Chapter 66, My Sister's Enlightenment
When she opened her eyes, the familiar pink color came into view, this was her room, Lin Yingyan felt a little lighter, and just wanted to get up, but found that there was a person sleeping on the side of the bed, it was her mother......
Lin Yingyan looked at Yang Huilan's haggard sleeping face in a daze, she didn't know what she was thinking, an inexplicable feeling filled her body, and the feeling of being held by her sister and mother before she fell asleep, just like that embrace, Lin Yingyan couldn't tell whether it was in reality or in a dream, she only felt that when she fell down in that heavy rain, she had a warm embrace that gave her a great sense of security.
Lin Yingyan didn't know why she thought that these were two different arms, but after thinking about it, Lin Yingyan couldn't find anyone who had a sense of security besides family and friends, so she tacitly accepted that it was her parents who sent her to the hospital.
At this moment, Lin Yingyan calmed down a little, her boy's mind returned anew, and after she didn't know how to produce girl's emotions, she had realized how irrational she was before, and she had done so many behaviors that were no different from girls, but even if she saw her mother's appearance, Lin Yingyan's heart was still not so easy to let go.
Jiajia She must be very sad now, right? Fei Fei's words will definitely be on Jiajia's side, of course, she is not qualified to let her stand on her side, in the final analysis, she still deceived them, as for Li Minghao's guy, now that I think about it, with his character, it should be fine, right?
Lin Yingyan's mood was depressed again, things came to this, Lin Yingyan's heart was completely out of proportion, since she became a girl, all kinds of troubles stuck to her body, endlessly.
Perhaps, for now in this place of her own, this quiet environment can make Lin Yingyan unconsciously release her mood, and say it so easily, but thinking about it, Lin Yingyan still shed tears again, her mother is next door, she didn't dare to make a sound, just covered her mouth with her hands, her body trembled slightly, although Lin Yingyan tried her best to restrain herself, but the tears still wet both sides of the pillow, she didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help it, tears are power for girls, but they are shame for her, because of her boy's dignity, because she is not a girlIt was never were!
The door in the room was opened, and as soon as Lin Li entered the door, she saw Lin Yingyan who was crying, and she was suddenly startled and came to Lin Yingyan's bed in a hurry.
"Xiao Yan, what's wrong?, tell my sister something, don't cry, okay?"
Lin Li's hurried footsteps and voice of speech seemed abrupt in the room, and Yang Huilan was woken up at once, but Lin Yingyan was still silent in her own world.
Yang Huilan, who figured out the situation, also panicked, stood aside at a loss, and looked at Lin Yingyan anxiously.
"Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, don't cry, okay? If you don't want to see your mother, your mother will go out now!" After speaking, Yang Huilan was about to walk out of the door, obviously Yang Huilan thought that the reason why Lin Yingyan was crying was that she didn't want to see herself.
After Yang Huilan left, only Lin Yingyan and Lin Li were left in the room, when a long time passed, Lin Yingyan didn't cry anymore, but her eyes were red and swollen, and even the teardrops hanging on the curved eyelashes dried up, and the whole person lay on the bed, motionless, as if she had lost her soul, while Lin Li remained silent, but she held Lin Yingyan's hand tightly, wanting to express her comfort to her sister in silence.
"Sister, what should I do?" Lin Ying said expressionlessly, and her voice, which was originally like a clear bell, became a little hoarse.
“……”
Lin Li didn't answer Lin Yingyan's words immediately, she reached out and wiped the tears on Lin Yingyan's face, and took a while before answering
"You can make friends again if you have no friends, but if your family is gone, you can't find them back"
Lin Li's voice echoed in the room, as if it was about to knock into Lin Yingyan's heart, Lin Yingyan's breath was suffocated, and her brain was blank.
"Xiao Yan, I know that friends are very important to you, but you are now an adult, and my sister believes that you can judge what can be recovered, and once you lose something, there is no chance of recovery......"
Lin Li gently stroked Lin Yingyan's hair, and when Lin Yingyan was asleep, her hair quickly turned into long hair......
Looking at the sluggish Lin Yingyan, Lin Li suddenly thought of the past and laughed
"Isn't Xiao Yan a man, my sister believes that you can adapt to your current self and adjust your mentality, Xiao Yan didn't always say to her sister that she was not afraid of difficulties, this little thing must not be difficult for Xiao Yan, right?"
Suddenly, after Lin Li finished saying the last two words, a fresh breeze blew in the window, gently blowing up the curtains embroidered with pink cherry blossoms, and the dark clouds in the sky seemed to disperse at this moment, and the warm sunlight shone in, sprinkled on Lin Li beside the bed, under the illumination of the sun, Lin Li's eyes were flashing something, beautiful and touching.
Finally, Lin Yingyan made a move, Lin Li's words made her find the feeling she had before, the feeling of not being afraid of difficulties and moving forward bravely, the panic that had always haunted her since becoming a girl in her heart dissipated at once, she turned her head to look at Lin Li, and saw her face that although she was in tears, she was still smiling at herself, Lin Yingyan hugged Lin Li excitedly.
"Sister......
Lin Yingyan screamed, but the words behind were buried in her heart, sometimes, the word thank you is unspoken.
The two hugged for a while before Lin Yingyan let go of her hand, and seeing Lin Li's clothes that had become a little wrinkled because of her hug, Lin Yingyan's face became slightly red, she was taking advantage of her sister!
"Sister...... I'm ...... That ......"
"Haha, what's the matter??Xiao Yan was too shy to speak?Tell me, does it feel good to hold my sister's body?" Lin Li seemed to change back to her nonsensical appearance, and teased Lin Yingyan.
"......" Hearing the old lady's words, Lin Yingyan was speechless for a while, but her face turned into a big red apple.
After Lin Yingyan didn't speak, the room was quiet again, Lin Yingyan looked at Lin Li's eyes for a long time, and said very calmly
"Sister, let's go out......"
"Sister, I want to go out and apologize to my mother......"