Chapter 13: Dreams
Until one time, when Guo Jiawen was in the bathroom, she suddenly fainted in the toilet, and was immediately sent to the hospital after being found by her colleagues, and it was found that Guo Jiawen had cancer.
When Guo Jiawen learned about it, she was full of despair about life and no longer had a glimmer of hope to live, but she still had a wish in her heart, that is, she wanted to come back to see her hometown again, and wanted to see the person she was still thinking about in her heart.
That night, Wang Yuyan accompanied Guo Jiawen until late, and it was not until Guo Jiawen fell asleep with a smile that Wang Yuyan quietly left, and she found the director who treated Guo Jiawen.
The attending doctor told Wang Yuyan that Guo Jiawen's condition had reached an advanced stage, and with the current medical technology, it could not be cured at all, and chemotherapy could only be used to help the patient delay for a longer period of time.
After knowing Guo Jiawen's condition, Wang Yuyan's whole body was decadent, and when she walked out of the doctor's office, she suddenly felt very panicked, she didn't know what to do, could she watch her former friend being tortured to death by the disease? Wang Yuyan's heart was resistant, but what could she do!
In the following days, Wang Yuyan took care of Guo Jiawen's food and clothing wholeheartedly every day, and in order to make Guo Jiawen no longer lonely, she also deliberately took Chen Yi to the hospital to play with Guo Jiawen.
The moment she first saw Chen Yi, Guo Jiawen liked it very much, always thinking of ways to make Chen Yi happy, and then pulled Chen Yi to do some simple games with her that girls like.
Happy times are always short-lived, Guo Jiawen's condition is getting worse day by day, sometimes she will fall into a coma, lose consciousness when she wakes up, and can only staring at the ceiling blankly, like a vegetative person.
When Guo Jiawen lost consciousness, Wang Yuyan always took the trouble to take the picture book that Guo Jiawen gave to Wang Yuyan back then, and then opened the pages to tell Guo Jiawen their story at that time.
"Jiawen, do you remember, this is the first time you secretly drew it when we first became friends. ”
"It's when it's raining and we're hiding from the rain at the café together!"
"This is the time you took me to see the rape flowers, and the first time you told me your story. ”
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In this way, every time Wang Yuyan opens a page, she can always think of every story between them back then, just like watching a movie, vividly, every time she is halfway through, Wang Yuyan always burst into tears!
She didn't know if they would ever be able to go back to the days they had before, carefree and always with her at all times.
Soon, Guo Jiawen's coma time is getting longer and longer, and the time she is awake is getting shorter and shorter, but no matter what time it is, there is always a shadow by her side, holding her hand tightly, telling one story after another!
When I got out of school, you would always take a detour to send me home first, but I returned the same way, you always gave me one surprise after another, and now let me accompany you through the last part of your life.
Every time Guo Jiawen was tormented by the disease, she was stubborn and always gritted her teeth and persevered, never screaming, her pale hands clutched the sheets, and there were always a few traces of being torn the white sheets!
Wang Yuyan watched Guo Jiawen die and come back to life by the disease, she held Guo Jiawen's hand tightly, she never wanted to be superstitious before, and she was always praying in her heart that God could apply this pain to her, even if it was for a lifetime.
It was a sunny day, the weather was surprisingly good, Guo Jiawen was lying on the hospital bed, looking at the sunlight shining in through the window, she was thinking about something.
"Yu Yan, do you remember the time when I took you to see rape flowers?" Guo Jiawen suddenly said to Wang Yuyan, who was wiping her body on the side!
Wang Yuyan smiled and said: "Why don't you remember, I remember that at that time, you were looking for rape fields alone, just to fulfill one of my dreams at that time!"
"Yu Yan, I want to see that rape field again, okay?"
"No, your current physical condition doesn't allow you to toss like this!" Wang Yuyan's attitude was very resolute, because she knew Guo Jiawen's physical condition best, even a small bump on the road could make Guo Jiawen leave, Wang Yuyan was unwilling to take this risk.
Guo Jiawen looked at Wang Yuyan pleadingly, and said slowly: "Yu Yan, I know that you are worried about me, I also know my physical condition, I also know that I have no time, I have no relatives in this world, you are the only person I care about in this world, I want to experience us at that time again, okay?
Wang Yuyan put down the towel in her hand, the memories in her heart were provoked again, she didn't want to experience the laughter and laughter with Guo Jiawen again, just before the doctor quietly called Wang Yuyan to the office, he said that Guo Jiawen's condition has become more and more serious, and the effect of chemotherapy has been insignificant, if she continues to stay in the hospital, she can only delay, but it will not be too long, and she will be tortured by illness every day, if Guo Jiawen has been psychologically prepared, she can also choose to go home and have a good time with her family again。
The stubborn Wang Yuyan said on the spot that she would continue to live in the hospital, even if she could let Guo Jiawen live for a minute or a second, she would not give up on her!
