Qiu Xinxin raised her finger and pointed to the bed I slept on just now: "The owner of this bed, Zhou Xiaoyu!"

I'll rub, Zhou Xiaoyu, isn't it the girl who turned into a corpse overnight that spread all the rage?

When I saw the news of this case on Zhang Yue's weird website, I thought that Zhang Please deliberately made it scary, but it turned out that there was really Zhou Xiaoyu, and he was really Qiu Xinxin's roommate!

Thinking about the news on Zhang Yue's website, I looked at Qiu Xinxin in front of me again, and struggled in my heart for a while before I made up my mind and asked her tentatively: "Some people say that Zhou Xiaoyu was killed by you, right?"

Qiu Xinxin turned her head, her eyes were a little confused, and she stared at me for a long time before she nodded slowly: "In the eyes of others, this is indeed the case." ”

"What do you mean by this, is it in your heart that you didn't kill her?"

What kind of mentality does a murderer who does not admit that the dead person was killed by her?

Is it afraid to face it, or can't believe it?

At this time, Qiu Xinxin asked me rhetorically: "Then what did you think in your heart when you killed your wife, did you think that your wife was a person who should die, and only when she died, would you be at ease?"

Hearing her ask this, I was also at a loss in my heart.

To be honest, I didn't feel anything when I killed my wife, and my whole being was dominated by rage, both body and soul.

And then I killed someone.

It's like doing something that couldn't be simpler, like eating and sleeping, getting up and going to work, calm, and cruel!

Thinking of myself, I looked at her in front of me again, sighed, and said to her: "Okay, everyone is the same person, let's make an agreement here...... Don't ask each other any more questions, okay?"

She bent her eyebrows and nodded slowly: "We are all sinful people, and the sinful will be punished sooner or later, but my punishment came earlier than yours...... Xiaoyu has come back to ask for his life, Brother Ang, I may not have much time. ”

When she said this, her voice trembled a lot, and my heart trembled a little with her voice.

Seeing the girls around me crying out because of fear or self-blame, I couldn't help but feel a little heartache.

I'm a doctor, but I can't save a patient.

Because since I killed my wife, I have found that I have become more and more mediocre, more and more stupid, and what was once a high-IQ talent has now been reduced to an ordinary person.

Not even as an ordinary person, I was like a rat that could not see the light, living in fear all day long, afraid that one day the police would come and knock on the door.

I'm like this, isn't she, looking at the petite and thin Qiu Xinxin, with a haggard face, I couldn't help but feel an urge to protect her.

This impulse may be a feeling of sympathy, right?

I reached out to hold her face, wiped away her tears, and comforted her softly: "Listen to me, we may not be able to change the world, but we can change ourselves...... If she really comes back to you to ask for her life, then why don't you change places, you can't afford to provoke you, you can afford to hide!"

"Where do you want me to go?"

Qiu Xinxin was even more at a loss, perhaps for a poor student like her, renting a house was an unimaginable burden, so she couldn't be happy with my proposal.

I rubbed her head and said, "Go to me, I'm renting a suite, and there are two empty rooms, if you don't dislike it, you can go and share the rent with me." ”

"I'm afraid you'll dislike me. ”

Qiu Xinxin listened, the expression on her face softened slightly, I patted her on the shoulder, and said, "Probably not, because I'm a person who doesn't pay much attention." ”

"You can see that the sloppy man who came out on a date in pajamas and slippers is none other than you. ”

A smile appeared at the corner of Qiu Xinxin's mouth, her pale little face finally regained a little ruddy, and suddenly she raised her head, her eyes kept going, and her face turned white in an instant.

I saw her staring at the position of the bed opposite, and said without a preface: "Brother Ang...... Xiaoyu, don't you ...... Don't hurt him......"

Before I finished speaking, the corners of my eyes rolled, and the whole person softened, and Qiu Xinxin, who fainted downstairs, looked back, only to see a photo I took off when I was sleeping last night, and for some reason, I actually pasted it back on the wall.

Yes, who, come, too?

After dawn, Qiu Xinxin and I packed up her things and moved out.

It was a sudden, but it wasn't necessarily a bad thing to have one more person in my family, it was better than before.

When I was alone in the past, I always felt that I was living in a tomb, a huge room, without a little breath of life.

Qiu Xinxin's arrival completely changed everything.

Not only did she tidy up the room, but she also kept it warm, with potted plants, goldfish, and the biggest change was that the fridge was stuffed with food.

My life has become regular again, at the very least, I don't have to chew bread for breakfast in the morning, I don't have to rely on instant noodles to satisfy my hunger at noon, and the takeaway guy doesn't have to run to me every day.

There are many women in the house, and the advantages are obvious, but the disadvantage is that the long hair falls everywhere.

I am suffering from the late stage of cleanliness, how can I stand it, for the matter of losing my hair, I have had conflicts with Qiu Xinxin more than once, and this conflict finally turned into a hot war after dinner one day.

