The shoulders and bald head that stand out from the crowd alone, and the two eyes that are sometimes focused are stuffed with nonchalant. I forgot how long I had been staring at the stubble-covered head.

Movement is always half a beat slower than the brain thinks. Reacting to me, I squatted on the corner of the bustling pedestrian street, hoping that he didn't see me.

I don't know why I'm crying, and I can't stop it, it's like a broken faucet, and I can't turn it off no matter how I twist it left and right.

Shi Qing. I thought that this name had long been like the Titanic, which was sealed at the bottom of the vast Arctic Ocean. But I forgot that Rose reminisced about her heart-wrenching love story in the cramped cabin. It's not that you forget, it's just that you don't think about it. The difference is that they will not die until they die, and I have been chasing him for years and finally I have not waited for the bitterness to come to an end.

A familiar voice came to my ears. It's still the voice that haunts me. The voice is really a good thing, even if you are blind, you can tell who he is and what kind of existence he is to you by different timbres.

"If you want to cry, I'll cry. ”

I felt like all my grievances were poured out at once. Even more tears hit my face.

I looked up at Shi Qing, who was mosaiced with tears, and moved my mouth but didn't say anything.

"Don't move, wait here. ”

Of course, I'm not the Sinai I was ten years ago. I didn't wait for him, but continued in the direction of home. In the past, even if he said that there was a UFO spaceship in the north-south direction of the school, I would have believed it. I don't care about the illogic of North by South or the existence of aliens. I don't know where he's gone, and he'll take me when he returns. It's not that I'm not curious, I just don't know how to deal with this sudden encounter.

I walked down the street and wondered, if I didn't find a reason to have a good dinner today, wouldn't I not be able to see Shi Qing. If I don't have the whim, I don't wander around here and go home directly, won't I see Shi Qing. Life is always coincidental when things aren't happening.

Shi Qing's first appearance is similar to Wang Xifeng in Dream of Red Mansions. If you don't see it, you hear it first. Shi Qing gave a speech under the fluttering five-star red flag, gentle and tactful. The sound in the microphone turns a hot and noisy summer day into a chilled Sprite. Soothe all my restless little emotions in an instant. I just think his voice is magnetic and nice. The words are subdued and frustrated, like an interesting news broadcast. I stood on tiptoe to look at the young man on the podium, and the sun was making a circle right above him. It's exactly the same as the angel in the fairy tale illustration.

I know Shi Qing's name or accidentally picked up his student card. At that time, I also checked the dictionary and marked pinyin. Then I had to secretly cut out his photo.

"I'm sorry, I didn't see the photo when I found this student card. "I've been a good liar since I was a kid, and I keep my eyes round to show my innocence.

Shi Qing looked at the student card, and said indifferently, "It's okay, I'll just post another one myself." ”

Later, in order to seduce Shi Qing, I secretly bought a movie ticket for the color ring. I think so, maybe the excitement of the plot and the ambiguous and dark environment of the theater made Shi Qing and I accidentally hook up with the thunder. I was queuing up to buy popcorn while thinking about the restrictive picture.

"Laughing again. "I don't know when, Shi Qing is already next to me.

"I can't keep my left or right hands open, and my wallet is in my coat pocket. I pretended not to hear and motioned for him to pay the bill.

Half an hour before the screening, I stumbled upon an inch of Shi Qing's photo missing from my wallet. It's the one I cut off from his student card and marked pinyin. I ran to every marble floor I passed, and by the end I could barely recognize the shoe size of each person's foot, and I couldn't find a single photograph.

"Let's stop watching movies, okay. ”

Shi Qing said okay.

When everyone entered, I searched carefully again, but I still found nothing.

"Shi Qing, I lost something particularly important. Originally, I thought it was possible that the person stepped on it, so I couldn't find it. But I seem to have lost him. "I was crying and hiccups, knowing I wouldn't be drinking so much Coke just now.

"Do you think that thing will get stuck under someone else's sole, and if we make everyone lift their feet, will we be called stupid? "I know it's a silly method, but I want to give it a try.

"It turns out that you haven't lost your social judgment. ”

I looked at Shi Qing's eyes, wiped the tears on my face with my hand, and adjusted my breathing. "Didn't you just help me take out my wallet, did you see that picture?" Because he was too weak-hearted, his voice was trembling slightly.

"Nope. “

I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, but luckily he didn't see it. Otherwise, my six-year-long crush would have been revealed. I was suddenly a little glad that the picture was lost, and I didn't even realize how dangerous it was. At that time, I hadn't confessed yet. Cautiously secretly crush on the red-lipped and white-toothed boy in front of me.

"I'm hungry, let's go get some food. "After looking for photos for a while, the interest in watching movies is gone.

"Don't look for it? This emotional fluctuation is too fast. Shi Qing's tone sounded a little angry.

"Li Bai didn't tell you, life must be happy, don't make the gold bottle empty to the moon. ”

I still think that you, who have just been weaned, are too early to watch this kind of film. Shi Qing shook the movie ticket in his hand.

"You don't understand, the drunkard doesn't mean to drink. ”

Looking at the popcorn in my hand, I was filled with emotion. I was thinking of buying a bucket of popcorn, but in an inadvertent moment, Shi Qing touched my hand, and then I looked at him affectionately, and finally the two of us couldn't bear to have a long French kiss. In the current words, there is no egg use, however.

In 2007, the color ring was released, I was in the first year of junior high school, and Shi Qing was in the first year of high school. That year, Tang Wei became popular. And Shi Qing and I have not made any progress. He didn't know that I had liked him for six years.

I love looking at his clear eyes and his smooth forehead when his bangs are lifted by the wind. At that time, I was thinking, how can a boy be so beautiful and so many, and what kind of creature is he?

"If I said I liked you, would you like me?" I prefer to ask rather than the kind of two-choice question that your mom and I fell into the water. Ever since my Confession of the Century, I've often asked Shi Qing if he'll like me.

"There are no ifs in this world. ”

"Why not, you don't know the conditional clause in English. ifIsayIloveyou,willyouloveme?”

"Sinai, you might as well prove how these two triangles are congruent when you have time. ”

Every time he gets to the point, he inserts commercials. But no matter how lengthy the advertisement is, Shi Qing can always maintain the ratings of Changhong. Because I'm his number one fan, all the time.

He pointed to the question with the tip of his pen and drew in circles to prove the conditions of perfection. In fact, I think it's the same whether he teaches me or not, even if I worked hard to go to his high school, and when I entered the school, Shi Qing also graduated. I never seem to be able to catch up with him. Whether it's love or life.

It's a lot of fun to go. Probably a short trip and then back. It may be the end of life, and it will be buried in the ground. The third possibility, I thought we were. One day, a person leaves and never returns. I never thought Shi Qing would come back. I sat in the last row of the bus and cried like a fool. Beijing is so big, I still met you who came back from the other side of the ocean, Shi Qing.