"Why haven't you seen Lan Bingshui looking for you to eat lately?" Zhong Hong asked me without raising her head while eating noodles.

"Dopamine is depleted. ”

"Don't slander people. I think he's serious. I don't believe you don't feel anything?"

Of course, if I have feelings, I will pick out with Lan Bingshui. I was also expected to see his gradual coldness towards me these days. A lot of things don't need to be explained. I know what he's going to do, and he knows what kind of girl he's going to chase. So the two of us tacitly slowly got out of each other's sight and returned to the work exchanges between ordinary colleagues. Originally, Lan Bingshui and I were not in the same department, and it was rare for me to see each other in a month. Even if we occasionally meet in the elevator lobby, the two of us will not be uncomfortable, first, Lan Bingshui has not chased me at all, and second, everyone's feelings are not deep, so it is not embarrassing. Except for Zhong Hong, no one else in the company could think of what had happened to the two of us and what had ended. Even for me and him of the parties, there are not many waves. We all have our own lives to take care of, this kind of thing, it's just a play, hastily debuting and ending abruptly, short and funny, just to add fun, no one will take it to heart.

Through a few months of getting along, I gradually got to know this young man, and as I got to know him, I liked this energetic young man. I can feel Lan Bingshui's self-confidence, wisdom, respect, patience, open-mindedness and affection. I appreciate his confidence when he doesn't mind me being taller than him in high heels, the wisdom he exudes when he talks, the respect he always respects me, and he doesn't ask as long as I don't say it, the patience of his tolerance even if I pull Zhong Hong to eat together, his open-mindedness at work, and the affection when he can say some affectionate sentences. Blue Ice Water is a good boy, and I'm sure he has no shortage of girls who like him. From Lan Bingshui's mouth, I know that his parents are both primary school teachers, and their thinking is traditional and simple, and Lan Bingshui loves them very much. I believe that blue ice water is like me, but adult likes are the least thing. Personally, in addition to liking, it also depends on whether the concept of life can be compatible, whether there is a conflict in dealing with the world, and whether personal privacy will be respected... There are too many, and when it comes to family, then there is more to consider. Whether dad likes it or not, whether mom likes it or not, whether the door is right, whether the household is right, the family environment in which the girl grows up, the girl's past... Love is never for one person, to betray the whole world, and I sincerely despise this kind of person. Lan Bingshui's abandonment was his rational decision. When we grow up, we know that there is no love enough, only whether it is suitable or not. Shoes that don't fit well, in addition to your own feet will hurt, and after wearing them for a long time, the shoes will also be deformed. Blue Ice Water knows better than me how inappropriate we are. If you have one more child, you will invisibly thread the troubles one by one. Children's education, education has always been a luxury, parents' resistance, and they can't accept it calmly, a child who has no blood with himself... Everyone wants to have an easy life, and Blue Ice Water is no exception. So, I know he'll break it cleanly and won't drag the mud and water. I also believe that it will not be long before he is ready to go.

"I don't think so. I think you're thinking too much about it. It's in vain to think about it, and there is no shortage of beautiful people to accompany people's little fresh meat. An old aunt like me, after a long period of contact, there is no freshness. ”

"Okay. Why doesn't the mysterious man who gave you a lily every Friday give it away?"

"Maybe it's someone who has an anonymous crush on me. Haven't you seen the card before, it's written like a ghost drawing, and I can't guess who it is. ”

Originally, I was very taboo to get along too closely with male colleagues, because I not only put an end to office romances, but I also put an end to office ambiguities. Therefore, I didn't tell Zhong Hong that it was Lan Bingshui who sent the flowers. Now that it's completely broken, let alone talk to Zhong Hong. It's not that I don't trust Zhong Hong and don't tell her, but I always feel that my love life doesn't need to be known to everyone. Because it's not just me when it comes to emotional matters, I don't know if the other party wants others to know about the affairs between us, and hiding it is my way of dealing with my own gossip. And the problem of feelings is a metaphysical problem, it comes and goes quickly, no one takes anyone seriously, and it is impossible to tell others, as if it is unforgettable and sadistic.

"I think it's a poor ghost with a heart. Although there are many patterns, there are only so many flowers at a time, which is like Song Ge's boyfriend, who is rich and rich, and has a large bouquet of lilies every time. But it's only bigger, and it doesn't have the delicate care that your little bouquet comes in. ”

Zhong Hong is worthy of being the company's information broadcasting station, and even Shi Qing knows that he sent flowers to Song Ge. It's no wonder that these days I feel that Song Ge is blowing in the spring breeze, and it turns out that he is immersed in love.

"I said you're amazing, you know all of that. ”

"I'll tell you a little secret. You would never guess. Zhong Hong curled the corners of her lips, pretending to be mysterious.

"Tell me. I want to know. "Every time I see Zhong Hong can't wait to tell me something, I will cooperate with her performance and show full of curiosity. Although Zhong Hong is a few years older than me, I always feel that she is still a child, and she is as cute as a child.

"Thank God, his colleague. is the one who has no emotional intelligence, Shi Qing, who is Song Ge's boyfriend. ”

"Oh my God. Really, is it such a coincidence?"

"You can pretend to be more exaggerated. You already knew why you didn't tell me?"

"I thought you knew. Your message is so complete. I also knew about it by accident. One day I didn't bring the key, but when I went back to the company, I saw a drunk Song Ge, and then I called Shi Qing. Let Shi Qing send Song Ge home. ”

"Why is Song Ge drinking?"

"How do I know..."

"That's right, how can you know that you don't listen to things outside the window and only look at Xiao Xinrong..."

Song Ge seemed to be drinking that day because of Shi Qing, but I'm not sure. I always felt that I was not very happy about being divorced, so I didn't mention it again.

"Just looking at a little Xin Rong already makes me dizzy. ”

"Don't you wonder who sent you the flowers?"

"Not curious. People don't send it now, so I guess it's empathetic and don't fall in love. ”

"Even if you send it, it's no fun. Do you think you're still a student, and you're full of warm water?"

Yes, economic conditions are not necessary, but they are also one of the conditions for choosing a mate. He can not be rich but not very poor. It's okay for me to suffer a little, but I can't bear to let Xin Rong suffer with me. Money is not everything, but it can make Xin Rong eat a little better and have a better time.