What is the meaning of a person's existence in this world?

Is loving and being loved the meaning of existence?

What is certain is that when a person leaves this world, the people who can really remember this person must be those who really love this person and care about this person.

If it is still loved and remembered by the living, then the person who left will not really disappear.

Being cared for by the person he cares about is as if the person is still living around the people he cares about.

If one day in the future, Xiaoru falls in love with Pei Yuansheng, will Lu Chenxi gradually disappear into Xiaoru's world?

If the news of Lu Chenxi's death is announced, countless fans will inevitably be sad, and they will remember him, but what he cares about most is still the person he is willing to sacrifice his life for.

Lu Chenxi, who is under Jiuquan, will he hope that Xiaoru will completely forget him and fall in love with his good brother, or will he always love himself wholeheartedly and remember himself forever?

There is no answer to this question, and the more Tang Xiao assumes, the more painful he feels.

Some people are born with a lack of empathy, and some people are born with special empathy, and Tang Xiao undoubtedly belongs to the latter.

Good empathy ability can always make her empathize with the pain of others, and even, when the other party no longer exists in this world and no longer feels pain, she can still feel pain on behalf of the other party.

I can't help but laugh at myself in my heart, what's the point of thinking so much?

However, a certain corner of the heart was as if it had been burned by fire, and it was very uncomfortable.

No...... I can't let Xiaoru see anything unusual.

Now Xiaoru is immersed in her own little troubles, and at the same time, she is also immersed in new love.

Bear the unnecessary pain by yourself.

Tang Xiao worked hard to mobilize every muscle on his face to reveal the most natural smile.

"Xiaoru, why rush for a while? Maybe it's not that he doesn't want to touch you, but he has other considerations. ”

She understood that it was a lie, but it was also the most plausible explanation she could come up with at the moment.

"I'm not that kind of woman...... I just think it's weird to have something to do with him...... It wasn't like this before, but now it's suddenly like this, and I feel very panicked, and I don't know if it's wrong for me, or if I'm doing something wrong. ”

Ji Xiaoru said aggrieved and pitiful.

Seeing this big beauty with such an expression would be unbearable for anyone.

Tang Xiao thought to herself, I don't know if Pei Yuansheng and Xiaoru get along day and night now, will their feelings towards Xiaoru also change?

"Do you think he's treating you badly right now? Tang Xiao asked while taking out the dinner plate and putting the cut ingredients into the plate separately to prepare for the stir-fry later.

"In addition to that...... It's good. Ji Xiaoru seemed to think of something, and a sweet smile gradually appeared on her face, "I think he knows romance better than before, and he often makes me laugh...... He's so cute. I'm getting more and more fond of him......"

As she spoke, Ji Xiaoru stretched out her hand to cover her face as if embarrassed.

"Hey, why do I like him so much? I haven't been like this before, I can't stand myself......"

"Isn't this good?" Tang smiled and said, "Look at you, now it's like a girl who has just fallen in love for the first time." ”

"Really?" Ji Xiaoru put down her hands, opened her eyes wide, her eyes were sweet and shy, and her tone was delicate and soft, which was similar to the usual pungent Ji Xiaoru, "I feel a little too happy...... Happiness is like a dream......"

"There is a saying called enjoying the moment - Xiaoru, don't think too much, go with the flow, when happiness comes, enjoy happiness and love. ”

"Well, I know, my life coach smiled at my classmates~" Ji Xiaoru suddenly leaned over and hugged Tang Xiao from behind, rested her head on her shoulder, rubbed it, and said infinitely affectionately.

"Coquettish or something, keep it with you Lu Chenxi, no matter how you stick to me, I can't hold it. Tang Xiao joked.

"Hey, smile, if you're a man, there's really nothing to do with Lu Chenxi. Ji Xiaoru said with a smile: "You are so good, too gentle, I don't think there is a better person in the world than you." ”

"Don't praise me anymore, no matter how much you praise me, I can't become a man. Tang Xiao smiled helplessly.

"Good thing you're not a man. Ji Xiaoru let go of Tang Xiao, looked at Tang Xiao from the side and said, "If you are a man, I don't know how many women fall under your white coat." ”

"Poof......" Tang smiled and shook his head: "Exaggerated." I'm not rich and handsome. ”

"Wow, that's not necessarily!" Ji Xiaoru continued to fantasize: "If you are a man, it is appropriate to be tall and handsome, as for being rich, I only know that if you are a man, you will definitely not miss the opportunity to go abroad for graduate school, and when you return from studying abroad, I am afraid that you will not be able to make a splash, even if you stay abroad to do research, it will be very good." ”

Tang Xiao's movements in his hand paused, and said with a smile: "I have nothing to look forward to abroad, back then, my father prevented me from going abroad on the grounds that women should not go abroad, and they should find a stable job in China and marry early, in fact, now that I think about it, I should thank him, otherwise, I won't be able to meet Cheng Lie." ”

"Huh? Ji Xiaoru nodded, and suddenly said with a heartfelt blessing: "So, how do you say it? Everything is the best arrangement!"

