely on my parents to love me and spoil me, so I rob her of things and bully her." In front of her, I have an indescribable sense of superiority, like a little princess, my mother and I both think that she should live in disgrace in this life, who knows, my sister she is smart and hardworking, after graduation became a doctor, my father on the surface did not smile at my sister, and was angry that my sister did not go to work in his hospital, but in private, he was proud of my sister. ”

Tang Mi recalled: "Several times, I followed my father to dinner, and when he drank with his friends and colleagues, he would inevitably compare their children with each other. His eldest daughter Tang Xiao has excellent grades in medical school, gets a special scholarship every year, and after graduation, she entered a good hospital, and soon became a golden sign of surgery, young and capable, and looks very good, these are obvious to everyone, so when my dad is triumphant, other people will also express envy to my father, and some have sons in their own families, so they told my father that they want to form a family with our family, but guess what my father said?"

Jin Xiaoyi was stunned when she heard this, she only knew that Tang Xiao's father had a very bad attitude towards her, Tang Xiao had secretly cried about this before, and in Tang Xiao's student days, this was almost the most painful thing for her. Jin Xiaoyi remembers very well that there was a parent-teacher meeting in the class in high school, but Tang Xiao's father did not come because he was busy with work, she was sad for a long time alone, Jin Xiaoyi asked her what was wrong, Tang Xiao said that as long as it was her sister's parent-teacher meeting, her father was never absent once, even if her sister's grades were always at the end of the crane, and she was always at the top of the class. Jin Xiaoyi looked at Tang Xiaoxiao, who had always been strong, and her eyes were red, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

However, from Tang Mi's mouth today, she learned that Tang Xiao's father still had this daughter in his heart. It's just that Tang Xiao won't have a chance to know.

What's more, the current Tang Xiao is no longer the little girl who longed for her father's love. When I needed my father's favor the most, I didn't get a trace of warmth, and now even if I make up for it, what can I make up for?

After a long time, Jin Xiaoyi found her voice: "What did your father say?"

"My father said that his daughter is such an excellent talent, she should dedicate her life and passion to medicine, and before the age of thirty, she will definitely be able to achieve greater achievements, and when the time comes, what kind of person in Chengbei can be worthy of his daughter?" Tang Mi vividly imitated his father's smug appearance when he spoke.

Jin Xiaoyi laughed when she heard this: "And then?"

"No more. Tang Mi said, "My sister is no longer a doctor now, but she is married quite well, although my father is still not satisfied." My mother always complained at home, saying that my sister was married too well, and such a good marriage should fall on my head. ”

"You think so too?" Jin Xiaoyi said in surprise.

"I'll tell you the truth, I used to think so. Tang Mi smiled bitterly: "I said, I'm a very bad person." I even ......" Tang Mi paused suddenly, "I also seduced my brother-in-law", I can't say it anyway. She didn't know why, but she said so much to a strange big sister today. But she knew that no matter how tolerant the other party was with her, she would not tolerate her despicable past.

She thinks back to her more than 20 years of life, because she has always acted arbitrarily and vainly, and almost no true friends around her. Her circle of friends is showing affection, showing diamond clips, and showing fragrant cars and BMWs every day, as if all the meaning of life is comparison. She used to think that there was nothing wrong with this, and that living for material things was the most natural thing to do, but during this time, her thoughts seemed to have changed slightly.

She thinks that she needs a normal friend, not those so-called good sisters and girlfriends who compete with each other in a harmonious group on the surface.

“…… I was jealous of my sister. Tang Mi's voice lowered.

Jin Xiaoyi thought of Pei Yuansheng's deep affection for Tang Xiao, and her eyes dimmed a lot.

Although she was very reluctant to admit it, why hadn't she been jealous of Tang Xiao?

If Pei Yuansheng could treat herself as well as Tang Xiao, she wouldn't be so sad.

Because of Tang Xiao in his heart, that person didn't even give himself a chance to get close to him.

