The face in front of him was obviously the person he had been thinking about for so many years, Xu Jiu really didn't understand why the two of them had come to this point.

"Xiao Porcelain, I've thought about it for a long time during this time, but I still can't figure it out, can we really only be strangers to each other? We obviously love each other, and you are willing to give me a chance to make up for the mistakes of the past, why did you suddenly change completely?" Xu Jiu's voice was full of pain, and he asked puzzledly.

Staring at Xu Jiu's somewhat emaciated face after recovering from a serious illness, Ye Lingxi did not rush to answer his question, but looked at him silently for a long time before he asked with a trace of sadness: "Xu Jiu, are you really sure that I still love you now?"

"You just love me! No one in this world knows you better than me, your movements, your eyes, the expression of your voice, every detail I can see that you love me. Xiao porcelain, I know that I forced you to give up Ou Su's endorsement You are unhappy, I admit that I am selfish. As long as you don't leave me, I won't force you anymore. Xu Jiu's emotions suddenly became excited, and he rushed forward and grabbed Ye Lingxi's shoulders with both hands, and looked at her.

Looking at Xu Jiu in front of him, Ye Lingxi seemed to see himself back then.

At that time, in order to keep Xu Jiu, she was really willing to do anything, and she was willing to bear any grievances, just like Xu Jiu's promise to her now.

It's just a pity that it's too late!

The weather is very cold tonight, Ye Lingxi only wears evening dresses, and her exposed skin is frozen purple, but what is colder than this weather is her long-frozen heart.

"You're wrong, you've been wrong from the beginning, I don't love you anymore. At the beginning, you were half right, I returned to China to enter the entertainment industry, indeed to regain your attention. It's just that I didn't do this to reconcile with you, but to abandon you after being together, just as you abandoned me in the first place. Ou Su's endorsement is just an opportunity, it accelerates my plan, but without this opportunity, I will still leave you in the end, it is just a matter of time. Obviously saying the most cruel words, Ye Lingxi thought that he would cry, but in the end, he actually laughed sadly.

"You're lying to me!" Xu Jiu's hands gripping Ye Lingxi's shoulders became harder and harder, and the expression on his face became more and more painful.

Knowing that Xu Jiu was difficult to accept for a while, Ye Lingxi continued: "Am I lying to you, or are you deceiving yourself?" Xu Jiu, you have always been very smart, whether what I said is true or not, I think you know it in your own heart. If you think about it with your brain, you should understand that what I am saying is true or false. When you abandoned me so cruelly for the sake of your own future, did you care how sad I would be at that time? I am not a fool, after so many years, how can I still be stupid enough to love someone who once abandoned me? So I deliberately approached you just to make you miserable. I'm going to get revenge on you, and now it looks like I've succeeded, and you look really bad. ”

"Xiao porcelain, from Youlanli to City A, we only have each other in this world, why do we have to torture each other? When you were in Youlanli, you said that we would be together forever. I know I was wrong, I betrayed you first, but I really regret it, don't you treat me like this, okay?" Xu Jiu gradually let go of Ye Lingxi's shoulders, and his tearful eyes looked directly into Ye Lingxi's eyes, as if he wanted to see her heart.

After waiting for so many years, Ye Lingxi finally saw the day when Xu Jiu regretted it.

This feeling was even more sad and uncomfortable than she had ever thought.

"It's too late to drink, and the moment my brother dies, there is no longer any possibility between us. In the future, please don't mention Yulanli in front of me, I don't want you to tarnish my memories. There is only one possibility between us in the future, and that is to hate each other. This time Ou Su is just the beginning, you don't need to be kind to me in the future, because I won't either. Ye Lingxi stretched out his hand and pulled away Xu Jiu, then stood up from the swing and looked at him condescendingly.

After a long time, Xu Jiu didn't speak again.

Ye Lingxi thought that the two of them finally had nothing to say, so he turned around and prepared to leave, wanting to go back to his apartment.

Who knew that as soon as she turned around, she was pulled back by Xu Jiu.

Before she could react, Xu Jiu had already lowered his head and kissed her red lips.

Since childhood, perhaps because he is too familiar, except for the last time in the music restaurant, Ye Lingxi and Xu Jiu have never had a very intimate act between lovers.

Xu Jiu's kiss was cold, with a hint of despair.

I don't know why, Ye Lingxi had a very strong feeling of wanting to resist in his heart, so he struggled desperately to push Xu Jiu away after a while.

But Xu Jiu seemed to have made up his mind and refused to give up, holding her to the ground to prevent her from having a chance to escape.

In a hurry, Ye Lingxi subconsciously took a bite of wine.

