Chapter 358 Pitiful and hateful
A person who especially wants to be recognized by others, especially wants to prove that he is better than others, in short, has a particularly strong false self-esteem, and does not consider the facts at all, even if he knows that those compliments and compliments are fake, just listening to them will feel very cool.
Xiao Jingxi is such a pitiful and ridiculous guy.
In fact, he was not stupid at all, and he was even relatively smart, could he really not know that the white prince in front of him was just touting him and thus wanted to gain his own benefits? Of course he did! But the problem was that he didn't want to think about it so much at the moment, and just wanted to enjoy it in a short "illusion."
Don't think that such people are weird, and don't think that they don't exist in the real world. In fact, such people, or such poor people, abound in the real world. For example, there is a saying on the Internet - a typical reality of calcium deficiency, Internet sanctification. Hiding behind the screen, he sprays whatever he catches, ignores being scolded for being wrong, and is happy when he is praised by others. A small thumbs up, for someone with this symptom, is simply more pleasant than a panacea. Why? It is because of this "illusion" that their poor and pathetic self-esteem, or vanity, can be satisfied.
said that Xiao Jingxuan was pitiful because he was born at a really unlucky time. Like any other person, it is not a matter of choosing who you will get out of your belly. Just like ordinary people, they will often say that so-and-so was born with a golden key, or the era of fighting for fathers and mothers, etc. In short, if you are lucky enough to come out of the belly of a powerful and rich old lady, then it may not be smooth sailing in this life, but at least you will win at the starting point of life. There is nothing to doubt about this. Although the biological mother of the Fifth Highness is the daughter of the wealthy Yuwen family, the problem is that for the Xiao royal family, she is just a concubine.
The difference between a wife and a concubine is as huge as heaven and earth, not to mention the royal family with more taboos and more rules.
If it is said that the queen of the main palace has no heirs, or only a princess, then Xiao Jingxuan's situation will be much better. After all, there is really no concubine, so everyone is a concubine, so they will each look at their abilities and play freely. However, the late Saint Empress was also a "prolific" queen, and even one of the few women in the Star Clan who gave birth to three women in a row. The eldest princess doesn't talk about him, she is going to marry after all. The prince didn't talk about him, after all, he was frail and sickly, and there was no certainty about how long he would live. But there is also Xiao Yichen!
Xiao Yichen's goods, for Xiao Jingjun, are like an unattainable mountain. In his eyes, Prince Ling Xiao, who is known as the god of war of the empire, admired by hundreds of millions of generals and soldiers, and is even regarded as the pillar of the empire by all the people, is simply extremely favored, saying that he is the illegitimate son of the dragon god, and not too many people will doubt it.
The vision is excellent, and before he opened his eyes, he got out of the belly of the queen of the main palace. The talent is excellent, and the five star cores that are extremely difficult to find in the entire history of the Star Clan shine. Lucky enough, since he was born, he attracted the attention of his parents because of his weak and sickly brother, and he was raised by the queen mother, causing the current saint to always feel indebted, and the long-lived queen mother loves him in every way. Even that face, his grandmother's, is handsome to a new height.
Dude, can you leave a way for your little brother to live? The answer is no!
Prince Lingxiao, who doesn't know what it means to be a man and leave a line, and will be able to see the truth in the future, obviously has no intention of leaving Xiao Jinglu a way to live. Even when Xiao Jingqi was far from being born, His Royal Highness the Prince had already embarked on the road of conquering the kingdoms of the stars. As a result, when Xiao Jingxuan understands why he is not valued at an age, he can only look at that mountain forever, and it seems that he can only be shrouded in his brilliance forever.
It is often said that people always follow the environment, and since they can't change it, they still enjoy it willingly. If Xiao Jingxuan can also have this kind of awareness, then now he may be like Xiao Feixing, under the halo of his brother, out of his own life. It's a pity that he doesn't understand this truth, and his mother doesn't understand it.
Children are always like a blank sheet of paper, and the person who draws the first color on it is always his own parents. 's father can't count on it, whether it is Xiao Muxing or Xiao Tingguo, or Xiao Yichen, he has already occupied almost all of his father's love. What about the mother? The mother concubine can obviously count on it, but unfortunately, the direction of the guidance seems to be a little off.
So, from a very young age, Xiao Jingxuan got an answer from the words of his mother: I am the heir of the Xiao royal family and the wealthy Yuwen family, and I will always be stronger and better than others.
Actually, there is nothing wrong with this kind of thinking, but when it is detached from reality, serious problems begin to arise. Even if it is really gold, it must at least have the opportunity to shine, and even when it shines, it must be seen by a discerning person. But what about Xiao Jingxi? He didn't have this opportunity, and no one even cared if he had ever shined.
In internal affairs, the crown prince is enough to help Xiao Lingtian assist the government. Military politics, Xiao Yichen's ability and diligence have repeatedly proved that no one is more suitable for this position than him. So what is left? If he is a person with perseverance, relying on hard work and diligence, he will still be seen by Xiao Lingtian after all, and there will be a place where he can display his talents, but unfortunately, his gaze is too high, and his hands and feet are too short. High is not successful, low is not enough, and in the years, it has become a waste material.
No one will admit that he is a waste material, you and I are the same, not to mention Xiao Jingyu, whose heart is higher than heaven and whose life is thinner than paper. In this kind of world where mental pressure and real pressure are not equal, slowly he began to approach like a realistic version of the net spray, spraying everything, spraying happiness, spraying mistakes and ignoring mistakes. This result naturally made Xiao Lingtian's patience and expectations for him disappear little by little, and he slowly let it go, as if he had a pet. Just like what the Imperial Holy Monarch said, the dignified Dragon Han Empire, with its huge territory and strong national strength, can't it still support a county king?
The poor will have something to hate, and conversely, the hateful will have something to hate. Xiao Jingxuan's pity and hatred, everyone is responsible, and it can be said that no one is responsible. As for how to look at it, it is the left and right sides of the benevolent and the wise.
But at least, Xiao Jingxuan is in a good mood now, because he feels that he seems to have a new opportunity to prove that he is more than one head taller than those brothers and those sisters-in-law!