"Silly girl," after a while, Jin Xiaoyi showed a self-deprecating smile: "Who hasn't been jealous of others? People will always compare the people around them with themselves, but as long as you live, there will always be people who are better than you and beautiful to you, and it is normal to be jealous, as long as you are good at using jealousy to motivate yourself to be better, instead of attacking and framing others because of jealousy, so what does it matter?" Don't always blame yourself, know that things happen for a reason, in this world, there are no negative emotions for no reason, of course, I don't encourage you to be jealous of others, but I want you to face up to your own jealousy - it's common, it's not unusual, it's not worth being too confused and bothered about it. ”

"Is that really the case......" Tang Mi fell into thought, is it true that everyone has been jealous of others, so who has Tang laughed at her?

The wind chimes hanging at the door of the "Jingle Bell ......" were gently swayed by the wind, and the small wind chimes came, gently echoing in the quiet bubble tea shop in the afternoon.

There were no other customers in the store, and it was the middle of the shift change, and the two clerks on duty in the morning were handing over at the counter in the afternoon, and there was no sound except for the occasional conversation.

Whether it is Tang Mi or Jin Xiaoyi, at this moment, they all think of Tang Xiao, the woman who has had an irreplaceable impact in their lives.

For Jin Xiaoyi, Tang Xiao is a classmate, a friend, and a rival.

For Tang Mi, Tang Xiao is a sister who makes her want to be close deep in her heart, but she can't really get close to her.

It's a contradiction.

"Mi Mi!" A man appeared in the doorway, interrupting the brief silence with his hurried call.

Tang Mi's eyes widened suddenly, and he stood up from his seat. But he looked at the man who was walking towards him at a loss.

Jin Xiaoyi saw the complex intertwining of emotions from Tang Mi's face, and roughly guessed that the person she came to was probably her lover, the man named "Cheng Feng".

Turning his head slightly, he saw a young man who had already approached, with a very handsome face, wearing a black suit and a Patek Philippe watch, and his whole body exuded a sense of nobility that he could only have since he was pampered.

This temperament made her involuntarily think of Pei Yuansheng again, who she hadn't seen for a long time.

The impact of family history is fatal. People like Pei Yuansheng or Cheng Feng are always materially calm, which is easy to say, but not everyone can do it.

Compared with Cheng Feng, Pei Yuansheng's calmness is not only reflected in the material, probably in this world, there is no one or thing that can make him lose his temper, except for Tang Xiao.

Jin Xiaoyi sighed in her heart.

Cheng Feng seemed to have a lot to ask Tang Mi, but after realizing Jin Xiaoyi's existence, he immediately turned his inquiring eyes to her first.

Jin Xiaoyi introduced herself: "Hello Chengfeng, I am Mi Mi's friend, Jin Xiaoyi." ”

She took it upon herself to install herself as Tang Mi's friend, otherwise, it would be difficult to explain why she appeared here, and she and Tang Mi seemed to sit intimately. Of course, she hopes that her identity can help Tang Mi mediate the possible or erupting contradictions between her and Cheng Feng.

However, Tang Mi's eyes became strange in an instant.

She remembered that she didn't say that her name was Tang Mi, so how did this strange woman named Jin Xiaoyi know her name and call her nickname so casually?

"Hello Miss Jin, I'm Mi Mi's boyfriend, Cheng Feng. Although Cheng Feng doubted Jin Xiaoyi's identity in his heart, thinking that she and Tang Mi didn't look like "friends" and more like sisters, he still stretched out his right hand to her.

The two hands clasped in mid-air, and Jin Xiaoyi smiled slightly: "Mr. Cheng, please take a seat." ”

The three of them sat down, Cheng Feng ordered a cup of coffee, then looked at the Japanese-style matcha and blueberry egg tarts in front of Jin Xiaoyi, and asked a little puzzled: "When will the store sell these?"

"Hmm. Tang Mi was still angry with Feng in his heart, plus he was young and had not learned the ability to pretend in front of his lover, so at this time, the whole person looked wooden and wooden, and he didn't want to take care of Cheng Feng's appearance.

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