Taking advantage of Xu Jiu's pain, she pushed Xu Jiu away violently, and then raised her hand to give Xu Jiu a slap.

When this slap went down, not only Xu Jiu, but even Ye Lingxi himself was stunned!

She looked at her beating hand in a daze, and was speechless in shock for a while......

After being slapped by Ye Lingxi, Xu Jiu tilted his head slightly and froze there motionless.

Ye Lingxi never thought that she would drink alcohol, she didn't know how to face such a situation, so after being shocked, she withdrew her hand and lifted the hem of her skirt and wanted to hurriedly throw it away.

Just before she could run a few steps, she heard Xu Jiu's hoarse voice behind her: "It's Lu Jingxing, you're in love with him, aren't you?"

The movement under his feet suddenly stopped, Ye Lingxi couldn't help but turn his head, looked at Xu Jiu in disbelief and said, "What are you talking nonsense?" Do you know what you are talking about?"

Ye Lingxi didn't understand that he and Lu Jingxing had never appeared together in front of the public, why did everyone seem to know their relationship?

Su Manmiao has a relationship with Lu Jingxing, and it is understandable to know this.

As for Xu Jiu, could it be that Su Manmiao told him?

"I've never been so sober as I am now! Do you dare to say that you have no relationship with Lu Jingxing? Do you dare to say that Ye Lingxi's identity was not given to you by him?"

Faced with Xu Jiu's questioning, Ye Lingxi couldn't refute it for a while, so he could only grit his teeth and stubbornly say: "These have nothing to do with you, you are not qualified to ask me this." ”

Ye Lingxi is not wrong, after being separated for so many years, Xu Jiu has no position or qualification to question what the relationship between her and Lu Jingxing is.

But time can change many details of life, but there is no way to erase those memories and tacit understandings.

Just like now, even if Ye Lingxi didn't have any explanation, Xu Jiu knew very well in his heart that all the things he asked were true.

For Ye Lingxi, right and wrong are very clear in her world, and if she doesn't directly deny it, then all this must be true.

After understanding this, Xu Jiu smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes: "Xiao porcelain, I hope you can deny it once, even if it is true, I also hope that you can lie to me once." At the very least, I can know that I still have at least a little weight in your heart right now. But you didn't, you didn't even want to tell me a lie. ”

Back then, it was obvious that Xu Jiu took the initiative to give up himself, Ye Lingxi couldn't figure it out, why did he look like a victim now?

Grievance and anger were like a balloon, constantly swelling in Ye Lingxi's heart, and her heart seemed to be about to be squeezed into deformation, so she said without choosing a word: "What do you want me to say to you? Back then, you didn't leave a word, so you said goodbye, but now you come to ask me to comfort your wounded heart? Since you want to know so much, then I'll tell you." What you said is not wrong, I and Lu Jingxing are the kind of relationship you think, I am the kind of lowly woman in Su Manmiao's mouth who is willing to sell her body for the sake of her superiority. Lu Jingxing is my first man, from kissing, to getting laid, we have done all the intimate things you have ever thought about, and we have even done things you can't think of. Now that I've told you everything, are you happy, satisfied?"

At this moment, Ye Lingxi was already in pain to the point of madness!

It seems that as long as it can hurt Xu Jiu, she is willing to do it, including hurting herself......

In Xu Jiu's heart, Ye Lingxi is the eternal white moonlight in his heart, a pure and innocent existence that cannot be blasphemed!

In this dirty and filthy world, looking at himself who has long been unrecognizable, Xu Jiu can at least tell himself that there is still the last pure land in this world.

So when Ye Lingxi insulted herself, Xu Jiu's heart was even more sad than her: "You are obviously not such a person, why do you belittle yourself so much? You have a hard time, right?"

"Is it still important to us now?" Ye Lingxi smiled sadly: "In fact, I just slept with Lu Jingxing. He had touched every inch of my body, he had seen every part of it, and I distinctly remembered the moment he entered my body. These are all real existences, do you think it is useful for me to say 'bitterness' now?"

"Ye Lingxi, don't say it again! I don't want to hear it anymore. Ye Lingxi's words had too much impact on Xu Jiu, and the tears he had been holding back for a long time finally fell, and he said with a painful face.

Many years ago, Xu Jiu's tears were as precious to Ye Lingxi as the tears of a crocodile.

Except that when Xu Jiu's mother was buried, Xu Jiu had cried so sadly, and Ye Lingxi saw him crying so sadly for the second time.

The last time I saw Xu Jiu crying like this, Ye Lingxi's heart was full of distress, but when I saw it again, there was only endless sadness......