157 Don't look back

Ye Lingxi didn't explain clearly, but just asked Lu Jingxing to follow her.

I saw that she first went to the multimedia classroom, found Aunt Fu, asked for a roster of all the children in the orphanage, then asked for a stack of colored cardboard and a marker, and finally found a table and sat down.

"What are you going to do?" Lu Jingxing was confused, and couldn't guess what Ye Lingxi wanted to do.

It was rare to see that Lu Jingxing also didn't understand something, Ye Lingxi raised his head and said proudly: "How about it, it feels very uncomfortable to know nothing, right? This lesson tells you, don't deliberately make people uncomfortable in the future, otherwise one day you will suffer yourself." ”

Seeing Ye Lingxi's smart eyes shining with a cunning light, Lu Jingxing seemed to see Ye Lingxi's battle of wits and courage with him again when they were together in the first year.

At this moment, his little fox returned......

"Don't worry, I don't have that much strength except for you. Lu Jingxing looked at Ye Lingxi, his eyes like black jade were full of pampering.

As if burned by Lu Jingxing's scorching gaze, Ye Lingxi hurriedly avoided his gaze, lowered his head and picked up the colored cardboard and marker, and wrote the names on the roster seriously.

When Ye Lingxi finished writing the first piece of card, Lu Jingxing knew that she was going to sign autographs for the children in the orphanage.

It turned out that what the children said to her before, she had always taken to heart!

Ye Lingxi was very serious, and couldn't help but write his name on the cardboard, and also wrote blessings to each child.

However, the signature cardboard of more than a hundred children is not so easy to make, and by the time Ye Lingxi finished writing all the blessings, the time had already reached more than ten o'clock.

After graduation, Ye Lingxi hadn't written so many words for a long time, and after finishing writing, he only felt that his right hand was sore.

She couldn't help but rub her wrists, then picked up all the colored cardboard and said to Lu Jingxing: "Okay, all the blessing cards have been written, let's take them to Aunt Fu together." ”

It is estimated that the children have already slept, and Ye Lingxi decided to give all the cards to Aunt Fu and let her give them to the children early tomorrow morning.

Then the two went to find Aunt Fu together, and when Ye Lingxi handed over all the cards to Aunt Fu, Aunt Fu couldn't help but be excited when she saw the content on it: "Thank you, Miss Ye, your gift is so attentive, I believe the children will be very happy to see it tomorrow morning." ”

"It's just a few extra words, it's not a gift. Seeing that Aunt Fu was so polite, Ye Lingxi said embarrassedly.

just wrote a few words of blessing, Ye Lingxi felt that he really couldn't afford Aunt Fu's gratitude.

"Mind is the most important thing, Miss Ye, you can accept it. Aunt Fu said with a smile.

After handing over all the cards to Aunt Fu, Ye Lingxi and Lu Jingxing walked out of the orphanage together.

Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, families are reunited, there are almost no pedestrians and vehicles on the road, and the once prosperous City A seems to have suddenly quieted down and become an empty city.

"I'll take you home. "It's not early, Ye Lingxi is wearing so little, Lu Jingxing couldn't help but propose.

Before, because she came by Xing Cheng's car, Ye Lingxi asked the driver to go home for the New Year, but now that it was so late, she was embarrassed to let the family come to pick her up.

Thinking of this, Ye Lingxi didn't shirk, so he nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll trouble you." ”

This is the first time that when he heard that he was going to send Ye Lingxi home, Ye Lingxi agreed so happily.

The two got into the car, and Lu Jingxing quickly sent Ye Lingxi downstairs in the community.

It's just that when he got downstairs, Ye Lingxi didn't rush to get out of the car, but sat in the passenger seat and didn't move.

Knowing that Ye Lingxi had something to say to himself, Lu Jingxing didn't make a sound, but quietly waited for Ye Lingxi to speak first.

After being silent for a long time, Ye Lingxi finally spoke with difficulty: "Lu Jingxing, today in the cemetery, Xing Cheng told me a lot of things that I didn't know before. I used to think that I was just a plaything that you bought with money, and when you got tired of it, I would put it aside, and I never thought that you would do so much for me. You don't want me to say thank you, but I can't help but tell you. ”

Hearing Ye Lingxi's words, a trace of gloom flashed in Lu Jingxing's eyes, but there was still a clear smile on the corner of his mouth: "Because except for this thank you, you can't tell me anything else." ”

"I'm really sorry!" Ye Lingxi's nose was a little sour, she sniffed and smiled hard: "During this period of experience, I know that you are very good to me." I'm even a little sure that you kind of like me, otherwise you wouldn't have put so much effort into a woman. But Lu Jingxing, our beginning was a mistake, and I can't just make a mistake like this. I spent more than ten years loving Xu Jiu wholeheartedly, and I could even give up everything for him, but in the end I got such a result. For feelings, I'm scared, I'm really scared. Forgive me for not having the courage to start a new relationship, the only thing I can say to you is thank you. ”

It's not that he didn't expect this result, but when he really heard Ye Lingxi say these words to himself, Lu Jingxing's mood suddenly became a little complicated.

