Chapter Twenty-Nine: Her Heart Might Have Died at That Time

"Alright," the man's voice said with a gentle smile, "go to sleep, I still have some work to do, huh?"

At this time, Gu Xi was embarrassed and a little overwhelmed.

She closed her eyes, wrapped the blanket back around her body, raised her face to look at him, and asked with some seriousness, "Ashi, do you dislike me?" ”

In fact, her appearance is not bad, the whole person is the kind of lady style of a small jasper, plus she grew up in the Gu family, and her temperament is still one of the best in Nanyang, but overall there is no plasticity of Chi Duwan, when Chi Duwan was still the eldest lady, it was the kind of flamboyant and wanton beauty, and now it is coquettish and charming.

The man looked down at her, "That's what you think?"

"I don't know," she hung her head helplessly, "you're obviously by my side now, but I always feel that you don't love me, and even hate me a little." ”

No one can tell whether these words are true or false, including Lu Xi'an.

He slightly leaned over her shoulders and pushed her straight into the bedroom, waiting until she sat down on the edge of the bed, then crouched beside her and looked at her, "Don't think about those meaningless things." ”

"Go to bed early, huh?"

He didn't say anything comforting, just that you shouldn't think about it.

But how can you not think about it.

Knowing that there is actually someone else in his heart, but he still tacitly wants to continue, what's the point.

No one knew that it was dark outside the window, but the study of Beiyuan Villa was lit all night.

……

Chi Dusk said goodbye to Lu Xiaozu in the evening, and didn't stop slowly until the car drove a long way.

Because she saw a Bentley following behind her.

It was pitch black outside, especially the place where she parked was not in front of the village or behind the shop, and the roadside was all neatly planned greenery, she leaned on the back of the chair and smoked a cigarette slowly, and then started the car and went directly into the ring road.

I didn't go anywhere else, but went straight to Yesheng.

Singing in the Night, the scene in it really deserves the name.

She entered the hall familiarly, did not go to the private room or to the booth, just sat alone in the corner of the bar, ordered the waiter to ask for a glass of dark beer, and did not make any other movements with her head propped up, but her mood was complicated.

After three rounds of drinking, his head was already shallow intoxicated.

People who have disappeared for five years appear at this critical juncture.

She was really scared.

I'm afraid that everything five years ago will come back again, I'm afraid that I can't stand this long night when I look at the empty room, I'm afraid that I'll fall asleep and be woken up by a nightmare.

After all, she has worked hard for so many years, so that the Chi family will not fall down and scatter.

Before, she always thought that no matter how hard she worked, she would become a master, wash away the shame she had past, and maybe she could raise her head in front of Lu Xi'an, but now, she realized that it was all in vain.

The past is over after all, and only she remains in her memories and never forgets it.

There are still dogs and horses around, but the songs in the bar don't know when the style has changed, the original rock music has become a popular sad song, from beginning to end, but she only heard a single lyric.

No one would want to abandon their original self.

She suddenly felt like crying.

When he first got married, he was busy flying around on the first anniversary, so on the second wedding anniversary, they agreed with each other to make time to go to Paris together, but the anniversary did not arrive, so they waited for the news of the change of ownership.

He said that he wanted to protect her, but he gave it to the winds and waves that followed.

Later, when she could not get up from the abyss, she used all her savings to go to Paris alone.

The people on the roadside looked leisurely or relaxed, and there was even a French man dancing a tango alone, who sat all day by the pool of the Place de la Concorde, looking at the big clock not far away, until the twilight invaded the whole city, and then he threw a coin into the pool and left without looking back.

The first love at first sight was in Paris, and the final rush ended in Paris.

There was no pain and no hysteria.

Because there is still a pile of messes waiting for her to clean up when she returns home.

Her heart may have died at that time.