Volume 8 Buried incense in jade
When I returned home after graduation, my life seemed to have ended, and I became boring and boring. Every day with the people in the village sunrise and sunset, the sunset and perch, occasionally the two meet, that heart seems to have endless words, spit out endless water, the two often talk about forgetfulness when suddenly see the strange eyes of the people in the village who walk by, this time makes them realize that they have grown up, after all, men and women are different, should not be so naïve should no longer stay in the past years of childhood, so they are gone, but people are still scattered. So, the bits and pieces of the past of childhood are in the depths of the mind, from night to dawn little by little to be excavated and renovated, and the fun is endless, so in that boring time, in such an ignorant and closed environment, both people actually feel that even if they don't meet and don't talk, the other person's voice and smile, a frequent smile and a smile are in front of them, and that look, that words can't be wrong at all.
Therefore, during the period of idle at home after graduation, they are still very happy and happy with each other, because although they can no longer get along with each other day and night like before, they can still get together occasionally and meet together, and then that little sweet happiness will last for many, many days...... They have never been serious or want to distinguish whether it is friendship or love, anyway, it is an indescribable little sweetness and happiness, no one wants to mention, argue or prove anything, so blindly enjoy that inexplicable little secret.
Until one day Zhenhua was about to leave, which seemed to be a watershed between them. Both of them seemed to realize something while they were excited, because that kind of spirit rhino had been circulating to the depths of the hearts of the two people. Yuelan's first thought was to make a silk hydrangea and give it to Zhenhua, and then she thought that this was a bit like the love of the eldest lady in ancient times, a little too girly, and the little family was angry; Dense messages, but after writing, I felt that it was too much, and the blessings and hopes on the pages were completely beyond the limitations of an ordinary friend, so the small notebook ran aground again, and then Yuelan pulled out her longest and longest strands of hair and knitted a bracelet with multicolored silk threads. However, after compiling it, I still had a little lack of confidence and gave up.
When the two met in this way, the parting feelings for the upcoming parting made the two excited and incoherent for a while, Yuelan said: "You are leaving, I want to send you something as a souvenir, there is nothing to send!" Zhenhua said: "Yes, I also want to send you something, and I don't know what to send, so I will send you a letter in the army! I will tell you all about my life in the army!" "Okay......" Yuelan shouted excitedly when she heard this: " Then I will tell you everything that happened at home, but every day at home is such an unchanging and peaceful life, and there is nothing to talk about!" "This kind of life is good! I just hope that it will always be like this, and we will never change anything in this way!" "I think ......beautifully" Yuelan pouted and smiled when she heard this, and said: "How can people remain the same forever! After this year, we will be nineteen years old, twenty next year, and twenty-one ...... the year after next."
When Zhenhua heard this, his face immediately condensed, yes, Liu Yuelan's words are right, how can people be so big forever? Although the changes of time seem to be very far away from us, we still have to believe in the fact that it still exists. Thinking of this, he still said a little helplessly: "But I still hope that you will never change, you will always be like the Liu Yuelan when you were a child, a yellow-haired girl with a ponytail......" Speaking of this, he seemed to stroke Yuelan's hair with his hand very emotionally, and his action made Yuelan can't help but move in her heart, but subconsciously she still turned her head and opened his hand: "Don't touch me!" Zhenhua smiled, glanced at her long soft hair affectionately, and put her hand down. In this way, suddenly he saw the brightly colored bracelet on Yuelan's wrist: "Ah! What is this? Show me!" After that, he went to grab her arm, Yuelan was frightened when she saw this, and raised her arm high: "I don't want you to see it, I don't want you to see it...... but Zhenhua was dead and grabbed it: "Wow! It's so beautiful, when did you make it?—— gave it to me, why are there still a few hairs on it?" This is the longest and best one I have picked in my hair, and I knit it with silk threads, so it's interesting!" "Interesting, interesting! Give it to me—— and say that there is nothing to give it to me, what the hell!" Yuelan said unconvinced: "Who said it was given to you? I made it up myself and played with it!" "No, no, no, I'm going to ——" Zhenhua took the opportunity to grab her wrist and hold on, wanting to force it down. "Okay, okay, I'll solve it for you, you scratched my wrist!" "No, if you don't untie it, I won't let go!" "Okay, I'll solve it for you, I'll solve it for you!" Yuelan originally planned to give it to him with all her heart, and when she saw that he liked it so much, she was in her heart, and she was busy and happily relieved. It's just that Zhenhua still grabbed her wrist and didn't let go, Yuelan was almost close to his chest, and she seemed to be able to hear the sound of his breathing, which made both of their faces crimson. After taking off the bracelet, both of them seemed to be jumping up with joy, "Here you go!" Yuelan said shyly. Zhenhua's heart overflowed when he heard this, his eyes narrowed into a slit, he took the bracelet and put it on his hand, Yuelan saw that he couldn't tie the knot, so she helped him tie it again. At that moment, the two of them had a feeling of vertigo. This feeling has made the hearts of the two tightly entangled and firmly tied together, and there is no need for any vows and alliances, and there is no need for any matchmakers. At this point, Zhenhua asked again: "Yuelan, can you really stay the same?" "What do you mean?" Yuelan raised her head and looked at him, Zhenhua looked at her with a drunken and hazy feeling, he paused and said: "I'm afraid you will get old one day......" "Go ......" Yuelan shushed him. "I'm kidding, I hope you'll always be like this, just stay the same!" "Of course!" Yuelan flicked her braids and said, of course she understood what he meant, he always said that he was afraid that she would change, wasn't he afraid that she would find her in-laws at home? Of course she wouldn't.
