166 I'll give you one last chance
"My style?" Ye Lingxi couldn't help but smile bitterly, and was stunned for a moment before saying with a smile: "Xu Jiu, don't think that you know me very well, and don't think that you are still qualified to meddle in my affairs." As I said, we have not had a relationship with each other for a long time. ”
"How can we not have a relationship? The man in the photo is me, and I am also half responsible for this, I can't let you leave it alone. Xiao porcelain, I don't want to see you hurt, even the slightest, I don't want you to suffer. Let's stop being presumptuous, okay? What we need to do now is how to solve this problem. Not wanting Ye Lingxi to be depressed like this, Xu Jiu pleaded with her.
No matter what the grievances between himself and Xu Jiu were, but at this moment, at least at this moment, Ye Lingxi admitted that what Xu Jiu said made sense.
The people in the photo are him and her, although the person who is behind the ghost now did not release Xu Jiu's appearance, but no one is sure that that person will not make this matter public for the rest of his life.
In essence, Xu Jiu and Ye Lingxi's situation was as precarious, as if there was a knife hanging above his head, which could fall at any time, making his blood splash on the spot.
"So what do you want me to do? The picture is real, and I can't deny the fact that I kissed you. Chu Ning brought me a phone and said that he wanted to issue a statement admitting that he was the man in the photo, and that he wanted to help me out. If the person behind the ghost doesn't release real photos, this may be the best and most perfect option. But do you want him to do this?" In fact, Ye Lingxi would never adopt Chu Ning's idea, but at this moment, she wanted to hear Xu Jiu's answer.
Looking at Ye Lingxi's sad eyes, Xu Jiu knew why she wanted to ask herself this question: "I don't want to, Xiao Porcelain, do you hear that?" I said I don't want to, because I really love you." I had already made up my mind before I came here, I would announce that the man in this photo was me, and I would admit to everyone that we were in love. If public opinion is very bad by then, we can quit the entertainment industry together. ”
After eight years, Xu Jiu was finally willing to give up his dream career and future for himself.
At this time, Ye Lingxi felt that she should be so happy that she wanted to cry, in fact, she did cry, but because the sadness in her heart inflated like a balloon......
In the end, she finally waited for the answer she wanted, but this answer was so many years late.
"I'm very happy that you can give up everything you have now for me, and I'm very happy that you really want to drink. This at least proves that the person I have loved for so many years still loves me a little, so that I will not feel sad. But Xu Jiu, it's too late, it's too late......" Ye Lingxi's vision was gradually blurred by tears, and he choked up.
"It's never too late for as long as you want to. Unless what Cindy said is true, you returned to China this time and never thought about being with me again from the beginning. Tears flashed in Xu Jiu's eyes, and he desperately suppressed the sadness in his heart and whispered.
As early as after Ye Lingxi received a call from Xu Jiu and felt his unusual attitude, Ye Lingxi had a premonition and thought that Xu Jiu must know something.
Hearing Xu Jiu's words at this time, Ye Lingxi understood that his conjecture had come true.
Raising his head to turn back the tears in his eyes, Ye Lingxi was silent for a long time before his choked voice sounded as normal as possible: "Since you know everything, why do you have to ask me again?"
"Because I don't believe it, I don't believe everything Cindy says, I just believe what you tell me. Xu Jiu excitedly stepped forward and grabbed Ye Lingxi's shoulders, forced her to meet his gaze, and said with an urgent expression: "Xiao porcelain, since the first time you stood up for me, I have only identified you in my life. Even though I said goodbye back then, I never thought that one day you would not belong to me, because I never believed that you would not love me. ”
"So what? Just because I love you, I deserve to be abandoned by you? Just because I love you, so if I don't come to you, I deserve to be lonely for the rest of my life, and I will grow old in pain in the process of missing? Xu Jiu, when you say these words, you don't feel weak yourself, don't you think it's ridiculous?" Ye Lingxi never thought that in Xu Jiu's heart, the ending of the story was set like this.
It turned out that in his opinion, after he took the initiative to abandon her, she should still love him unconditionally.
In this world, there may be such a stupid person, but it's a pity that she is not......
"I know I'm ridiculous, I know I'm selfish, and I even know how shameless I am...... But I regret Xiao Porcelain, I don't want anything, I just want you!" Xu Jiu suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Ye Lingxi tightly into his arms, his arms were so strong, for fear that Ye Lingxi would leave him like this.
It wasn't until this moment that Xu Jiu knew that the reason why he didn't regret his decision for so many years was because he was too confident in Ye Lingxi's love.
He has always tacitly agreed in his heart that Ye Lingxi will love him forever unconditionally, as long as he turns his head at any time, she will stand in place and wait for him to come back.