When I pinched a long hair from the computer desk in the study, ran to the kitchen angrily, and got angry at Qiu Xinxin, who was washing dishes, Qiu Xinxin, who couldn't bear it, poured a basin of water with the smell of dish soap on me.

The end result of this conflict was that I packed my bags and ran away from home.

The moment I went out, I thought she would symbolically hold me, but she slammed the door and rewarded me: "If you have the ability, you will never come back!"

……

I drove dozens of kilometers to a small village called Guadian Village.

Wang Wei is the principal of the primary school in this small village, and he invited me to come here to relax when he left before, but this time I happened to be kicked out of the house by Qiu Xinxin, and I thought that there was no other place to go, so it was better to come here to have a look.

There is another reason to come here, and that is Zhang Mingxin.

Because this is Zhang Mingxin's hometown, in Qiu Xinxin's school, I didn't find anything, so I had to change my strategy, through all aspects of inquiry, I know Zhang Mingxin's hometown, since his hometown is here, Wang Wei also invited me to come here to relax, so why don't I do it together?

When I came to the elementary school, I saw those few simple classrooms.

I don't understand Wang Wei's thoughts, how could a high-level intellectual, who is so good, come to this place where birds don't to be a teacher?

It is said that the water flows to a low place, and people go to a high place, and Wang Wei is getting worse and worse the more he mixes.

I still remember when I first met them, the picture shown in my head, Wang Wei's avatar corresponds to greed.

How can a greedy person sacrifice everything to come to this kind of elementary school, although he is the principal of an elementary school, but with such a meager salary, he doesn't have much ambition.

At this time, Wang Wei rolled up his sleeves and greeted him, and I saw that he was dirty, as if he had come back from working in the field.

I stared at his appearance for a long time: "I said Mr. Wang, you are not here to teach, but to move bricks here, as if they were rolled out of the mound, are you still like an intellectual?"

"Doctor Wu, you don't know, coming here is much more tiring than moving bricks. ”

Wang Wei poured saliva when he saw me, and seeing his aggrieved look, I believe that he must have suffered a lot.

He reached out and helped me lift my luggage, and then you led me inside.

At this time, the students are in class, and the classrooms on the left and right are filled with the sound of reading, and the teachers' dormitory has to pass through a large playground.

When I was walking on the playground, I asked Wang Wei with a puzzled expression: "Teacher Wang, is this the reward for completing the task before?" If it is really a reward, then you will be rewarded too much. ”

Wang Wei shook his head and said with a generous smile: "Actually, I don't feel much of a loss, I'm still very happy with the children, you will know it after two days of experience here." ”

Seeing that he smiled honestly and happily, I don't know if what he said is true or false.

I frowned again and asked him, "You haven't answered me yet, why the hell did you do this? Did you really come here to move bricks?"

"It's not enough to move bricks, but the school is being expanded and I have to work on the construction site. ”

Wang Wei raised his hand and pointed to the back of the teacher's dormitory building, and I listened with my ears sideways and heard the sound of an excavator.

It seems that what he said is true, the school is indeed expanding, so Wang Wei really rolled up his sleeves and worked hard.

As I spoke, he had already taken me into his dormitory, which was a large room, but there were two beds, and I stared at those two beds and asked him with a puzzled expression, "Have you already prepared my bed?"

"I can't see that you're suspicious all your life, but I'll tell you that this bed isn't for you. ”

Wang Wei put my luggage next to the closet, then turned around and went to the water dispenser to pour water.

He beckoned to me while pouring water: "You sit down first, come to me, don't be too polite, because we are a poor country here, and the conditions are limited, so we can't give you a high-level expectation of a big doctor." ”

"I'm not here for a vacation, what do you do if it's useful or useless?"

Taking the cup from him, I took a sip of water and spoke to him.

I'm not pretending, I'm really thirsty and rushing for the day.

Seeing me drinking water in a hurry, Wang Wei was also stunned: "Have you not drunk water all day, you are thirsty like this." ”

"Hey, it's all a handful of bitter tears, is there instant noodles or something? Come me first, have a bowl to fill your stomach. ”

I drank the water from my glass and searched around for something to eat.

Today I was in a hurry, and I didn't have a good meal halfway, thinking that I could have a good meal when I came up, so I was only given a glass of water.

Wang Wei spread his hands helplessly and told me: "I don't have anything to eat, I eat in the school cafeteria, but the cafeteria is still early, or you can drink a few more glasses of water and top it first." ”

He didn't lie to me, and sure enough, he didn't eat anything, not even a pack of instant noodles.

Bachelors are all birds, I thought I was miserable enough, but I didn't expect him to be more miserable than me.

Anyway, I can order takeout when I'm hungry at home, he doesn't even have a commissary here, and I have to drive seven or eight kilometers to town to buy a pack of cigarettes, and I really got to a place where birds don't.

This second I began to experience what it means to be desperate.

I sat down on the sofa with tears and laughter, and asked him with a little temper: "Teacher Wang, Teacher Wang, you are not a shallow person, you know what the conditions are here, why didn't you explain it to me in advance?"