Compared with Ye Lingxi's calm mind at this time, he preferred Ye Lingxi to quarrel with him like before.

At least that's the case, he is still special in Ye Lingxi's heart.

It's also good to be the one you hate the most, if you can't do it as a favorite.

It's just a pity that Ye Lingxi refuses to even give him this opportunity now.

"You don't have to thank me, just like you said, things between men and women are what you want me to do. The willingness to be nice to you is my own business, and it has nothing to do with you. Besides, it was like that back then, and it's normal for you to hate me. Lu Jingxing said calmly.

"Lu Jingxing, I don't hate you for a long time. Ye Lingxi said with tears in his eyes.

Seeing Ye Lingxi's eyes looking at him, Lu Jingxing couldn't help but stretch out his hand to block her eyes, and said in a sad tone: "Little fox, don't look at me with such guilty eyes, it will make me feel pitiful." In fact, you don't have to say these words to me, you spent this Chinese New Year's Eve with me, and the two of us are already clear. I'm still saying the same thing, as long as you don't need me, we can always be strangers. ”

Feeling a warm liquid slipping through his palm, Lu Jingxing knew that Ye Lingxi was crying.

He wanted to reach out and hold her in his arms and wipe away all her tears with his own hands, but he knew he was not qualified to do so.

The only thing he could do was tell her, "Get out of the car, just go upstairs like this, and don't look back." ”

Hearing Lu Jingxing's words, Ye Lingxi cried even more, but she could only desperately hold back and keep herself from crying.

Without saying anything more, Ye Lingxi quickly opened the car door, turned around and ran upstairs......

Until he entered the elevator, Ye Lingxi didn't look back at Lu Jingxing again.

It's over, the wrong start, it should have ended sooner......

After returning home, Ye Lingxi kicked off the high heels on his feet as soon as he entered the door, walked into the room exhausted, and collapsed on his big bed.

Perhaps because of physical and mental exhaustion, Ye Lingxi had no sleepiness.

After lying on the bed for a long time, Ye Lingxi finally got up from the bed again.

was about to take a bath, but Ye Lingxi heard his mobile phone ringing.

didn't need to look to know that it was Chu Ning calling, Ye Lingxi immediately picked up the phone and picked it up.

"Lingxi, Happy New Year!" Chu Ning on the other end had just finished work, so he called Ye Lingxi before twelve o'clock to tell her New Year's wishes.

"You too, Happy New Year!" Hearing Chu Ning's blessing, Ye Lingxi felt particularly heartwarming and smiled silently.

"What's wrong, what's the weird voice?" Hearing that Ye Lingxi's voice was a little wrong, Chu Ning couldn't help but ask.

According to Chu Ning's understanding of himself, Ye Lingxi knew that he couldn't hide his affairs, so he confessed: "After sending you away today, I went directly from the airport to the cemetery. ”

"Are you going to worship your brother?" Hearing that Ye Lingxi had gone to the cemetery, Chu Ning's tone couldn't help but become excited.

How good the relationship between Ye Lingxi and her brother is, Chu Ning knows, if Ye Lingxi went to worship Shen Ru, he must have cried.

"yes, I haven't seen him in six years, and I think it's time to see him. Ye Lingxi admitted.

Although he knew that Ye Lingxi would inevitably be sad when he saw Shen Ru, Chu Ning felt that it was okay.

Some sadness hidden in the heart will only become more and more bitter, it is better to simply vent it directly.

Escaping is not the best way to solve the problem, seeing that Ye Lingxi can finally accept the fact that Shen Ru has died, Chu Ning is also happy for her.

"Your brother must be very happy to see you, Lingxi, today is a day of reunion, I hope you can be happy. I didn't know how to comfort Ye Lingxi, so Chu Ning had to sincerely bless her.

Feeling Chu Ning's concern, Ye Lingxi's heart finally felt a lot better, so he smiled and agreed: "I will, you don't have to worry about me, I have survived so many things, I will not be easily defeated." It's you, it's so late that you finish work, and you have to get up at five o'clock tomorrow, so it's better to rest early. ”

"Hey...... It's really unfair, I'm tired and tired here, and you're doing nothing there. I knew that I didn't arrange so many jobs, and now I don't want to make money, I just want to sleep until I wake up naturally!" Thinking that Ye Lingxi didn't have to work, Chu Ning sighed and said with envy.

Hearing Chu Ning say these words, Ye Lingxi couldn't help but hit him and said, "You still work hard, don't dream." It is impossible to sleep until you wake up naturally. ”

"God is unfair!" Chu Ning deliberately shouted exaggeratedly.

Hung up Chu Ning's phone, Ye Lingxi's mood finally improved a lot, and the drowsiness gradually came, and he didn't even take a bath, but went back to sleep on the bed.

It's a pity that Ye Lingxi didn't wake up naturally, and woke up when the phone rang at nine o'clock in the morning.