6 It turns out that I never let go
I couldn't stop laughing and crying when I looked at the wedding card on the floor. The wedding card fell out of the pocket of Shi Qing's windbreaker. Life is really afraid of what comes. Even if I don't do his car, the wedding card is still lying in the palm of my hand. Groom: Shi Qing. Bride: Song Ge. Some people say that the lovely thing about life is that you never know what will happen to it in the next second. A pair of beautiful people kissing sweetly, how can it be so coincidental, the beauty in Shi Qing's arm is the creative director who was just transferred last week. Whether it is through the director or Shi Qing, I will know about his marriage in the end. There is an idiom called "It is difficult to escape", Shi Qing is the catastrophe of my life, I can't escape.
With nowhere to vent my hatred, I cut the wedding card in pieces. Back then, the child's words were only because they were careless.
The bakery was filled with Eason Chan's wedding wishes, and I was emotional, "If you dare to marry someone else, don't blame me for spilling blood all over the wedding." β
"You're going to kill me. He smiled and swiped the ice porridge in the paper bowl.
"How could I be willing to kill you, of course I killed the little slut next to you. β
"Don't worry, I won't give you this chance. Shi Qing's eyes gently turned into a lump of water.
Is this for the sake of the little slut who hasn't appeared yet and me? I silently ate the ice porridge, rubbing my suddenly moist eyeballs, and I couldn't help but feel sad when I thought of the picture of Shi Qing blocking the knife.
"Seriously, if the bride wasn't me, don't force me to attend. "I looked up and tried to overcome the gravitational pull of the earth, hoping that the water in my eyes would flow back.
"I was scared that I would rob the marriage. I will stay in the temple by myself and knock on the wooden fish silently, I wish you happiness, and I will be lonely for the rest of my life. β
Shi Qing smiled happily, "I can't imagine what your bald head looks like." β
I said I wouldn't be there, it's been too long, don't you remember? Looking at the new faces on the ground that were dismembered, a bunch of sluts.
Ten years, so long that I thought we wouldn't see each other again. I also thought about the scene if we met again: he brought a child as handsome as him, and I took the sensible and lovely Xin Rong. Or, he's not married. It's not that I haven't thought about Shi Qing's wedding. I thought I could smile and say that I was a hundred years old, and I raised a glass and drank it, and no matter how bad it was, I nodded and silently ate and drank. In the face of facts, hypothetical can only be hypothetical. I didn't expect that I didn't even have the courage to attend. I've got to admit, I'm a coward. I'm afraid that the happiness he gets is not what I give. After so many years, it turns out that I have never let go. Shi Qing is my butcher's knife, destined to be unable to become a Buddha in this life.
The first episode of the TV series at eight o'clock on TV has been played, and Glory has not brought Xin Rong back.
"I don't have such a game in a traffic jam, and the snails have climbed back. β
"Can you lower the decibels, I don't have my ears down. β
"What time are you back, have you eaten?" "I opened the refrigerator door and thought about what to do for them.
"I'm eating it now, and if I can come over now, I can leave you some nutritional residues. β
"Why do I want to smoke you so much, you still come to collect my kitchen waste. β
"Lao Qin Ji poured soup dumplings, you can see for yourself if you come. β
Before I could reply, the customer hung up the phone. Even if you are ruthless, I won't get along with the buns.
"How did you come out in your pajamas. Glory pulled away from the chair next to him and motioned for me to sit down.
"It's not that I'm afraid that there are really only nutrient residues. "Actually, I was wearing long pants and a long shirt, and I was wrapped tightly up and down, but it was a little unkempt. Because Lao Qin Ji is at the door of his house, about 15 minutes away. Lao Qin Ji's faΓ§ade is not big, but their buns always make people's mouths fragrant.
"Mom, you take a breath. My dad and I ordered buns and chopsticks haven't moved yet. Xin Rong smiled at me and reported the situation of the war.
