010 Psychological disorders
The sound was as cold as ice that would not melt for thousands of years, and even if it was left in the sun for thousands of years, it would not be able to melt.
It is this coldness that makes the mirror wake up like a dream.
At a certain moment just now, she thought that Shen Linhui was standing in front of her, thought that he had found her, and thought that they could be together.
But in fact, the person in front of her was just watching her jokes.
With a self-deprecating smile, she picked up the things on the ground one by one, and found the medicine she was looking for.
And Shen Linshu still looked at the mirror, didn't help her, didn't say half a word to her, just watched her struggle alone.
Holding the medicine bottle in the palm of his hand, he stood up.
She didn't feel anything about Shen Linshu's inaction, anyway, she wouldn't have anything to do with this person, and she didn't want to have anything to do with him.
She and he were originally strangers.
He deliberately embarrassed her, and she suffered this time, and never to see her again.
It's just that this face, which is five or six points similar to Shen Linhui, disturbs her heart and makes her more eager to get Shen Linhui's love, or a warm hug.
The more she thought about it, the more sour her her heart became, she suppressed her attachment to Shen Linhui and got up to leave.
But when she passed by Shen Linshu, the tears she had been holding in her eyes happened to fall, and they happened to be seen by Shen Linshu.
……
Back in the hotel room, Bang Jing lay directly on the thin sofa and let himself go.
She knew very well in her heart that if she continued like this, she would not be far from death. However, how can she get rid of her inner demons and get rid of the past, but she can't find an exit, let alone a way.
It didn't take long for the phone to ring suddenly, twittering and annoying.
The mirror glanced at the caller and reluctantly connected the phone.
"How's it going?" said the person on the other end of the phone, "Did you sleep well last night?"
Thinking about today's failed negotiations, Bang Jing was very frustrated.
"Pull the mirror?" the man shouted again.
"It feels terrible. Bang Jing turned over and rushed his face inside, "Doctor Xu, maybe you're wrong." I'm not that strong, I can't overcome my mental barriers. ”
"Don't say that. Dr. Hui's voice became much lower, but still full of love, "Your psychological disorders are complex and contradictory. But when you first found me, it proved that you wanted to move on with your life. In that case, let's look forward. ”
Bang Jing frowned painfully, unable to find an exact word to describe her mood, so she could only say, "Someone mentioned that person today." ”
"Who is that person?" Dr. Xu immediately asked, "We have been together for more than a year, and you still hide things from the past." I don't have to force you to talk to you, but if you feel uncomfortable, why don't you talk to someone? I'm your psychiatrist, and I'm your friend. ”
He listened to the words, but remained silent.
She closed her eyes and remembered that she was lying in the hospital room, with pictures of her naked scattered all over the floor, and the man was standing calmly in front of her bed, smiling at her.
"In that case, come back. Dr. Xu sighed, knowing in his heart that he couldn't push people too hard, otherwise it would only be counterproductive, "Let's think long-term." ”
The mirror still didn't answer, silent.
She longed to go back, to hide in that safe shell.
However, she wants grandma's house, and she also wants the name in Shen Linhui's heart.
Thinking of these two points, Bang Jing had to force himself to cheer up.
She hung up Dr. Xu's phone, saying that she would try again, and then started to call Lin Qingyan, but Lin Qingyan refused to answer again and again......
In terms of speculation, she is less than one-ten-thousandth of Lin Qingyan's, and she never imagined that Lin Qingyan had already gone to find her nemesis.