Chapter 69: Farewell to S City, Never See You Again (Part I)
I sneered: "Marry me?"
Su Yunan didn't speak, and the magazine in his hand continued to flip.
I burped, just as if he was joking.
Su Yunan brushed my messy hair aside, and didn't say anything more about the word marry, but said, "Come here, choose one." β
I glanced at the magazine casually and pointed to one at random.
He was a little angry when he saw me so perfunctory, he patted my face and said, "Choose carefully." β
I waved my hand: "Confused, can't see clearly." β
He laughed, low and good, it was an itchy feeling in my ears, and he smoothed my head and said, "Then listen to me, I remember that you like mahogany furniture, how about this?"
My head rubbed unconsciously on his chest, and I said, "I really don't think there is a choice, this family is very good, my brother has been so busy recently, he should devote himself more to work, why bother with such things?"
Su Yunan was unhurried, and said softly: "After all, I signed a big order recently, and it was smooth, of course, I have to spend more time caring about my sister's recent situation." β
To be honest, the way he looks makes me feel a little crazy.
I always felt that his recent kindness to me was the kind of ethereal, masked kind that floated on the surface.
And under this mask, there may be hidden arrows.
At this time, there was a knock on the door, Su Yunan walked out and opened the door, and Xiao Tao served the decanting soup.
Su Yunan took it and fed me spoonful by spoonful and drank it.
The movements are gentle and very attentive to my appearance.
So I spoke first, trying to break his anomaly: "Aren't you angry that I came back so late from drinking with him? Don't you wonder what we talked about?"
I looked into his eyes, and after a few sips, I became much more sober.
He put the decanting soup on the table, wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, and said, "Then tell me, what did you talk about?"
His eyes were deep, and they seemed to lead me to speak.
I felt a little innocent in my heart, so I coughed a few times and said, "I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep." β
But Su Yunan's fiery eyes still kept looking at me, and it didn't go away.
I was so flustered that I always felt that he could see through me.
But he didn't seem to ask, but said: "Not only mahogany furniture, you also like ebony chopsticks, these are indispensable things, if you have anything else you like in this villa, you can take it away." β
He said these words with a smile on his face.
I couldn't hold back, and opened my eyes and said sarcastically: "Is it too early for my brother to say this? In the morning, I saw you and your sister-in-law holding hands in the financial newspaper to attend the celebrity party, how can you say such things to me at night? Are you so thick-skinned that you don't feel weak at all?"
Perhaps he has been so unusually gentle lately that I can say such things to him.
When he heard this, his gentle brow was stained with a hint of gloom, and the home magazine was a little messy in his hand.
His face was even a little pale, and I don't know if he was angry with me.
I thought he would start beating and scolding me at every turn, but instead of that, I put the home magazine aside and said in a cold voice: "Xiao An, are you still angry with me about the past?
I raised my eyes and looked at his tone as if he was light and breezy, and the nameless fire suddenly came up.
"Passed?"
I asked coldly, and although it was only three words, it was a powerful rebuttal.
Su Yunan restrained the discomfort in his heart, and said in a deep voice: "Looking at your posture, are you still going to turn over old accounts for me?"
He said something that was right, as if I should put up with it.
I sat up and felt ridiculous: "What if I have to go through old accounts? How many scars have I had on my body in the past five years? How many times have I begged you to let me go? Now that you have passed a light sentence, it is over? What do you think of me? Now because you are in a good mood and have acquired a company, you have even taken me with you, so if you accidentally go bankrupt in the future, will you even do such a thing as selling me?"
I was a little excited when I said this.
Especially when I think about how difficult it will be for me to have children in the future, it is really uncomfortable to think about it.
He probably didn't know my hatred in his life.
When I conceived his child for the first time, there was a mixture of fear and joy, but there was already a magical power in my heart.
But who knows the feeling of being sent to the operating table without saying a word?
Afraid, frightened, I even begged him to let me go, I told him, I will be obedient, begging him not to do anything with this child.
But it's useless, it's all useless.
The second child, I had learned the lesson from the past, so I hid it from him and wanted to beat him.
But I always lacked the courage to go to the operating table.
He found out and forced me to stay, because it was the best way to keep me in check.
But his good wife once again pushed me into the abyss.
I'm exhausted.