"Everything is the best arrangement...... Tang Xiao chewed on this sentence, nodded approvingly and said: "Yes, that's it, everything that happens is the best arrangement of God." ”

Thinking of Lu Chenxi's death again, if this is really the case, then is the passing of such a young life also a "good" arrangement?

He or Xiaoru, what did he do wrong?

There are some things that no matter how much you think about them, there is no answer, and what else can be done about what has happened other than to accept and face it?

Tang Xiao was silent for a moment, and smiled again: "Okay, let's stop talking, if we continue to talk like this, I'm afraid we will never be able to eat dinner." After all, the two of us always have endless things to say together. ”

"Oh, yes. Ji Xiaoru nodded, glanced in the direction of the door, and said with a smile: "That guy is still waiting to eat, if it weren't for Xiaoxiao's reminder, I'm afraid I would really have to talk to you until I get old, don't talk about it, now officially start stir-frying!"

Ji Xiaoru said that she would move, and immediately picked up the spatula and stood in front of the stove, turned on the range hood and began to pour oil into the pot.

Tang Xiao shook his head with a smile, and stood aside to make room for Ji Xiaoru.

All dinners are basically prepared in front of the time-consuming, shopping, washing, chopping these take a lot of time to complete, in comparison, when you really stir-fry, you will feel that time flies and people enjoy it.

A dish can be cooked in about five to ten minutes, and even the longest winter melon pork rib soup only takes half an hour.

More than half an hour later, Ji Xiaoru stood in the kitchen and shouted loudly: "Open the meal~~"

"It's coming!"

"Lu Chenxi" seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and as soon as he heard Ji Xiaoru's call, he immediately ran to the kitchen.

Tang Xiao looked at the big smile on "Lu Chenxi's" face from the side, and felt that Pei Yuansheng had really learned seventy or eighty percent in terms of demeanor, at least, a smile like this was difficult to see on Pei Yuansheng's face before.

In Tang Xiao's impression of such a down-to-earth thing as serving dishes, Pei Yuansheng has never done it.

So, is the current Pei Yuansheng more down-to-earth than before?

Thinking of this, Tang Xiao couldn't help laughing.

"Xiaoxiao, what are you laughing at?" Ji Xiaoru, who was taking out the dishes and chopsticks from the disinfection cabinet, asked curiously.

"It's nothing, I just think that your Lu Zi is very diligent. Tang smiled and smiled.

"He's ......" Ji Xiaoru looked at the tall back of "Lu Chenxi", her eyes were full of tenderness, "It's really much more diligent than before, I really like him more and more now." ”

"Isn't this good?" Tang Xiao gently pinched Ji Xiaoru's face, and said with a smile: "Cherish the moment, don't think too much, okay?"

"Okay, I see, listen to you. Ji Xiaoru said obediently.

At the dinner table, Tang Xiao found that Pei Yuansheng had a much larger amount of food than before.

I have the impression that Pei Yuansheng used to feel like he was guilty every time he ate, he stopped eating a little bit, and he vomited in the bathroom because he was uncomfortable after eating too much, but now, Pei Yuansheng doesn't need anyone's persuasion, he eats with relish.

If Uncle Yan could see Pei Yuansheng like this, he would definitely be very pleased.

It's a pity, in the past, Uncle Yan dreamed that Pei Yuansheng could recover his health.

"Xiaoxiao, why are you in a daze?" Seeing Tang Xiao not moving his chopsticks for a long time, Lu Chenxi asked.

"No, I just thought about something. Tang said with a smile, reached out and took two sweet potato tips and put them in his mouth and chewed them carefully.

When he was younger, Tang Xiao also liked to eat spicy or heavier meat, after all, no meat is not happy, as he grew older, Tang Xiao also paid attention to health, and under the influence of Cheng Lie, he also began to let himself try to combine meat and vegetables every day, and eat more green vegetables with leaves.

Changing your eating habits is undoubtedly beneficial, and the most intuitive thing is that Tang Xiao's skin is better than before, and she basically doesn't have acne anymore.

"What do you think? Xiaoxiao, do you have something on your mind?" Ji Xiaoru asked casually.

"No, it's just a distraction," Tang Xiao said, "I'm working from 9 to 5 every day now, and I'm quite fulfilling, what can I worry about?"

"By the way, speaking of work, how are you doing in the nursing home? Ji Xiaoru glanced sideways at Tang Xiao a few times and said, "Oh, why do I think Xiaoxiao you seem to have lost weight?" Lu Chenxi, don't you think?"

"Are you thin?" Lu Chenxi stopped his chopsticks, looked Tang Xiao up and down for a while, hooked his lips and smiled: "I don't think at all, if there is any change, I think Xiaoxiao seems to be fat." ”