"You know, I don't dare to eat, as soon as I eat, someone tells me that I'm a murderer, I'm a murderer who destroys other people's families and wants to harm people's families!"

After the accident, Ping An was very afraid of any food, and during that time, as long as she saw any food Ping'an, she would vomit, and she was afraid, afraid that her gluttony would harm herself again.

But she didn't eat anything at all, what could she vomit, even if she vomited in front of the trash can until she fainted, she couldn't eat anything at all, even if she was in a coma, as long as others fed Ping'an's mouth, Ping'an would vomit subconsciously.

Ping An wondered if she hadn't eaten that tempting pastry, if she hadn't drunk that delicious drink, wouldn't she be the notorious murderer?

The doctor said that this was a psychological suggestion, because the blow was too great, and unless Ping An could come out on his own, there was no way at all.

During that time, Yang Hua took Ping An everywhere to see a psychiatrist, but Ping An still vomited as soon as he ate, and finally collapsed to the point that he could only rely on nutritional injections to support Ping An.

Ping An thought, that's it, she really can't hold on.

In the end, Yang Hua really had no choice, and quietly found Ping An's mother, Ping An's life is the most unable, and the most unforgettable picture is that when she has given up, her mother "plopped" and knelt straight in front of her hospital bed.

My mother didn't cry that day, her eyes were red, and she looked at Ping An quietly, and her mother said, "When your father died, you told you not to hate anyone, did you really plan to do your filial piety so much? Why did he have a heart attack? You have disappeared since attending your father's funeral, I thought you cheered up, it turns out that you just want to abandon me as a mother." ”

Mother said: "Ping'an, when my mother gave birth to you at that time, I had a difficult birth, and the doctors said that I couldn't keep you, but you still came to my parents tenaciously, do you know how lucky my parents were at that time, I am glad that you persevered, and my parents named you Ping'an just to let you live this life peacefully and peacefully, but you took your life too lightly." ”

Mother said: "Ping'an, do you think that people all over the world have betrayed you, what about Mom, Sister Yang, and your deceased father, we have always believed in you, can't you really see it, are you really unwilling to be strong even if it is for us?"

The mother said, "Peace, mother, please save yourself, okay?"

Ping'an, who no longer has the slightest strength, can't even reach out to her mother, she can only look at her mother's stubborn refusal to cry with tears in her eyes, in addition to her distress and disappointment in her.

Ping'an, who had not spoken for a long time, finally opened her mouth that day, and she said, "I'm hungry. ”

She saw Sister Yang Hua's smile at that moment, and saw her mother crying with red eyes.

I will be fine, I promise you, peace in my heart and swear.

Since then, Ping An has eaten every meal, although she still can't eat, but she will force herself to eat, and if she wants to vomit, she will endure it, and if she can't help but vomit, she will eat again, and the cycle continues.

To this day, although she still lives on nutrition injections for a long time, at least Ping An can finally eat some light food every day, but eating disorders are still with her, and Ping An knows that as long as her heart knot is not removed, this life will be like this.

Her mother disappeared after that day, and Ping An knew that it was her mother's punishment for herself, and there was only one day when she would really be worthy of her name, and she believed that her mother would forgive her.

"Personally sent me to the police station and used all his connections to get me out, told me my disgust with the eyes of a judge, and sent me to death without giving me a chance to explain from beginning to end, I am a lost dog, every time I think of this, I want to eat more, and when I have enough strength to eat, I will be able to take revenge on you. But what to do, I can't eat it, hahaha, it's ridiculous. "She's ridiculous.

“……”

Silence, extremely depressed silence, heart-piercing pain permeated the three men's bodies, how did they use the peace of their lives to be forced to today's situation step by step by them?

They have been deceiving themselves into thinking that they can make amends, they have always thought that peace is only broken by them, they have been justifying their stupidity, forgiving themselves, comforting themselves, and continuing to enjoy their lives with peace of mind after pretending to be sad.

"What?" "Looking at the distressed looks of a few people, Ping An wanted to laugh, "You can't stand a little eating disorder?"

Ping'an pushed away the two people who looked crumbling at the door through a tissue, "In the next days and nights, I will tell you little by little, how you ruined Tang Ping'an, don't worry, the coming day will be long." ”

Don't you want to blame yourself, don't you want to regret it, then in the days to come, you will always live in self-blame and regret.

After speaking, Ping An disliked and threw away the paper that met Quan Shiyi and Fengji, and left the building without looking back.

After Ping An left, Feng Ji and Quan Shi couldn't support it and sat on the ground, their eyes were empty, Ping An said, she vomited as soon as she ate, no wonder, as soon as they entered the door, they felt that Ping An was too thin, but they were only immersed in the joy of meeting Ping An at that time, and they didn't think about why Ping An was so thin.

Ping An said, they ruined the peace, yes, they ruined the peace, ruined the peace that was simply smiling, what did they do?

The man didn't flick when he had tears, but he didn't get to the sad place, and the three big men who had always stood up to the sky and the earth cried so much that they couldn't help themselves after leaving safely, it hurt too much, and it hurt too much in their hearts.

"Peace, I won't want to be our peace anymore. ”

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The rookie walked on the road with a lot of information, accidentally bumped into someone, and the information was scattered all over the ground, the first reaction of the rookie was to bow his head and apologize to the other party in a panic, sorry and embarrassed.

The person who was hit by the rookie was Yang Hua, Yang Hua didn't care, but squatted down to help the rookie pack up the information, and the rookie who sorted out the information was in a panic and thanked, Yang Hua asked the rookie funny what the name was.

Don't ask. The little rookie subconsciously replied, suddenly realized something and hurriedly spoke: "I said that my name is Mo Qian, not that I won't let you ask." ”

"Got it, go get busy. Yang Hua patted Mo Wen on the shoulder and turned to leave.

When he went downstairs safely, he saw that Yang Hua seemed to be in a good mood, and asked Yang Hua curiously: "What's wrong with you?"

Yang Hua looked at Ping An with a smile, "I seem to have seen the previous peace." ”