I clutched the sheets and sneered twiceβ
"Also, if you talk about old accounts, it's me who should be sad, right? I lost my loved ones when I was very young, and I was forced to be tortured in bed for so many years by a man who called me to raise me all day long, but in fact I was a beast! You ask yourself, what does my sister have to do with your father's affair? What does your father's death have to do with me? You blame our family, saying that our family is a disaster, why don't you want to think about how disgusting your Su family is, and you can go to whoever you see!"
Su Yunan's face was gloomy, and his face was blue when he was angry.
He even stiffened a little, because I had never poured out these words in my heart.
My eyes were full of determination and strangeness.
He was extremely gloomy, and tried his best to hold back: "At that time, you were still young, and you didn't know many things, and that thing was not as simple as you seem......
"How complicated is that?" I interrupted him without waiting for him to finish, "Tell me how complicated that matter is? You don't have to find a way to make things up and lie to me! The truth is that you don't have the brains to transfer this matter to me, and put all the nonsensical accounts on me! You have no idea how I got over all these years, you don't know at all!"
A lot of grievances filled my heart, and I looked at him like this, and I even wanted to pull her to the end.
The company is worth tens of billions of dollars, and its worth is immeasurable.
There is simply no one who can escape, and I am among them.
But I'm not reconciled.
"Finally, I was rescued by Liang Junchen, he helped me a lot, I thought I was out of the sea of suffering, but why did you rob me back? Why?"
I questioned him with red eyes, and his face grew paler, as I rarely saw him like this.
He didn't explain, he didn't hit me, and I even wanted to provoke his anger and have another big fight with him, so that he would give up on me, and then I could walk away without a hitch.
But it didn't work out.
For so many years, he just tortured me, he enjoyed the process of abusing me, but after the torture, he didn't seem to think about throwing me away.
It was as if I could satisfy his violent heart.
It's just that when he heard Liang Junchen's three words, he suddenly had a sarcastic smile on his face.
"If he is good to you, you believe that it is really good, then if I am good to you, you think I have ulterior motives?"
I shook my head: "Su Yunan, I have no way to trust you anymore, marry me, go to the Maldives, how many times have you coaxed me since I was a child, lies are just sticky to you, and you also deceived Deng Qing in the way of deceiving me, right? In fact, think about it, she is also a poor person like me, and she is played by a scum like you. β
I lamented, but Su Yunan had been pushed to the limit by me, and his stiff body finally had waves.
He squinted slightly, his pale face did not improve, but like a male lion who woke up at any time, he pinched my chin and said word by word: "Xiao An, decades of nurturing grace, can't you get back your trust in me once?"
Although his voice was cold, I could vaguely hear a hint of trembling.
Trust?
Such words are too heavy and sacred for me to give to him.
But I seem to have provoked him, and I dare not provoke him when he is angry, but I know that sooner or later I will have to have a showdown with him.
It's better to choose today.
"Brother thinks too highly of himself, you are not worthy of saying this word to anyone, you have never respected me, how can you exchange my trust? But Liang Junchen is different, he knows how to respect me, and I will naturally trust him!"
Su Yunan was finally so excited by me that he couldn't bear it anymore, threw me on the bed, and slid one hand from his chin to his neck.
How can he not know how much trouble Liang Junchen has caused him in his work these days!
I widened my pupils and pretended to be calm, but I said loudly: "Strangle! Strangle me to death with the means you are most familiar with! Do you think I will still be afraid? It is better to strangle me, strangle me, and we will all be free!"
As soon as I uttered the word death, his hand trembled for some reason.
He let go of my neck, sat up stiffly, and saw that there was a trace of unbearability in my eyes, and even a layer of fog, he left the big bed, took a few steps back and said: "Su Zai'an, I saw that you were drunk today, so I don't care about this, don't let me hear you say these words again next time!"
He withdrew his hand for the first time, and even after hastily concealing something and warning him, he slammed the door and left my room.
I was amazed for a moment.
Frowning, I saw him on the windowsill out of the villa, driving away.
It's really rare to stop at such a juncture, and I even ...... I don't even ......
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
I made out the big bed that we had messed up a little with, and then sat at the head of the bed, flipping through the home magazine, the pages fixed on the mahogany furniture, and my right eyelid was inexplicable.
Scold.
Su Yunan and I had a big unpleasant quarrel this time, and he didn't come to me for a few days.
Even Xiao Tao was shocked by my attitude.
She asked me why I was working against him.
