Deng Qing didn't seem to understand what Su Yunan was saying, and then he said, "Yunan, you won't tell me that you're not available, right?"

There was a hint of coolness in Su Yunan's eyes, Deng Qing didn't seem to notice it, and his face was still rubbing against Su Yunan's suit.

Su Yunan stroked her hair and said, "Naturally not, it's just that Xiao An's body is not very good, so let her rest at home." ”

Deng Qing smiled and looked at me: "Xiao An, can you go?"

Suddenly I was named, everyone's eyes looked at me, I laughed, and the answer at this time was like I was stuck at a certain point, and I couldn't go back or forth.

I laughed, feeling a little helpless: "It's okay, I can go, and I haven't been out for a long time, so let's relax." ”

Seeing me say this, the whole box laughed, and Mother Deng immediately smiled and said yes.

When I was leaving, I stayed there for a while, and when I saw the waiter clean up the photo and the test sheet without a trace, I knew that the matter was over.

But Deng Qing stuck to Su Yunan even tighter, as if she was afraid that Su Yunan would leave.

If Su Yunan and I want to get out at the same time, we must sacrifice one, I choose to develop a relationship with the men introduced by their family, buy their face, and consolidate the relationship between the two families, and the same is true for business marriages, even if it is a torn piece of paper, you can still continue to write with tape.

Even if it is a relationship that everyone knows well, if they get back together, it can still be treated as if it didn't happen, and they don't know.

After this family dinner, Tang Zheng came over and asked for my contact information, and I gave it to him out of politeness.

After the activities to go to Yueshan were decided, we all had to go home and pack our things.

My mind was in a mess, I felt like I had come back from the walking dead, and when I got home, I couldn't hold back my smile anymore, and I collapsed on the bed weakly.

I covered my face with my hand, and after Xiao Tao helped me clean up my things, I casually caught a glimpse of the newly planted lilies in the room, which were cut exquisitely, I sat up, went over and fiddled with them a few times, and asked, "Did you buy it?"

Xiao Tao replied: "Oh, it was sent by a gentleman surnamed Lu, saying that he hoped that Miss would cheer up as soon as possible." ”

I laughed: "It's hard for him to remember me like that." ”

It's just that I didn't tell him about my current situation, thinking that such a doctor was just a meeting in Pingshui, and there would be no contact in the future, and my birth was completely over, short and sad.

The day of going to Yueshan was set for tomorrow, and Su Yunan accompanied Deng Qing out to buy clothes that night.

I didn't continue to take it in my room, but chose to go to the temple, like Lu Shu taught me last time, kneeling and praying, and after staying for two hours, I made a decision.

When I returned to Su's house, Deng Qing and Su Yunan were in the living room, they were both wearing the same couple shirts, Deng Qing saw me coming back, and hurriedly ran over and asked: "Xiao An, come and help me see, which of these two clothes is good? One gray and one white." ”

She gestured in front of me and asked me to help her make decisions.

I looked at it, and it was all a thick trench coat, so I casually ordered a gray one: "This one." ”

Deng Qing smiled and said: "They are worthy of being brothers and sisters, and their eyes are the same, but I think the yellow ones are better." ”

Deng Qing's every sentence now seems to be sarcastic in my heart, I don't know if it's because I'm too sensitive, I laughed, and said with some incomprehension: "Sister-in-law, I have something I want to say to my brother alone today, please avoid it, don't worry, it's just this time." ”

As soon as I said this, Deng Qing's movements were stunned.

She may be puzzled, after all, a big incident happened in the morning, why am I still so unsuspicious now.

Su Yunan walked over, took the windbreaker in Deng Qing's hand, helped her straighten her collar, and said, "Okay, you go upstairs first." ”

Deng Qing's face was a little bad, and he asked directly, "Will you come back?"

Su Yunan laughed: "Naturally." ”

It's not good if some things are too torn, and I don't dare to do anything about this situation now, Deng Qing slowly went upstairs, but he still looked at us a few times with some anxiety.

I rubbed my eyebrows and watched her go, before I slowly walked out of the door, Su Yunan stood two meters away from me, and was about to walk over, I hurriedly stopped him.

"Brother, you're standing there. ”

Su Yunan's tone was imperceptibly cold, but there was still a hint of ridicule: "It's going to Tang Zheng's phone?

