Chapter 31: Facing the Pain (1)
The heroine they were discussing was nestled on the sofa looking at her phone at this time, and she was actually looking back at the chat history with Wen Yihua.
She looked at Wen Yihua's last sentence sent to her in the afternoon: "Is it okay to invite you to dinner a year ago?"
She pondered the meaning of the sentence and shook her head and put down her phone.
remembered that Li Xuanwen never took the initiative to contact her, and she didn't even have the idea of looking for him.
For so many years, except for his business trips, he was always by her side.
She didn't have to worry about whether he would show up or not, and she didn't have to think about whether to go to him.
That's why she thinks he'll always come like this!
She is also examining her feelings for him, just like Wen Yihua said, there is no reason to like it.
And her feelings for Li Xuanwen are more rational and less passionate.
She understands that in the eyes of many people, being Li Xuanwen's wife is simply burning incense at home.
Who doesn't want their daughter to marry into a wealthy family and become a young grandmother?
And Li Xuanwen is still very handsome, and he is also very good at taking care of people, and the key is to be so humble!
She tried to think about marriage in the words her mother told her: marry someone who loved her.
However, now there are 10,000 voices in my heart telling me: No!
She was suddenly a little frustrated!
She had never been like this before! At least she was not so resistant to marrying Li Xuanwen!
She suddenly remembered to smell a painting.
When he asked himself: Is it because Li Mingze also likes him a little.
Although she chose to avoid it, she was still heartbroken after seeing his disappointed expression.
She vaguely felt that unconsciously, she already had him in her heart.
It's a painting, not just Li Mingze.
Thinking in a daze, her phone rang, it was Li Xuanwen.
Song Yizhen had been observing her for a long time, and after listening to her answer the phone, she asked softly, "Is it Xuanwen?"
She nodded, "yes!" he asked me out. ”
My mother was very happy and said, "Go, go, go, he hasn't been here for a week, haven't you seen each other? Go ahead and have a good chat with him!"
In her heart, it is the best ending for her daughter to marry Li Xuanwen safely.
Li Xuanwen's state is a little bad, it can be said that he is a little down.
He also wanted to contact Wang Xueyan.
For the first time in so many years, he hadn't taken the initiative to look for her for so long.
He was gambling, betting on his place in her heart.
Like, the bet was lost.
He was depressed and found that for him, if he lost Wang Xueyan, he would really lose the whole world.
Who is he going to share the career he has built with his heart?
He had poured all his feelings into her, and it was really hard to recover.
At this moment, between them in the tea room, Wang Xueyan was brewing black tea, the whole environment was quiet and elegant, and the smell of incense wafted in the air from time to time.
Wang Xueyan brought him a cup of tea and tasted it himself.
Li Xuanwen leaned on the soft collapse, looked at her white face through the misty water vapor and said, "Xue Yan, I really want to look at you quietly for the rest of my life." ”
The words are gentle, but there is an unspeakable undeniability.
Wang Xueyan's heart trembled, and he hesitated and said, "Xuanwen, can you reconsider our marriage?"
Li Xuanwen's eyes lit up: "Xue Yan, what do you mean by this?"
Wang Xueyan said with difficulty: "Can we be the closest family members like before?"
"Are you going to break up with me?" Li Xuanwen said in a dull voice, "Is it to smell a painting?"
"It has nothing to do with him!" Wang Xueyan defended.
Li Xuanwen stared at her and asked, "Do you want to tell me because of Li Mingze?"
She shook her head: "Xuanwen, don't drill the horns, okay?"
Li Xuanwen smiled, but his smile was bitter: "Isn't it that you have been in a dead end and can't get out?"
She said, "I'm just saying think about it, or, can we get married a few years later?"
"Heh!" Li Xuanwen said, "What if I say that I don't think about it?"
She whispered, "I see!"
Li Xuanwen's face sank: "Xue Yan, have you never considered my feelings? For so many years, I have watched you miss Li Mingze, I thought that as long as I didn't say it, as long as you were given enough time, you would forget about him." But no, never. He's been caught between us for so many years. Xue Yan, even if you ask me to compete with one of your suitors, I have nothing to say. But I've been fighting with a dead man..."
Wang Xueyan opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but found that no matter what she said, it might be an excuse.
Li Xuanwen had a dark face, asked the waiter to settle the bill, and walked out without saying a word.
Wang Xueyan grabbed his coat and grabbed him, and asked, "Xuanwen, where are you going?"
Li Xuanwen didn't speak, just walked forward.
Wang Xueyan was afraid that something would happen to him, so she followed him closely.
He seemed to get into the car very calmly, and Wang Xueyan hesitated and sat in.
He said coldly: "Xue Yan, don't follow me, I want to stay by myself for a while." ”
Wang Xueyan looked at him worriedly: "Xuanwen, it's all my fault, if you want to blame, just blame me! You can scold me! You make me feel very uncomfortable like this." ”
Li Xuanwen turned his head to look at her, his face was cold and desolate: "Will you feel sorry for me?" Xue Yan, you have always been so beautiful, how can I be willing to scold you?"
Wang Xueyan is really sad, she doesn't want to hurt Xuanwen, but she feels that marrying him with her current mentality will hurt him even more.
At the very least, she wants to give herself a buffer period.
"Xuanwen!" she tugged at his clothes and whispered, "I'm sorry for you! You deserve to find someone who loves you and you live a happier life." I don't have the confidence to bring you happiness. ”
Li Xuanwen stopped talking, stepped on the accelerator and drove all the way back to his apartment.
Regardless of Wang Xueyan following behind, he went straight into the house, rushed into the study, and slammed the door shut.
After a bang, Wang Xueyan stood alone in the living room, and the silence around her was so quiet that it made people panic.
In the past ten years, Xuanwen has always been gentle and elegant, and he has never been angry with her.
She realized that she didn't know how to coax him.
She walked to the door of the study and knocked on the door: "Xuanwen, then, I'll go back first." ”
The door of the study suddenly opened, and Li Xuanwen stood at the door and looked at her fiercely: "Xue Yan, I am also an ordinary person, and I will also hurt others when I am hurt." ”
"I can't lie to you, I can't marry you right now. Even if you get married now, it will be even more unfair to you in the future, Xuanwen. Xue Yan had tears in her eyes.
"It's okay, you've never loved me anyway!You just have to stay by my side!" Li Xuanwen's tone became colder and colder.
Wang Xueyan's heart seemed to be stabbed: "Xuanwen, don't say that, I'm not without feelings for you......