As it turned out, he couldn't have been more wrong!
When Cindy told the cause of Shen Ru's death, when all the facts began to gradually prove that Ye Lingxi had already left the same place, he began to panic and began to fear that he would completely lose Ye Lingxi's love.
Xu Jiu's embrace was firmer than back then, but Ye Lingxi had already felt no temperature.
Letting Xu Jiu hold him, Ye Lingxi chuckled with tears on his face: "Xu Jiu, it's too late, it's really too late." From the day my brother died in a car accident, we couldn't have been. ”
As soon as he heard Ye Lingxi mention Shen Ru, Xu Jiu's heartbeat seemed to suddenly stop for a second.
His body stiffened, and a chill instantly spread from his heart to his whole body.
Holding Ye Lingxi's arms even harder, Xu Jiu seemed to want to rub Ye Lingxi into his body like this, and become one with himself.
Gradually, the strength of the arm turned into a silent tremor.
The tears in Xu Jiu's eyes finally fell, and he cried like an abandoned child, so helpless and afraid: "I'm sorry...... I do not know...... I don't really know ......."
"Yes, you don't know, but I do. Maybe you want to tell me, you don't know that my brother went to your fan meeting to find you for me, and you don't know that he chased the car you left outside the venue in order to see you, and finally was hit and killed by a large truck at the intersection. But I don't know what to do? My brother died because of you and me, you are responsible, I am also responsible, we all deserve to go to hell, and we are not eligible for liberation!" Thinking of the cause of Shen Ru's death, Ye Lingxi couldn't hold back any longer, and reached out and pushed Xu Jiu away.
Because Ye Lingxi was too hard, the two of them each took a few steps back before they could barely stand firm.
Shen Ru's death has always been a pain in Ye Lingxi's heart.
Perhaps neither she nor Xu Jiu were the direct drivers of Shen Ru's death, but they had an unshirkable responsibility for this matter.
If it weren't for wanting her to be happy, Shen Ru wouldn't have secretly gone to Xu Jiu and wanted him to reconcile with him, and if it wasn't for Xu Jiu's avoidance, Shen Ru wouldn't have been hit by a car.
So how much Ye Lingxi hates Xu Jiu, how much she hates herself!
When she was in France, she learned from Shen Ru's diary that she wanted to find Xu Jiu on the day he died.
So Ye Lingxi found a private detective to investigate the things of the year, and it took a lot of effort to restore the things of the year from the monitoring of the road section.
When she watched Shen Ru chasing Xu Jiu's car all the way on the screen, she couldn't help but think of herself on the path in Youlanli.
At that time, she was like Shen Ru on the screen, chasing Xu Jiu's car like crazy, Xu Jiu was in the car, but every time he didn't get out of the car, he didn't even look back......
Some people may say that Shen Ru's death was just an accident, and no one wanted him to have an accident, but Ye Lingxi couldn't forgive himself and couldn't forgive Xu Jiu.
As sinners, they should all pay the price for Shen Ru's death.
"So the reason why you returned to China, and the reason why you approached me so much in every possible way, is to avenge your brother? So what have you been waiting for for so long? You can completely announce my background, announce how selfish I am, announce my relationship with you, what are you waiting for for so long?Or are you also struggling, and you still can't bear me in your heart, right?" After being pushed away, Xu Jiu staggered a few steps before standing firm, and looked at Ye Lingxi with the last trace of hope.
"Don't dream anymore, if I still have any feelings for you, then all I have left is hatred! The reason why I haven't been until now is not for you, but for myself. Growing up, I lived for you. It wasn't until I became an actor, until I slowly fell in love with acting, that I realized that there are many meaningful things I can do in my life besides you. So I hesitated, and in the end I didn't choose to take revenge on you with this method of fish and death. But now, it turns out that people like you and me can only live in dark places, and can never achieve happiness. Ye Lingxi's smile was full of contempt, and he said with a hint of mockery.
Xu Jiu never dreamed that one day he would come to the point where he and Ye Lingxi would meet each other like this: "I understand, so you actually just don't want to be with me, it's not that you don't agree with me announcing our relationship to everyone, you even expect me to do this, because then we can go to hell together." ”
"You're right, I made plans before you came, I'll make a statement announcing who the person in the photo is, and I'll make it clear to everyone what happened between us. Didn't you say you love me? Then I'll give you one last chance. As long as you issue a statement now to explain our relationship, then even if we can't be together again in the future, we will be clear, really clear. Ye Lingxi had completely let go, she picked up the mobile phone on the table, raised her hand and handed it to Xu Jiudao.