On the day Zhenhua left, he saw Yuelan standing in the crowd of send-offs looking around happily, his heart couldn't help but be happy as if dancing on his fingertips, although there was no clear confession between them, and there was no expectation of anything, but that kind of telepathy and communication had made everything redundant and redundant, Yuelan watched Zhenhua wave her hand back and forth towards her before getting into the jeep and driving away, bringing her full of joy and expectation.
After Zhenhua left as a soldier, Yuelan passed the boring and empty time every day, and finally one day she looked forward to Zhenhua's enthusiastic letter. Soon after, I was looking forward to a second and a third...... Of course, Yuelan also went back one by one, Zhenhua even told Yuelan about the training schedule every day in the army, and Yuelan told Zhenhua about the roosters and dogs barking at home, these monotonous and boring topics in the eyes of others were described by them extremely vividly, and in the eyes of both sides, they just had some fun, which was really fun. So one day, when someone saw that Yuelan was big and moving, he came to the door to mention the matchmaker with her, and Yuelan twisted the smooth ponytail when she saw it, and said proudly: "I don't talk about matchmaking——" and then ran to the quiet field and looked at the long sky: "Zhenhua, whether it is three years, five years, ten years, or eight years, I will wait until you come back!"
I didn't expect the world to be in ruins, white clouds and dogs. They have not waited for the day they are looking forward to, and the world has quietly replaced the sun and the moon. Although they were all in love, and although none of them wanted to break their promises, the world was transformed without their will being controlled. Meng Zhenhua has already made a family appointment.
Yuelan went to the kiln factory in the northwest river every day to do the hardest and most tiring work of stacking bricks, and an older aunt saw that she looked delicate and young, so she persuaded her: "Yuelan, don't do this work at the little girl's house, it will be difficult to find a wife in the next two years, and the old men here are mischievous and ......ruthless" Yuelan said disdainfully when she heard it: "What are you afraid of! I get money for my work, and I don't care what they do!"
In this way, when Zhenhua wrote again from the army, Yuelan didn't even open it and threw it into the old tin box without opening it. The tin box had been kept in the family for many years, like an antique, and now it is her personal possession. It was full of her personal belongings, and of course the main thing was Zhenhua's letter. The sweet memories of the past, the beautiful longing are now just a phantom, and the phantom is nothing more than a tin box, cold and hard. Then Zhenhua came a second letter, and then a third letter. Yuelan finally couldn't help but open the letter, and as soon as she opened the letter, the two familiar fonts at the beginning were "Yuelan!" As soon as she jumped into her eyes, her tears couldn't stop rolling down in strings, when she read the letter in the rain of tears, she had forgiven Zhenhua, yes, Zhenhua set this family affair was not what he wanted, in the letter he saw Zhenhua see her disheartened, so that he lost one letter after another, he suffered no less than her, and he had clearly expressed his love to her in the letter, and said that this was his wish since he was very young, but when he got older, he played familiarly, but he couldn't figure out whether it was a friendship or love, until this engagement made him suddenly wake up to the fact that he was not married to her in this life。 When Liu Yuelan finished reading the letter in tears, she finally showed her face in tears. So she hurriedly replied to Zhenhua, and persuaded him not to worry too much about her, she would wait for him to come back from demobilization at home, and she also told him to handle the matter of Juxiang properly, not to hurt people's hearts too much, she would wait for his return at home.
When Yuelan was able to hum a little song or two in the kiln factory, and was willing to say a word or two to the people next to her, almost the entire kiln factory suddenly became bright. So everyone tried their best to be able to talk to her consciously or unconsciously, and before she could even notice the work around her, someone had already helped her do it. Among them, there are two people called the society and the fourth generation, who are especially flattering to her, as long as there is a gap in time, they will lie in front of her with a smile on their faces, Yuelan because she has a long heart, and she doesn't care about them, so she just laughs at them. Later, after a long time, I got acquainted with each other, and although I knew that they didn't have a family, I only treated them as friends, and although I noticed that they had a lot of bad habits, I didn't care. One day, the society said to Yuelan: "Xiaolan, how about I introduce you to a partner?" Yuelan said: "I'm not looking for a partner now!" "No...... It's that fourth generation who has taken a fancy to you!" Yuelan immediately gi......ggled when she heard this, "You are talking nonsense?!——" "Really! He really fell in love with you, and he asked me to tell him ...... for him?" The society looked at Yuelan with straight eyes, and said seriously. Yuelan looked at his extremely serious attitude, and believed his words, and then said earnestly: "Then you tell him! I really don't want to look for it now, I treat you all as friends, I really don't mean that......" "Really? Okay——! then I'll tell him, let him not be surprised!" The society was startled, and the extremely excited demeanor suddenly made Yuelan very inexplicable.
The society turned around and said to the four generations: "Look! People didn't take a fancy to you! Okay, next time it's time for me to play—— belch! Let's talk about it, if I catch up, you won't be red-eyed!" "Eh—— can your bear-like family take a fancy to you? Don't be fishy!" "Hey! Don't ask about this, wait and see!" The society tilted his head and squinted at the sloppy appearance of his body, squeezed his eyelids strangely at the four generations, and dragged away with a pair of rag shoes. "Let's not make that kind of third-rate method ——" The fourth generation looked at his back and said with a smile, and the society walked forward without looking back, and then stretched out a palm and danced in the air, and walked away.