"Xin Rong said, if you don't come, I can only eat one bun. Glory poured vinegar while holding the bun and put it on my plate, and smiled flatteringly.
Come on, neither of them knows how many cages to eat. I gave him a roll of the eye, as the storm inhaled the bun. If it weren't for my developed motor nerves and leaving residues, he would have really done it. Glory is a year older than me, but no matter how you look at it, she looks like a child. I like to bet and like to be more serious. You asked him to carry it on an errand, but he didn't agree. Because CCB, who paid the utility bills, was close to his office, I wanted to say that he paid it along with him. But I always had to offer benefits, so he compromised and agreed. Later, I was forced to take Line 3 every time I did it myself. But he is a complete adult in front of Xin Rong. Xin Rong likes fried buns, he can drive there and lie about it. Therefore, when there is glory, it is not uncommon for me to be a mother.
"You eat slowly, and no one will rob you. β
"You're forcing us to keep you and wash the dishes to pay off the debt. β
"Mom, don't make my dad poor. β
"Boss, check out. β
"Fools don't know hunger. Your stomach is bleeding. β
Glory held Xin Rong in one hand and pulled me out of Qin Ji at the same time. Maybe Xin Rong was tired of playing, and after a while, he fell asleep on Glory's shoulder.
"What's the matter, the blind date is an old man?"
"Where did you come from, you gave it to me. β
"Then when you eat the buns, you grit your teeth so much that you want to gnaw on the cage. β
"Don't make it up yourself, I'm hungry. "I really think of those buns as Song Ge. Thinking of her flowery face, I wanted to crush them all with my molars. I'm jealous of her beautiful appearance, I'm jealous of her graduation from MIT, I'm jealous of her monthly salary and bonuses that are several times higher than mine, I'm jealous, her groom is Shi Qing.
After calming down, I felt that there was something in the words of glory.
"How do you know I'm going on a blind date?"
Zhong Hong couldn't help but tell me. Otherwise, you think it's such a coincidence, and go to Happy Valley early in the morning with a stiff neck. β
"And said I don't want to tell you, she didn't say it yet. β
"If you don't say it, I know you're going on a blind date. I actually put on a mask last night. β
"But whether it works out or not, in the end I have to tell you. "I'm telling the truth. I thought, if it really happens, I'll show him to glory. If Glory doesn't agree, I won't be able to get married to death. I believe in glory as a child trusts the words of a parent's matchmaker. I don't know when Glory became my second relative after my grandmother.
"Listen to Zhong Hong, this is a big fish. I was still thinking about whether it would be inconvenient for Xin Rong to go home tonight. β
"You clear up your muddy thoughts before you talk to me. β
"You won't meet Shi Qing today, will you?" Glory stopped, and the black light in his eyes pressed me straight towards me.
"Yes or no, I saw him today. But the blind date was not him. β
"Do you know why I was so excited yesterday. β
"I know, because he's scum. Actually, you're right, I'm just deluding myself. He also thinks it's nice to have someone saddle his horse for him. β
"I went downstairs to buy soy milk this morning, and I happened to meet Shi Qing. It looks very tired, and I am alone at the entrance of the building, I don't know if I am waiting for my little girlfriend to eat breakfast. β
"The ancients said that wildfires are inexhaustible, and spring breezes blow and regenerate. It shows that dead ashes can also be rekindled. So ten years is not a problem, look at your unfinished look. β
"He's getting married, soon. β
My dead ashes have long been blown away by the wind, and even if there is a fire, it will not be able to burn. I don't think I'll be able to think about it for a while, if only he could be happy. Why should I care who is his pillow person. I looked up at the sky, and the moon was big and round. I should have watched the opening, Faye Wong didn't sing, looking back / The moon at that time / once represented whose heart / The result is the same.
"Where did Mingzhi's determination to shave his head go back then. β
I was dumbfounded for a moment, I had shaved the two letters SQ on the top of my head, Shi Qing, the pinyin abbreviation of his name.