Chapter Eighty-Eight: Are They Brothers and Sisters?
In such a high-rise and prosperous city, in the executive suite of this five-star hotel, Hua Churong's voice was low and helpless.
"I was alone in the United States, and when I was most helpless, I found out that I had children. Can you imagine the pain of a woman who has lost her lover and is pregnant alone in a foreign country?
"When I was four months pregnant, I had mild depression and cut my wrists. Just when I thought I could finally be freed, you kicked me hard in the stomach. That's it, I survived again, don't always blame your mother for being cold to you. I'm a person who can even send myself to a dead end. ”
"Is Mom wrong? Maybe, an unmarried woman with it... Child, do you think it's easy? Having an obsession with my lover in my heart will make me achieve the ultimate achievement. Because, I swore that I would come back with fame. I want him to see that it was wrong not to choose me. ”
"A painting, an expectation creates a motivation. I'm really looking forward to seeing the look on his face when he returns home. But when you find that this effort and expectation may not be meaningful, and all the thoughts and pains become nothing more than a kind of indifference, will you be disappointed?"
"I thought that was the end of it. But someone came to tell me that the person loved me the most in his life, and he missed me the most. All this is nothing but the consequence of my own willfulness and pride. Can you imagine the loss and remorse?"
"This is the story you want!
After Hua Churong finished saying the last word, her face was full of desolation, but there was no sadness, maybe she was really disappointed, right?
Wen Yihua was uneasy, he believed that what she said was all true, but he always felt that there was something in the words, and didn't she directly say that she was Li Mingze?
For many years, Hua Churong has been surrounded by successful men's pursuits, but she has refused.
The more he grows up, the more he understands that she must have a past that she can't let go of, so she will let her face disappear.
He asked, "Mom, is that man Xue Yan's father?"
Hearing his voice, Hua Churong closed her eyes in spite of looking back, she really didn't want her son to know about the past!
She finally nodded: "So her mother will disagree." ”
All along, what Wen Yihua saw was a mother who was a little cold.
But at this moment, how much he wanted to go back to the past, so that those men who appeared beside her could have a heart that touched her, and she would not be so cold.
He wanted so many answers that his mind was a little messy: "So, is that why you don't agree?"
Hua Churong nodded: "Yes, do you understand now?"
"Mom!" Wen Yihua still held on to hope in his heart, "Since you have said that he loves you the most, since you can tell me these things so calmly today, then why don't you try to let go? Actually, my aunt is more pitiful than you, isn't she?"
Hua Chu looked at him puzzled: "Let go? Now I let you let go of Wang Xueyan, why don't you want to try? Is it pitiful? She has a family, a husband, and a daughter; where is she pitiful?"
“。。。。。。 ”
"If I could put it down," her voice lowered again, "how could I get depression? ”
He may not be able to appreciate those days, but he will soon experience the pain of leaving his lover as much as she did.
He said, "So, would you rather make me miserable too? Like you, I won't get a lover!"
“。。。。。。 At this moment, it was Hua Churong's turn to be speechless.
Wen Yihua was begging her: "Just for me, your son! Mom, I beg you, do you try to let go? Actually, you don't usually have to see each other often." ”
Hua Churong looked at his eager face: "Are men so selfish? Even my son is no exception, he actually wants to embarrass his mother." I've endured it for so many years, are you going to let me endure it for the rest of my life?"
"Mom!" Wen Yihua interrupted her, "don't you want to get into the bull's tip, okay? you know that's not what I meant." ”
Hua Churong obviously lost the patience to talk about it further: "I'm really tired. I really don't want to live in the shadow of that woman for the rest of my life. Son, can't you be considerate of my heart?"
Wen Yihua's heart was so cold that it was in the ice cellar, as if there was a shaped hand holding his heart together, and his voice trembled: "The man you love is my father?"
For a moment, neither of them spoke, and the room was so silent that even the bell on the wall could be heard clearly.
After a while, Hua Churong's breathing became heavy! She was really conflicted, and she had already told him too much.
If he hadn't met Wang Xueyan, she would never have mentioned these past events to him in her life, or these pains.
The child is doing well! Sunny, excellent, easy-going, and never cares.
Why let him bear the pain caused by her willful actions?
Or rather, she didn't want him to see that his mother was an emotional weakling.
For the first time, she showed softness in front of her son: "One painting, I've already told you, can you stop forcing your mother?"
Wen Yi's portrait heard the sound of something shattered, and his face was like ashes: "This is very important to me and to Xue Yan!!"
Hua Churong's voice was dry and hoarse: "Don't worry, you, you are not brothers and sisters!"
Another voice sounded in my head, but it was like a broken bow.
