This is a biography of a woman, we don't know where we come from, and we don't know where our love goes, in the long history of mankind, we are just a bunch of colorful banners that are wantonly coerced, and the splendor of the past has also disappeared, if all the history and architecture,—— including us belong to men, then, what do we have, just the late spring and early summer of that year, a yellow warbler chirped in the branches outside the window, the one that disturbed -

Old dreams fly ashes

Chen. Ruoshui

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There is such a river in China, it does not have the mighty Yellow River of Jiuqu, nor the scenery of the Yangtze River of Jiupai, it is sandwiched in the middle of the big river, it is also a good place, but walking history seems to have played a joke with it that people can't find the north, some people say: "The Huai River can't find its home!" Indeed, every big river and every piece of water knows where it comes from and where it flows, only the Huai River, walking and walking will lose its vein. What kind of land is this, there was a merry emperor in the Qing Dynasty who went down to the south of the Yangtze River one year, and after traveling all over the mountains and rivers and getting tired of eating the delicacies of the mountains and seas, one day he suddenly wanted to go to the folk alleys on a whim, and what kind of adventure did he experience on this trip? Poor mountains and bad waters, shrews and people. ”

The story takes place here, a piece of land without mountains and deep water, only the sky covered by this cauldron on the top of the head, and the people who cover it often look up helplessly, except for the dome covering the four fields, even if it is a dream that occasionally churns up in the bottom of the heart, it also seems so far away and powerless.

"Let's go, let's see! Dazhu buys a daughter-in-law, and shelves the peach grove of the old sunspot in the northeast——"

"Oh, really?—— let's go, let's take a look!"

The small village, which was silently almost anemic, suddenly exploded, everyone was like ants transmitting messages from ear to ear, and the crowds on the country roads were growing more and more, and they were all pouring out to the northeast in droves. At this moment, the western sky is like blood, and the sun is crumbling like a huge fireball.

"Look at Chang Jun?...... Dazhu has been collecting fur for two years in the past two years, and a few years ago he married a daughter-in-law for nothing, and spent ,—— money! People are strange now, and they can have a new family and give birth again!"

"Yes?—— that's really weird! In those two years, Zhu'er's mother bullied people ......."

"Isn't it—— forcing people to leave! It's not forced to a certain point, how can people's mothers pick them up, isn't it hard to talk about matchmaking in the past two years......

The remnant sun of the western sky shrouded the earth as if it had devoured blood, shining on a large area of enchanting peach forests, there were three blue brick houses in the depths of the peach blossom forest, and the sunlight was cast into the house through a few iron window lattices of the rusty tiled houses, and the sunlight poured all over the ground, shining on a large pile of wheat thorns, on which were lying two women with disheveled hair, a girl about twenty years old was holding a childish thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl in her arms, the girl snuggled tightly in the girl's arms, closed her eyes, and her mouth was weakly "Mom...... Mother ......" shouted, and the girl looked out of the iron window with frightened eyes at the heads of the people who were squeezing in.

"—how come there is a child?"

"That big girl,—— she doesn't look good! My second aunt, you see —— pretty handsome!"

"Well—— don't look too good, it's almost enough! I can't live too well to look—" Da Zhu Niang shuttered disapprehantly.

"Huh-huh! My second aunt is just pretending to be hard—— she looks good, and the child born in the future is not also handsome! Who would want to have a child in the future is ugly!"

"Uh-hehe......!" This did go to Da Zhu Niang's heart, but she was not convinced, because she was a stubborn and competitive person, and she was strong on the abundant amount of money in her pocket, "-I Da Zhu is not bad,...... "Da Zhu Niang said and tilted her head to look at the girl's face, yes.

"Uncle Hei——" Da Zhu Niang saw that the girl walked to the door of the house on tiptoe with the pair of unsuccessful big feet, where Hei Ju and Da Zhu were talking to the traffickers about the price, and even Da Zhu Niang ignored him when he called him, so Da Zhu Niang had to stand silently in front of them and listen to them.