However, when Guo Jiawen put forward her request, Wang Yuyan's heart was firm, but seeing Guo Jiawen's pleading expression, her heart softened, and she didn't know how to choose.
After a while, Wang Yuyan seemed to have made an unswerving decision, she said: "Jiawen, you first cooperate with the hospital to cure the disease, and when you recover, I will agree to you no matter what you ask, but now you must listen to me!"
After speaking, she didn't give Guo Jiawen a chance to speak, and walked out of the ward with a basin of water
Guo Jiawen, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked at Wang Yuyan's stubborn back, and she muttered: "Wang Yuyan, why are you so stupid!"
At noon, the sun shines on the hospital bed, and the warm sunlight always makes people sleepy, and Guo Jiawen, who has not slept peacefully for a long time, finally falls asleep sweetly.
Taking advantage of Guo Jiawen's sleeping time, Wang Yuyan wanted to go back to see Chenyi, after all, she hadn't gone back in the past few days, just now Chenyi also took Wang's father's mobile phone and made a call to Wang Yuyan, saying that she missed her, Wang Yuyan, who hadn't seen Chenyi for several days, also missed it in her heart, and then she directly said hello to the nurse, and then got into a taxi and went back first!
As soon as Wang Yuyan got home, Chen Yi threw himself into her arms, he put his arms around Wang Yuyan's neck, but he refused to let go, and finally Wang Yuyan played with him at home for a while, and then coaxed Chen Yi to sleep, she gently closed the door, looked at the time It was already two o'clock, it is estimated that Guo Jiawen has woken up, she picked up the bag and prepared to leave.
As soon as she went out, Wang Yuyan was stopped by Wang's father, who picked up a thermos pot and handed it to Wang Yuyan.
Father Wang looked at his daughter in front of him, who had lost a lot of weight, and his face was full of haggardness, and he couldn't help but feel distressed.
"Yu Yan, this is the chicken soup your mother made for you, let's take it to the hospital together!"
Wang Yuyan handed over the thermos pot, and she squeezed out a smile from her haggard face and said, "Well, I know Dad!"
After speaking, Wang Yuyan turned around and wanted to go downstairs.
"Hey, Yu Yan. "Daddy Wang seems to have something to say.
Wang Yuyan stopped, turned around and looked at Father Wang with some confusion.
Father Wang paused, then said with a smile: "Take good care of your body, call me if you have something." ”
Father Wang stood at the door and let out a long sigh! As if he had something to say in his heart, but before the words reached his mouth, he retreated in his heart!
Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, seeing his daughter so haggard and tired, Wang's father doesn't know how uncomfortable it is, he has been to the hospital many times before, and every time he wants to replace Wang Yuyan, he was rejected by Wang Yuyan, saying that he is not suitable for taking care of girls as a big man, and in desperation, Wang's father had to give up!
Later, Wang's father communicated with the hospital about Guo Jiawen's condition, and the answer given by the hospital was to give up the treatment, Wang's father went home and pondered for a long time, he first didn't want to see his daughter suffer like this again, and he didn't want to see Guo Jiawen's painful expression when she was tortured by the disease, just now he wanted to tell Wang Yuyan, or give up!
Although he thought very simply, when the words came to his lips, Wang's father gave up again, because he knew how important Guo Jiawen was to Wang Yuyan, as long as he said this, he suddenly felt that Wang Yuyan would be too prejudiced against himself from now on.
In the end he held back!
Wang Yuyan took the car back to the hospital, and when she opened the room with a hot thermos flask, she found that the bed in the ward was empty!
At that moment, her head was blank, until the thermos flask in her hand slipped off and fell to the ground with a 'bang', which made Wang Yuyan come back to her senses!
She went directly to the person in charge of the ward, but the nurse told her that she did not see Guo Jiawen leave the ward.
Wang Yuyan was crazy, she shouted Guo Jiawen's name on every floor, room by room to look for Guo Jiawen, and even the people in the hospital spontaneously looked for Guo Jiawen, but they searched the hospital and didn't find it.
The desperate Wang Yuyan sat on the ground crying bitterly, she was afraid that Guo Jiawen didn't want to drag herself down anymore, so she chose to leave silently by herself, she was afraid that if she lost Guo Jiawen, she would never get it back!
Crystal tears wet Wang Yuyan's cheeks, and she clasped her hands on her knees, completely unsure of what to do.
At this time, a child ran in front of Wang Yuyan, the child looked at Wang Yuyan blankly, and then stretched out his chubby little hand, and also took a rape flower in his little hand.
"Auntie, I'll give you this rape flower, don't you cry, okay?" the child said innocently.
Wang Yuyan looked at the rape flower in front of her in a daze, and suddenly she thought of something!
Wang Yuyan quickly kissed the child's face, and then hurried to the place in her mind non-stop, not daring to stop for a moment.
When she finally arrived, she found a familiar figure sitting by a small stream next to the rape field.