He kept chanting: Snow words, snow words...
Slowly sat down on the sofa, he was like a deflated ball, breathed a deep sigh of relief, picked up the cup, but did not drink water, and heard Hua Churong say: "I will not allow this kind of unruly thing to happen!"
He suddenly realized this! It's just that just now, he was really nervous, too nervous!
"Who is my father?" he knew that the truth must be revealed!
Hua Churong said in a pleading tone: "I have answered you this question!"
Wen Yihua understands how difficult Wang Xueyan's choice is!
He has touched the crux of the problem, but what he is most afraid of facing is his own identity.
After enduring it for a while, he said with difficulty: "In other words, you are Li Mingze's mother." ”
Hua Churong didn't say anything, as if he acquiesced to this fact!
"So, what about my memories, where are all my memories?"
Hua Chu looked at him puzzled, and asked rhetorically, "Your memory?"
In just ten seconds, she immediately replied, "Dr. Yan did hypnotizing you." ”
"Bang!" Wen Yihua dropped the cup in his hand on the coffee table and broke into several pieces.
Hua Churong walked up to him quickly, grabbed his hand and unfolded it, but found that before the cup slipped down, he had unconsciously pinched it.
Fragments of glass remained in the palm of his hand, and wisps of blood were dripping down.
"One painting!" she would never forget how bloody her son was, and she began to tremble at the sight of blood!
Even so, she rushed into the bedroom and took out the medicine kit to bandage his wounds.
He fiddled with Hua Churong, and there was only one thought in his mind: "I am Li Mingze! I am Li Mingze! I am Li Mingze!"
The pain in his palms was not obvious, and what really hurt him came from great disappointment.
He was disappointed in this fact and disappointed in himself.
He was disappointed that he had forgotten the person he loved the most!
In the face of his first love, he couldn't even think of it at all.
Even if it's a clip, or a shot!
He was even more disappointed that he could forget his first love while going to pair up with her classmates.
He was even disappointed that he was like this, why did he appear in front of Wang Xueyan?
How uncomfortable, or embarrassed, she must have felt in her heart!
He turned his head and looked at his hand in a daze, which was being bandaged like a brown by Hua Churong, and her face showed great patience.
He remembered that Cheng Anqi had broken a vase here, no wonder Hua Churong's face was so ugly.
In her heart, how many painful pieces will make her completely disappointed in love.
Now he kind of understands why Hua Churong has been staying in a hotel, because although she has children, she has no home!
He understood better why she was so cold to herself, the kind of look that seemed disgusting to him was actually an inability to face.
But, even so, she can't deprive herself of her memory!
His tone was full of pain: "Mom, you're so unfair! How can you just erase my memory?"
Hua Churong's eyes were red: "Wen Yihua is much better than Li Mingze! Never ask me who my father is! This is a question I dare not face, let alone face." Yihua is also very understanding of his mother, and he never gets angry with his mother!"
"But I remember the events of my childhood, so much, so real. ”
Hua Churong's face flickered, and he just begged not to talk about it anymore: "Medicine is very developed. I don't ask you to forgive my mother! I just hope you don't add to her pain. ”
One is a mother, and the other is the first love and current lover that I forgot!
They are all his lovers! If at first he made up his mind to ignore the ties of family affection, but now, he really hesitated.
Hua Churong's huge heart knot in this life is pressure, and it is even more painful.
But he never imagined that this pain might be deepened by his relationship.
At this moment, he is helpless!
Because, how does he explain to Wang Xueyan: I am Mingze, I, forget you.
He was suddenly conflicted! Can he really forget this love?
He couldn't control this love when he forgot it, and now it's more painful to give up this love, isn't it?
Like a lost child, he said to Hua Churong: "Mom, I actually forgot her! But I can't forget her now!"
Hua Churong didn't seem to understand the meaning of this, she bandaged the gauze well, and she couldn't help but spit it out because she saw the blood.
Getting up, her legs felt numb, and she sat down and sat down beside him.
For the first time in her life, she hugged Wen Yihua: "Just accept the facts as usual, My boy! ”
Wen Yihua also closed her eyes, she couldn't stand the toss, but his heart was tossed to death!
The Yiren are beautiful, but he forgets the Yiren!
Yiren is beautiful, he got it, but he can't get it forever!
Yiren is beautiful, he originally only needed a reason to catch her, but at this moment it became the biggest mockery.
He remembered Li Xuanwen's words: "Do you really love her?"
Her own forgetfulness and disappearance made her best years a wasted time, and her own persistence made her fall into a dilemma.
But he really loves her now!
Hua Churong's voice sounded again: "You have forgotten her for ten years, it is better to forget her completely!"