"This price is really not low! In October last year, I handled ,—— Luhuawan, and none of them exceeded four hundred and five, and you asked for eight hundred ,—— at once, which is too powerful!"

The trafficker bowed his head and pondered for a while before he spoke: "That's it—— it's six hundred and five! Do you take care of it? No matter what, even if we don't care—— I'm a serious girl! I'm less than twenty years old, and I can see what I look like——

"No matter what we take—— there are several more waiting down there!" said impatiently, a small woman with a foreign accent and eyes that glowed like eagles.

"Don't care?—— Dazhu, do you want to take care of it, let's just say that?" asked Lao Hei.

At this point, Dazhu nodded, he was not bad at money, they said that he would take care of it, he turned his face to look at his mother again, and his mother nodded silently in approval, "Tube! That's it—— how can there be a child?" Liu Dazhu looked in again and asked.

"That's what I'm talking about—— do any of you here want this little one? If it's cheap—— I'll sell her cheap!"

"Oooo?——oo

"Xiaoguang! Xiaoguang—" someone shouted urgently.

"What do you want me to do?" Xiaoguang grinned and walked out of the crowd, and walked over with a smile, he was a single man, only an elderly sick father, his family was poor, and naturally no one came to propose marriage.

"Do you want a daughter-in-law?" asked the old black looking at him.

"Don't —— no money!" Xiaoguang still smiled, but replied very simply.

"Three hundred dollars!" the trafficker raised three fingers at him.

"Three hundred dollars!" Xiao Guang drooped his head, obviously frustrated by his poverty, "Is this the little one?" but evidently he was a little concerned about the sudden incident, and he glanced into the room again.

"Well, give me two hundred and eighty dollars—— brother, it's still good to be young! You're thirty this year, aren't you? When you're forty or fifty, she's still young!"

"Then Dazhu has to lend me two money!" Xiao Guangyan said as he looked at Dazhu.

"Anyway—— mother, do you see if the money is enough?"

"-How much?" Da Zhu Niang touched her crotch bag, she was illiterate, and she didn't seem to be able to count, her eyes were wide open.

"Six hundred and five—plus two hundred and eight, nine hundred and three—— nine hundred and three is enough?"

"That's ...... - only nine hundred ......," Dazhu Niang said by touching her crotch bag with her hand.

"Forget it—— can't afford it, don't buy it!" Xiaoguang said deliberately frustrated.

"Count the money—— there are too many people! Unless this is a villager, if you leave it outside, you have to do something!"

The sale was completed, and the traffickers counted the money and disappeared like ghosts along the gutters in the ground without looking back, just like ghosts in the ditches.

When the traffickers left, Lao Hei explained a few words to a few women, roughly not to teach them to run away as soon as they opened the door, but to persuade them more and close their hearts. As soon as the door was opened, the older girl knelt down with everyone, crying and begging everyone in an unintelligible foreign accent: "I beg you! Let us go! Ah?—— I will definitely ask my family to send money...... I will definitely ——......" the girl cried helplessly as she spoke, but her pleading and crying could not be exchanged for a trace of sympathy, and all the townswomen held the helpless girl with their hands, and found that even her sad and helpless expression could not hide her iconic appearance.

"Don't cry—— girl!

"It's just the ground——! you don't know how good this family is on your stall——!

"Don't say it! Don't persuade them! Hurry up and help them go back to the village! Hold her, don't let them run! When you go home, at least four or five people take turns watching every day, and if you run, you will have to pay for nothing. ”

When the girl heard this, her body gradually became limp, and she was paralyzed and had just been lifted out of the room, and the girl was like a fierce lion. The ground screamed and struggled to break free of everyone's palms and ran into the sky, this time everyone panicked, so many people followed and no one could catch her, she was like full of infinite infinite power, she hated to tie her wings, and the wind under her feet gave rise to the wind and ran forward, but the wind under her feet was too light for people to take off her wings, and the ground under her feet was too uneven, and finally the people behind caught her, and she was helplessly escorted, and finally she fell to the ground helplessly.

