I looked at Shi Qing and didn't say a word. I don't want to answer his question. But I knew I regretted sending him home, and I was still angry that he was pretending to be drunk and playing hooligan. Seeing that I didn't speak, Shi Qing moved his gaze from my face to my Luo Lou's skin. I don't know when Shi Qing helped me change my clothes, but when I woke up, all I had left was Shi Qing's wide pure white T-shirt and a pair of my underwear. I don't want to worry so much, last night, he watched everything he should have watched and shouldn't see. Now that it's all changed, I don't want to say it again. Repeating it just tells me how abnormal our relationship is and how many things we have done out of the ordinary. Shi Qing's gaze fell on my arms and legs, those deep and shallow scars. In the end, he didn't ask me why I had so many wounds.

I knew he wanted to ask, but he didn't. I remember when we first met, he didn't have the patience, and he couldn't wait for me to tell all the things that had happened in the past ten years in one breath. It was this sense of oppression that made me deliberately avoid him, not wanting to face his eyes and words that forced me to question. Thinking about it this way, I've been avoiding him all the time. On the street corner where they reunited many years later, the hospital where Xin Rong saw a doctor, the world evaporated until yesterday.

I don't have any ideas. I found my clothes and walked straight to the bathroom. I'm so tired, I want to go home.

After changing my clothes and coming out, I folded Shi Qing's T-shirt and left it at the sink. I looked at Shi Qing, who was leaning on the door frame of the bathroom, "How did you open the door, last night, I couldn't open it for a long time." ”

Shi Qing smiled, took my hand and walked towards the entrance. He gently pressed the switch on the wall of the hallway in the hallway, and the door clicked. I went, but I didn't expect that this switch like a light turned out to be a door switch. Everything in Shi Qing's family is too unreasonable to play cards and surprises me. The urban routine is deep, so I'd better go back to the countryside and guard my own one-third of an acre. While I was putting on my shoes, Shi Qing squatted down and put my hand on his shoulder. Actually, I didn't wear very high heels, but Shi Qing was still afraid that my center of gravity would be unstable and act as my armrest.

Before I opened the door, Shi Qing asked, "What I said is serious, and I don't need you to give me an answer right away." But you're going to promise me and think carefully about what I say, okay?"

Looking at his serious expression, I remembered the egret I met a few days ago. By chance, I stood behind the egret and watched her order a cup of mocha.

"Egret?"

She was very surprised to see me, but unexpectedly, she recognized me immediately. She was still so bright and beautiful, more delicate and beautiful than she was in college.

"It's still so beautiful. Seeing you, no matter how bad the mood is, it will be half calmed down. I looked at her with a smile, and even though I didn't have a good relationship with her, I really appreciated her beauty. When I was in high school, I didn't suspect that she was interfering with Shi Qing and me, but there was no direct evidence. When I feel more and more that she is not innocent and even plays with Shi Qing's feelings, I only have a false plastic affection for her. On the surface, it is passable, but also because of Shi Qing. I think the girl Shi Qing likes, I don't like it anymore, and I have to get by on face. But these were all thoughts I had when I was a teenager. Because later, Shi Qing told me that he has always liked me, since he was very young.

"Thank you. You really are a terrible woman. It's always annoying. ”

"I thought you had always hated me. ”

Bai Lu's smile gradually retracted, as if he was holding up the past, and asked, "Have you seen Shi Qing?"

"Yes. But it's just a hurry. You know, a long time has passed. ”

"Yes. I don't think he's going to give up so well, is he? There are a lot of things you don't know. Although I know it well, I didn't tell you. I like Shi Qing very much, but he doesn't like me. Maybe it was jealousy, and I was stumbling in the middle. ”

"I know. After getting to know you, Shi Qing and I have quarreled more often. ”

"I also realized that you are not so easy to deceive, and began to fabricate in front of you that Shi Qing likes me, and cares for me very much. Shi Qing knew that I liked him, and he also told me clearly that it was impossible for me to be with him. He has always been more polite to me and less caring. He couldn't even notice that I cut my long hair short. ”

"He can be good to you, but good is good for you to despair. Even if a girl is stupid, she knows that it is the kind of good that refuses. ”

"He also understands some of my little movements, but he doesn't know the specifics. He also always saved face for me, he said it doesn't matter how I toss him, don't toss you, don't make you sad. I felt very uncomfortable listening to it, growing up, there was nothing I liked but couldn't get, whether it was people or things. But he always seemed to lose sight of me. ”

"He's different with you. He'll look at your back and smile happily, and when you suddenly turn your head, he'll pretend to be serious. He'll sneak in on you and look at you in the camera and giggle. When Shi Qing was with you, he laughed a lot and behaved like a child. Lao Cheng Lianda is all gone. ”

"Remember that you shaved your head and came to Shi Qing. After you're gone, he often giggles. I couldn't help it later and asked him what he was laughing at, and he said that he remembered Xin's bald head, which was ugly and cute. His eyes were full of tenderness. So, a long time ago, as early as the first time I saw you, I knew that the person Shi Qing liked was you. ”

"One time he was climbing the mountain and got a call from you. You know, mountaineering clubs are all about finding some unexplored mountain to climb. Because in the mountains, the signal is very bad. But he's still happy to run around looking for a place where he can hear you. After hanging up the phone, Shi Qing was so anxious that he went down the mountain overnight, and he bought the earliest flight back to Beijing. A few days later, I went back to school with the mountaineering club. I learned that Shi Qing fell and crooked his foot because he was in a hurry to go down the mountain, and it took a month for the swelling to subside. ”

"After Yuntai Mountain fell into the water. Shi Qing is often absent-minded and unwilling. I asked him why he was in a bad mood, and he didn't say anything, just told me to learn how to swim. He said next time, don't let Zinn Yai save you again. ”

Shi Qing said that Xin Ai would not save people. It's also the first time he's so scared of losing you. He doesn't want you to be in the slightest danger. ”

"Then his grandfather was critically ill and he went to the United States. Then he came to me during the summer vacation, looking haggard. The 186 man was clumsy and nestled on the couch, like a parole prisoner who had just been released from prison for coffee. He said, "Egret, if you and you are in touch remember to call me, my phone number has not changed." ”

"I'll tell him the truth, we don't know each other that well. Shi Qing was obviously a little surprised, I knew that he had always thought that the two of us had a good relationship. So he also cared for me politely for three years. I think you two are really a bit of a gift from Maggie, you pretend to be sisters because of Shi Qing and me, and Shi Qing always takes care of me because you are polite and friendly to me. ”

"So, I don't believe it. You've met Shi Qing, and he's willing to let go of you? Are you willing to let him go?"

"If you don't let go of anything, no matter how much you like it, it was ten years ago. ”

(Do you think Xin Ai should agree to Shi Qing's boyfriend and girlfriend request?) I'm a little entangled, friends with ideas are welcome to send me a private message, my Weibo Douban is ZXDKZLM, all with capital letters.) Thank you all for your support!)