I was eating breakfast while I was bored with the TV and said, "There are some things that can't go back when they reach a certain point." β
Xiao Tao Xu couldn't understand what I was saying, so he stopped talking.
"Actually, although Mr. was busy a few days ago, he still took care of Miss, and brought a gift for Miss from country M, and I was going to give it to you when Miss came home that day, but I didn't expect it to be ......."
Halfway through her speech, she sighed again.
I stirred the porridge in the bowl with ebony chopsticks and said, "Gifts or anything are casual, I don't lack them, it's too wasteful to lose them, so I'll sell them and donate the money to the poverty-stricken areas." β
Xiao Tao's eyes widened, as if he didn't understand what I was saying.
"But ......?"
"Is there a problem?" I interrupted Tao and asked her in a stern voice.
Xiao Tao was so frightened by my appearance that he couldn't say anything, and hurriedly waved his hand and said no.
I was a little upset, and I couldn't figure out what the situation was now, so I said: "That's it, I don't need to make so much breakfast in the future, and my Chinese medicine can also be stopped for me, where I go and what I do in the future, you don't have to care anymore, you can't control it." β
I said this resolutely, and went upstairs to my room.
Quarreling with Xiao Tao to such an extent, just like me and Su Yunan, it is difficult to reunite after breaking the mirror.
It should have been extremely refreshing in my heart, but there was a trace of inexplicable soreness, and even tears couldn't stop falling.
But I reassured myself that it was all normal and that I had to adapt to everything as soon as possible.
I forced myself not to think about it, and let myself sleep late into the night.
These days, I even put away the books that I racked my brains to read some time ago, and I am not in the mood to read them anymore, maybe I have to find a time to settle down with him.
I'm in a bad state, Su Yunan used to be in charge of me, so my schedule is particularly regular, what should I do when I get to the point, and it is clearly planned, and now there are only me and Xiao Tao left in the huge villa, and I have also let it out, and I am not a self-disciplined person, and the time has passed a little disordered.
Every day I slept and ate, ate and slept, and then went out for a walk once in a while, and nothing else.
Maybe spring is coming, and I'm getting sleepy for longer.
I just woke up that day, and a text message came from my phone, I clicked on it, and it was sent to me by Liang Junchen.
He asked me out to go shopping, and he said, "It's spring, and I need to buy some new clothes."
I laughed out loud and said, "Okay."
I made an appointment with him for the afternoon of the day after tomorrow.
These days, after I left Su Yunan, I actually didn't sleep well, and I had to rely on sleeping pills every day to get better, but freedom is indeed freedom.
He withdrew the nanny to only Xiao Tao, and there was not even one bodyguard left.
When it was time to meet Liang Junchen, I changed into a spring dress and went out, Xiao Tao looked at me from a distance at home and did not stop me.
I got along with Liang Junchen as much as ever, he accompanied me to choose many sets of spring clothes, and in the selection of clothes, I found that my vision was still very similar to his.
Not only that, but he always took care of me, occasionally playing two little jokes on me to tease me.
Because he said that I seemed a little unhappy.
I touched my face and asked, "Is there one?"
There is something deep in his eyes, maybe we all know that some things need to be digested by ourselves.
He drove me home as usual, and said, "Did you have a showdown with him?"
I was a little hesitant, and after thinking about it for a long time, I replied: "Forget it, but his current attitude is also quite confused, and I can't figure it out." β
Liang Junchen pinched my shoulder and said, "As soon as possible, I've been helping you look at the house recently." β
I hummed to reassure him: "I'm sorry for you, in fact, the house before is fine." β
Liang Junchen smiled: "If you settle down for a long time, that house is small." β
I didn't speak, but I understood the allusions in his words.
Liang Junchen expected that I would really leave him this time, so I was ready to spend a lot of effort.
Last time, it seemed that Su Yunan let me go, but in fact, I felt that he was a little out of the woods and ran away, he was full of flaws, as if he stopped in time, but he was afraid that I would continue to say something that should not be said.
He was scared.
He must have been scared.
And he hasn't been here for a long time, so it's not a way to drag it out like this, I have to contact him sooner.
And when I first arrived home, I received a call from Deng Qing.
She said, "Let's meet." β
I listened to her words, and I couldn't react for a long time.
She said that the clouds were light and the wind was light, but I was extremely heavy, and it took me a long time before I said, "Is it necessary for us to say goodbye?"