I don't understand why people are so numb, and I don't understand why God is so cruel, when one day we call heaven and earth not to be spiritual, and we want to return to heaven but are weak, all we can do is to change ourselves.

When the girl was dragged by several villagers like a puddle of soft mud and walked for a short distance and could no longer walk, a man came over and carried her on his back, and he didn't know that he couldn't listen to what the women who had been following her anyway, and when she was about to reach the entrance of the village, she suddenly looked back, cried, and said: "Go and save her, she has been injected twice by them, and she may become a fool!" She is only fourteen years old......

Everyone looked back in shock when they heard this, only to see that Xiaoguang was also carrying the child on his back, and they were stunned when they heard this: "What did she say?——

“…… She ...... she said - this little brute was injected by those two traffickers,......" a fat woman said with a crooked hum.

"-What kind of injection?" Only then did Xiaoguang react, no wonder this little one was so honest, she was only small, "My mother, then if she is a fool, what do I want her to do——" Xiaoguang said and threw the child to the ground, the child was still shouting "Mom" and "Mom", but at this time he didn't snort, his face was pale.

"Look at your naïve ——! can you still throw it away after you buy it back? Live it well, and give birth to a son and a half daughter in the future, isn't it also a good family!" Everyone coaxed and persuaded the child to help the child on Xiaoguang's back again, "How can you say that it is so serious, go back and ask Mr. to show her! This is not a very good child!" It was Xiaoguang's second aunt who spoke as if Xiaoguang could become a family and fulfill her long-cherished wish.

"Where can I get the money to see her doctor?!——" Xiaoguang retorted as soon as he turned his head.

Within a few days, Meng Liu Yao set up a big banquet, Liu Dazhu still had a bit of a look, relatives and friends came to several tables; Xiaoguang made it unsatisfactory, only made an old table of eight immortals and put it in the courtyard, lit two red candles, set off a plate of firecrackers, and stood a few people on the spot, and then bowed to the temple.

Before the visit, the girl kept asking the child, but all day long, there were several old, middle-aged and young women who took turns looking at her and persuading her, only saying yes, but a few people followed her when she went to the toilet, and when she asked the child, she said yes, and let them see them in two days, but all the people who saw it worshipped the church and got married, but they were not allowed to see each other. The girl sat quietly on the five-way bed in the east of the hall, she had just visited a man, and the room was crowded with people of old and young who were watching her, and she didn't even bother to raise her eyelids to look at those people, she knew that even if she didn't want to, she would have to bury herself here, and even more sad than her was the girl named Binbin, who was only fourteen years old and had to fall into the same fate as her, she was once such a girl, just because she was too fine, too dexterous...... And she, just because she is too kind and kind, all the sins have come, and the past and the future are unbearable...... The crowd of onlookers came and went, walked and came, she didn't have any impression, only a little girl always snuggled quietly next to her, standing for a long time, neither talking nor moving, she still snuggled there when everyone else was gone, as if she was very close to her.

Finally, she opened her mouth for the first time, looked at the little girl's innocent and delicate face and asked, "What's your name?"

"It's Yuelan!" replied the little girl crisply.

"Oh......"

"My mother said that I still have to call you aunt...... I'm afraid you're not upset and don't dare to call ......," the girl said, looking at her with a squeak.

"Your name......" the girl replied looking at the girl's pure expression. “…… Do you know what happened to the girl who came with me, did they treat her?" asked the girl when no one was around.

"No!" said the girl simply shaking her head, "I heard that she always wanted to go back to her home, and she couldn't remember it, so she pulled her hair, tore her clothes, and her hair was torn, and her clothes were torn, and she always beat herself...... ............

Country girl

That little girl who loves to dream,

Still sitting under the old tree

Look at the mountains in the distance

Squeeze out the sun

Finally did not get out of the shade of the tree,

When the autumn rain falls,

The little girl picks up fallen leaves

Counted and counted

Counted and counted

Little girl in the cold moon

Still dreaming

The crescent moon freezes into a thousand years of anticipation