The first two days were very bad and very bad, and I almost felt depressed.

I've always wanted to make up for it, but I'm extremely bored with the thought of writing.

It was the worst feeling I've ever written.

Psychologically irritable, falling into intense self-doubt and self-denial.

This book is also the hardest book I've ever written.

Why?

Because there are so many clues in this book, one ring after another, especially the climax of each chapter, it is really difficult to write, it is natural to write, and the climax must burst out.

The most important thing is to try to be as bug-free as possible.

Ordinary novels are all single-threaded, with the protagonist as the center, where like this novel, various threads are multi-threaded in parallel.

There is another factor that makes this difficulty several times higher, that is, the spring and autumn cicadas.

Once reborn, I have to tear down and start over, so I have to remember everything I wrote before, and I must be clear, otherwise if it is not good, I will get a bug.

Not to mention "The Legend of the Ancestors", the myth of zào created by himself becomes more difficult to make up the later it gets.

Writing a novel has always been easy in the front and difficult in the back. Because writing in front is like painting on a blank sheet of paper, swaying at will. It will be more and more difficult to write later, with the foundation and limitations of the front.

I want to write the text of "Gu Zhenren", and I want to write "The Legend of the Ancestors", which is equivalent to writing two novels, and I have to combine the two novels to write them together and echo each other. The two novels that are more difficult to write the further you go, the difficulty is superimposed on each other, not 10+10, but 10X10!

Truth be told, there are also the financial pressures of life. I got married about 1 year ago, and now I have 2 months to go, so it's very stressful.

So it became very irritable.

Especially after reading these recent chapters, I don't feel satisfied.

Suddenly, I found that I couldn't write novels well, and my ability was very lacking. To be more precise, there is a considerable gap from one's own imaginary realm.

So next month, I'm going to trim and update as much as possible to keep one update a day. The update owed this month, huh...... Remember.

First of all, I have to rest more, I can't stay up late anymore, my body can't bear it.

Secondly, I want to take this opportunity to improve the quality. In the first two months, there was quantity, and then there was more focus on quality.

In the end, I have to fill in myself, and the more I write, the more I find that my ability is insufficient, and I have to learn in many ways.

The update in June, try to change every day, at 14 o'clock in the afternoon. I1153