She laughed, "There are some things I feel compelled to tell you. β
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I made an appointment with her to meet at Su's house, I hadn't been back to this place for a long time, but when I came back in, I found that it hadn't changed at all.
At the hanger at the entrance, there is still a windbreaker from Su Yunan.
The servants are still the same, but when they see me in again, they look at me a little more.
I was inside, and naturally I also saw Zhou's mother and Cheng's mother, and when they saw me, they seemed to be a little surprised in their eyes.
Deng Qing opened the door for me, and she even eagerly pulled me in, I was not used to her appearance, I hadn't seen her for a long time, but her complexion had changed a little better.
The body is also rounded.
She dragged me into the study, and the servant immediately brought two cups of hot milk, Deng Qing said: "I remember that Xiao An doesn't like milk very much, besides, young girls, let's change it to soda." β
The servant immediately removed my milk and replaced it with soda, Deng Qing stroked her stomach, and said, "As for me, I have to drink milk." β
I chuckled in my heart, but raised my eyebrows quietly and asked her, "What do you mean by this, sister-in-law?"
She wore light makeup today, which is a little inconsistent with her usual style, after all, Deng Qing in the past must rely on the word coquettish.
In fact, before she answered me, I already had some guesses in my mind.
"I'm pregnant, Ann. β
She picked up the glass of hot milk, took a sip of it to her lips, and laughed, looking at me with all the flaunting in her eyes.
My heart has fallen to a low point, and I can barely sit still.
Before I could say anything, she added, "Remember what I said before? I said that I was trying to get pregnant, and after I told Yu Nan about this idea, he agreed to my request. β
Deng Qing's face was a little red, and there was a hint of happiness floating in it.
Although I was infinitely disappointed in that man, my heart still hurt like a pinprick when I saw her like this.
"Xiao An, God has eyes, I might as well tell you that this child is very active in my belly, and it is probably a boy. β
After she finished speaking, she admired the wind and clouds on my face, but I had no other expression but paleness.
She covered her mouth and laughed a few times, and said: "During the Chinese New Year, he didn't go home, and he snubbed me vigorously, I really couldn't hold on, I was even thinking, either I just left, I was also born as a daughter, why bother to suffer such grievances from him? Why suffer such a child? I am a woman, how can I not care about a little husband's warmth, how can I not need a little sense of security?"
"But after I raised these things with my father, I was reprimanded by him, saw my father's sad face, and entered the company, only to know that my father's company had a big problem, and only Su Yunan could help him, I remembered that I can't be willful, we are businessmen, and everything should be profit-oriented. β
"But these days, I have finally come to the bitter end, and I have come out of it, Xu is cooperation with the Deng family also allows him to feel the benefits of being with me, Xu is you are too stupid, he is not light, Yu Nan said, he has decided to be with me. β
"I really thank you for taking care of Yu Nan for me in those days of the New Year, but I won't give you this opportunity in the future, even if I am pregnant and hard, I can serve him well. β
"Oh, by the way, when this baby is born, I will definitely invite you to our full moon wine, and if you have any good names, you can also tell me, this is your nephew......"
I watched her babble in my ear, and I just felt a little dark in front of me.
A burst of sarcasm.
I can't refute her, I just think that Deng Qing's woman is a little ridiculous.
That's right, she hasn't actually been in contact with Su Yunan for much time, and it is normal to not be able to see him clearly.
But I didn't want to say anything to her anymore, so I just interrupted her: "Sister-in-law, does my brother know that you are pregnant?"
She raised her eyebrows, obviously not understanding why I was acting and asked about this.
But she laughed and said, "I'm going to tell him in the evening, this is not in a hurry, what's wrong?"
I shook my head and said, "It's nothing, it's just that I met with my sister-in-law this time, and I also want to tell my sister-in-law that I plan to leave S City in a few days and may never come back, so I may not be able to attend the full moon wine after my sister-in-law, I wish my sister-in-law all the best in advance." β
I ignored the slight stunned on Deng Qing's face, pursed my lips, and continued expressionlessly: "Also, my sister-in-law is pregnant, and I have to take care of my brother a little, he is actually a person with a strong desire to estrus with me, I don't know if he is like this to his sister-in-law? β
"Don't talk nonsense! At best, you're just a prostitute, and you're tired of being played with by him, and he won't go behind my back to find anyone else!"
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