Chapter 41: A Simple Me
I am very simple, very ordinary, no capital, no ability, to this mortal I have nothing, originally with an ignorant heart to face, accept the tears of the fall, see the beautiful picture, although can not record the journey of childhood, but the heart has been yearning for that beautiful childhood. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
My heart will beat, my tears will flow, who can understand my sadness, walking in front of other people's eyes, I can hide all the truth, but I can't cover the analysis in my heart, although I can say some words that cannot be explained, but the final outcome still makes me unable to change my future, I have my way, you on the road may not help.
There will be a lot of people walking in on my road, everyone will educate me a little knowledge, some pass by, so that I am difficult to recall, some encounters accumulate affection, let me pay attention to it for a lifetime, dream lovesickness thousands of degrees, looking back at the people in the words, I have a dream because of acquaintance, I have a dream because of the appointment, I believe that it is destined, this is fate.
My life is also in the arrangement of time, I have learned knowledge, I have seen incomprehension, I have experienced the coldness, I have felt the sadness, and the love that spreads in my mind has always been drifting, there is no direction to go, there is no address to wait, tears are pouring down, the left is to thank God for the gift, and the right is to experience the emotion.
I have no way, where to go, I can't see the entanglement in my heart, I can't explain some words, I can't judge what wandering deeds, I think, the road is under the words of others, I can't act, dreams, my actions are in front of others, I can't adjust, etc., I don't pay attention to what I have said and the road I have walked, but others pay attention to myself.
I can wait, not for wealth, not for fame and fortune, I just want to spend a simple life, warmth is home, love accompanying, only use books to accumulate myself, words to create my heart, exercise my patience, fight for my own departure, do not let my analysis stay, do not let my judgment lag behind, with knowledge to accompany me.
When I was a child, I felt that the world was very small, and I thought that I understood a lot, and I could go to the people I knew every day, and I could walk the road of acquaintance every day. When I grew up, I realized that I couldn't understand the world at all, and I was just a drop of water on the road, which melted when it met the soil, scattered when it met the water, and lost when it met the fire.
You can see others, you can't understand deeds, you can hear words, you can't judge yourself, you can walk the road, you can't explain your feelings. The mood is always at the turning point of wrong and right, sometimes I can laugh because of a word, sometimes I will be sad for a day because of a little thing, and sometimes I will let myself pay attention to it for a lifetime because I don't cherish it.
I waited at dawn, you appeared in the evening, and the sunshine accompanied us all to see, did not guard the warmth it gave, and then I had warmth, but I could not warm that cold heart, what I needed was not money, what I needed was not wealth, what I needed was a few simple words of comfort, an unforgettable note.
I have nothing, if I go to business, even if I fail, at most I will go to the starting point of the past, and what I will lose is only some money and time, but I have gained knowledge, I will pay attention to every failed word in the future, I will think of the shortcomings of the response, to uncover the problem in my heart, so that I can miss the opportunity to miss myself, and I will never miss the understanding again.
I don't understand, I'll ask, even if I'm ridiculed, I have no complaints, if I choose the wrong one, I will get a better explanation, then I'm willing to be wrong again and again, I don't understand, I won't say much, because I only use one mouth to speak, and I use two ears to obey, I feel that listening more is better than talking more.
A me, a dream, a wandering, a word, a love, a piece of red dust, a you, a road, a dream shadow, a me, a lovesickness, walking in the scenery of the meeting, you and I meet but can't get acquainted.
My dedication, my heart will be lonely, is the heart is not clear, or the tears are not serious, but the words are so disdainful, a doomed on the road, lose a piece of fate, the imprint you give, deeply engraved in my inner dream, let me reminisce infatuatedly, accompanied by the edge of pain.
I am far away, waiting for not love, guarding is not love, what I see is a scar, what I understand is loneliness, you will not understand, someone is waiting for no fate, your progress, but driving a warm heart, this person's lovesickness will accompany you for a lifetime, but the comfort around this person will change for you.
My position, the words in my heart, nothing worth changing, the time is coming, the lovesickness is still there, the location has changed, the residual dreams are still gathering, the departure of friends, but it is inseparable from the acquaintance of the past, the road is simple to meet, but the lovesickness is struggling in the depths of my heart for a lifetime, let my thoughts with time, let my blessings express hope for you.
Missing is very cruel, it hurts to the root of tears, what makes me remember you, I can't explain, but what I can tell is that you can't change the pay in my heart, although I don't want to reciprocate, but I don't want to lose the taste of lovesickness.
The familiar face, the rare heartbeat, the love that has never seen through time, but can't cope with the expression of words, this is really really lost heart, how can I not cry.
A person, a heart, a drop of lovesickness, the same voice, deeds link, walking in the company of Wanjing, telling the charming Qiankun, walking on the road of the years, although their own struggle is weak, but with the warmth of the sun, so let their hearts grow on the vertical and horizontal line and sing the praises of their own path.
A person's scenery, a person's road, is his own words are not enough, or his words and deeds are not enough, but the pace of analysis is different, this is his own route, and it is also the growth given by his family, so that he can taste the ups and downs, and face love and hatred.
We will all wait because of time, we will all set off because of time, but the road is different, the time to get is the same, you can spend every day happily, grasp the sunshine every day, sprinkle the warmth in your heart, show your mood, just know the time, because its company gives you hope.
The time that has been spent, can not be saved, the road traveled, may not see the former person again, the broken heart, can not leave the shadow of sadness, walking in the timeline of love, sometimes the traces spread in the heart, others see themselves, but can not understand the pain behind the smile.
You are fate, I am share, we are destined to walk together, you have your life, I have my luck, you smile at dawn, you can't feel my crying in the evening, each other are walking in the vertical and horizontal line of time, you and I walk hand in hand today, but we can't meet tomorrow in the company of Wanjing.