I silently ate the roasted leeks without saying a word. lest he say something and cause everyone to break up unhappily. What's more, Shi Qing is kind to me today, and I still have to give this face. Maybe it wasn't difficult for him to get a diagnosis and get a hospital bed, but I still thank him from the bottom of my heart. As for the favors he owes to his colleagues because of Xin Rong, I won't care about it.

This barbecue restaurant grills things and takes them straight from the signature, so the iron plate that comes up is full of all kinds of grilled ingredients. I know that Shi Qing doesn't eat these things, such as chicken heart, chicken gizzards, duck intestines and the like. When I saw the roast duck intestines and chicken hearts on his plate, I naturally sandwiched the internal organs of those animals on my plate.

I felt that Shi Qing had been staring at me, so I met his faint glare in his eyes, "You can't waste it if you don't eat it, right?"

"I can eat these now. Shi Qing smiled slightly, a rare gentleness and warmth.

"I'm sorry. As he spoke, he returned the heart, liver, spleen, lungs, belly, and kidneys to their original owners.

When I was in school, I liked to drink beef soup and mutton soup. In addition to the spicy soup, a bowl of hot mutton soup in the morning is simply a happy start to the day. When Shi Qing and I went to drink mutton soup and beef soup, even if Shi Qing drank whole broth every time, occasionally a few pieces of water would be mixed into it. When he was unfortunate enough to win the bid, he would pour the bits and pieces of water into my soup bowl. Sometimes I will laugh at Shi Qing for being a fake Chinese, similar to chicken feet and sheep's hooves, Shi Qing also does not eat it, and is a foreigner. I feel sorry for Shi Qing, how many folk delicacies I have missed invisibly. I don't think a life is complete without going into the water.

"How can you go to the United States for a few years and look like a Chinese?" I asked Shi Qing, who looked at Shi Qing who was eating duck intestines with relish.

"Nothing special. I just remembered that the way you gnawed on chicken feet and thought it was delicious, so I wanted to try it. The chicken feet in American Chinese restaurants are all shaved and not troublesome, but they are really delicious. ”

"Cut, you can pull it down. Back then, you were unmoved by all my coercion and temptation, don't put gold on my face. "Shi Qing's words, I don't believe them a hundred times. I think back then, I deliberately ate all kinds of lo-mei in front of him, because I just like to see him look unbearable but helpless. In his eyes, I didn't eat Zhou Black Duck but arsenic.

"Because I miss you so much. Even if you don't like it, because of you, you want to give it a try. ”

Missing is a very warm word. Relatives, friends, and lovers will express this word, and use this word to tell their love and dependence on him or her. I tried my best to draw Shi Qing's thoughts closer to my friends. I sorted out my feelings, and I don't want to make waves again. I know Shi Qing very well, even if he doesn't ask me about my past, but as time goes by, those embarrassments will gradually become apparent. I knew him, and even if I didn't get sick again, he couldn't accept the fact that I was someone else's mistress, and I couldn't guarantee that I wouldn't get sick again. We don't have an ending, I already know the outcome, so why bother to tear my heart out?

"Okay, okay, for the sake of my old friend's affection for me. If Song Ge asks me, your black history, I swear to keep my mouth shut. "Forgive me for being a deserter, and I didn't want to face the affection, so I had to pull his girlfriend on his back.

"Sinai. In the past ten years, you have not changed. You are still the same as before, everything is written on your face, you don't need to speak, you can see your expression. You are still the same as before, with a great enthusiasm for life, and you treat people with the utmost kindness. It's very simple to people and things, and even the password of the mobile phone was guessed by me at once. ”

"But you have also changed, you always talk around the bush, you are not like that. What you like and what you hate will be said directly. So, I don't understand now, are you deliberately estranged from me because you hate me, or, because, you, like me?"

"I don't hate you and I don't like you. I just thought, if we can't be friends, then we can only be strangers. We're not suitable, and I don't want to get involved in other people's feelings. We have no present, no future. In the past, we were both absent from each other's lives for a whole decade. "Since Shi Qing said that I was beating around the bush, I simply poured out all my inner thoughts. The two of us, just so embarrassed, can't be in any time dimension together, all we can do is to be okay and forget about each other.

"Huh. I sometimes wonder if we've swapped roles. You obviously told me the result again and again, and I, like you, have no skin and no face, and I still think you like me. ”

"Shi Qing, we are adults. It's useless to just like it. I don't want to be under pressure to be with you, and you can't accept my past. I've done a lot of things that touch your principles in the past ten years, and it's unbearable that you can't even imagine. I'm disgusting myself. ”

My nose was sore, and Shi Qing in front of me gradually blurred. I think he understood my disdain, so Shi Qing didn't ask me what had happened in the past ten years.

It took a lot of effort for me to say these things. After finishing speaking, there was also a kind of relief for no reason. Now, Shi Qing and I can always get along.

"Take me to the hospital. Xin Rong is alone in the hospital, and I want to accompany her. ”

"I'll send you home. You don't sleep well in the hospital. ”

Looking at Shi Qing's face, I knew that I couldn't change it, so I had to obey silently and obediently obey orders.

When I woke up, I was still in Shi Qing's car. I just remember that after we finished the barbecue, Shi Qing didn't agree with me going to the hospital and wanted to send me home. Later, I seemed to be asleep? I subconsciously shouted, "Shi Qing?"

"I'm here. My hand was covered by a large palm, and I tilted my head to look at him lying on his side in his seat. I looked out the window again, and it was downstairs in my house.

I was wrapped in a sleeping bag and the heating was on in the car, so I didn't feel cold after a night's sleep. Shi Qing was on the side, with his coat on his body, looking at me quietly. I suddenly thought of something, shrunk my head into my sleeping bag, wiped my eyes, and luckily nothing. He poked his head out as if nothing had happened.

"I see that you have a lot of eye feces, so I should go to the hospital to check it out if I have time recently, don't there be anything wrong. Shi Qing said with a smile. I gave him a hard look, and the acting skills that were casual just now became useless. I hate.

"It's all at my house, why don't you wake me up?"

"I saw that you slept too soundly, so I didn't call you. ”

"Then you can also send me home, you also know that the key is that, can I have the energy to go to work today after being aggrieved in the car all night?" I took out the key from my bag and waved it in front of Shi Qing's eyes, he was not so shy when he went to my house last time. He also said that he was afraid that I would not be comfortable sleeping with Xin Rong in the hospital, but I would be comfortable sleeping in his car? Yesterday, he obviously told the story about it, what kind of anger did he vent? However, thinking that he had also suffered with me all night, he did not continue to curse him.

"You have to be safe when you climb the mountain. Be careful when driving on the road" I only knew when I saw the sleeping bag that Shi Qing had been hiking. I don't know much about it, but the sleeping bag is very professional and always in the car, so I know that he still has a hobby in college. When he was in college, he would participate in mountaineering clubs, and occasionally he would wear a color on his face. When he left, he couldn't help but tell him a few words, he was old, and he couldn't consume his health like before.