I looked at the lines on the coffee table with a flat face, and said to him: "Brother, I won't joke with you today, I want to ask you a few serious things, and I hope you will answer me truthfully." ”

Su Yunan raised his eyebrows, turned around and sat down next to the sofa, unconsciously playing with the bright diamond ring on his finger, his face was a little dark: "Say it." ”

I laughed and asked, "When did you start smuggling?" ”

He paused, as if he didn't expect me to ask about it, because they talked about smuggling and didn't guard against me at dinner.

It took a few seconds for him to look at me, with a deep meaning in his eyes: "You're interested?"

I didn't answer him, but said, "I was suspicious at first because of the things hidden in the staircase from the second floor to the first floor, brother, you are a businessman, how can you hide guns privately? Do you know that this is illegal?"

He squinted, there was surprise in his eyes, and then he laughed and said, "I was discovered by you, Su Zai'an, should I say that I underestimated you, or did you grow up unconsciously." ”

His fluttering answer was in stark contrast to my excited questioning, and I was puzzled: "Did your father also do smuggling in the past? The Su family has such a good reputation abroad, aren't you afraid that if these things are exposed, your road will be ruined?"

"Who will be exposed?" Su Yunan suddenly asked me.

I was choked up, and I was about to say that there is no airtight wall, when he suddenly stood up and slowly approached me: "Will you expose me? Will you accidentally tell you that Dr. Lu who has a police brother?"

My pupils dilated, and his heart began to beat faster.

"I—I didn't mean that. "I found that I was still afraid of him, and even though I had practiced this question many times in my mind, I would still be afraid when it was actually put into practice, even if it was just a light question.

"Then what do you mean. "Su Yunan was close to me, I leaned back, and the whole person was very nervous.

I began to hate myself for being useless, unable to speak at the critical moment, because I was afraid of this man from the bottom of my heart.

I clenched my fists and said to him word by word: "I won't say it, because I thought a lot about this kid after he was gone." ”

He said, "Tell me about it." ”

I said, "I thought about it, the source of this child was an accident, I was confused to keep him, but I found that there are some things that I can't grasp at all, because it is not mine, you or the child." ”

He didn't speak, but was silent for a long time, I never asked him if he loved me, because I knew that he had affection for me, more than ten years, no matter how ruthless he was, wasn't he also a human being, and people's hearts were not flesh and blood?

But those feelings are not enough to support anything.

My child is gone, will he feel guilty?

Yes, but not for long.

Seeing that he didn't speak, I lifted my clothes, revealing the horrible scars inside.

The wounds in my body have never been cleaned, and every time the old wound is not healed, the new wound is added.

"Brother, look at it, after so many years, you have punished me enough, right? You just got married not long ago, do you want to continue to do this with me? You have also seen today's events, paper can't hold the fire, sister-in-law is a woman, a woman's intuition is very accurate, she has already found out, hasn't she? So she designed me, and I can only suffer a dumb loss, in front of everyone, I can never admit that this child exists. ”

Su Yunan interrupted me, and seemed to be very disinclined to listen to me: "My mouth is getting more and more sharp, but I still don't understand, what do you want to express." ”

I met his eyes and said, word by word, "Let's write it off." ”

Su Yunan: "Make it clear." ”

I said, "I begged my brother to let me live a normal life and let me live like a normal person, so I wanted to beg my brother to get me a job with a stable income." ”

Su Yunan sneered: "What can you do?"

I lowered my eyebrows: "Yes, I can't do anything, I don't have a degree, and I can't do anything, but I can learn, anything, and the low-level staff can do it." ”

Su Yunan rubbed the watch on his wrist: "Even if you come in at the bottom, you must have two years of work experience or a graduate, what point have you reached? You have been pampered since you were a child, except for me, you have not tasted any hardship." ”

I was speechless by him, but I had to admit that it was all true.

Seeing that I looked nervous, he smiled again and said, "But if you really want to work, it's not impossible." It's just that the company is not suitable for you, there is too much competition, and you will be calculated to death by others if you are not careful. ”

I frowned, and when I heard him be silent for a long time, I laughed and said, "How about the hospital? Send you to school to learn nursing for a year, and then you can become a regular." ”