"Oh...... Man-sook is really here, it's really a once-in-a-millennium spectacle. ”

When Shen Lingshan learned that Lin Manshu was coming to the bar, she thought it was a joke, and when she really saw Lin Manshu appear, she was about to drop her jaw.

Lin Manshu went to the noisy bar accompanied by Xiao Mubai, the strong rhythm of the music, the dynamic drum beat seemed to calculate the frequency of the heartbeat, and the sound was made when the heart was beating, which made people feel like they were shaking when they heard the music.

Colourful spotlights illuminate the not-so-bright environment, and people on the dance floor are not shy about the presence of others, scratching their heads and showing off their charm.

Lin Man-sook was exposed to this environment for the first time, and the drumbeat of music filled her eardrums, which was a feeling that she had never felt before.

"Isn't it not quite used to this environment?"

The surrounding environment was too noisy, and Xiao Mubai had to raise his voice when he spoke.

"It's the first time I've come to this kind of place, and it's a very different feeling. Lin Manshu commented objectively.

It's true that she doesn't fit in, she can't stand the noisy environment, but it's not annoying, and she feels a new experience in this novel environment.

……

The four of them stayed at the bar until late and had their best time before leaving. Lin Manshu gradually adapted to the noisy atmosphere of the bar, but still refused to dance, so she kept sitting in the rest area with Xiao Mubai and drinking, but Xiao Hanyu and Shen Lingshan, as if they had unlimited physical strength, danced very happily.

Xiao Mubai went home alone, saw Yao Yiyi's car downstairs in the community, and walked over and knocked on her car window when he had questions. Yao still heard the sound and rolled down the window.

"Why are you here?" asked Xiao Mubai.

"I'm waiting for you. Yao still finished speaking, opened the car door and got out of the car.

"Is there anything wrong with me?" Xiao Mubai asked.

He tried not to pay attention to Yao Yi's affairs, but he still cared unconsciously in his heart. After all, Yao is still an insurmountable cut in Xiao Mubai's heart in the past years, and it is difficult to guess whether he can cross it in the future.

"I still have something I want to tell you about Gao Xiaohai's death. Yao still said.

Yao's eyes and the feeling she gave people have always been the same as more than ten years ago, cowardly and weak, which makes men have a desire to protect. Xiao Mubai still remembers that in the autumn many years ago, they had just entered their first year of high school. When he entered the class that day, he saw Yao Yi sitting by the window, and the autumn wind poured in from the window, blowing her long black hair. The sun falls on the table, and it seems that the years are quiet.

At that time, Yao's eyes were no different from now, tender and pitiful. Just because of that glance, Xiao Mubai's entire life focus from high school to college revolved around Yao Yi.

"You look so gentle, why are you so cruel to me?"

With the strength of the wine, Xiao Mubai said something that had never been said to Yao Yi before, a bit like complaining.

"From high school to college, seven years, I chased you for seven years, and you didn't agree. I thought that you should have a high vision and think that you would live happily, so I feel free to leave my feelings for you behind. But you...... How can you do this to me? What should I do if you live like this?"

Yao was still full of emotion, and when he looked at Xiao Mubai, he burst into tears and said: "I also thought I could be happy, but later I found that no matter how I turned my life, I couldn't find the word happiness." ”

"Why do you want to do that? Why did you marry Gao Xiaohai? Is it really for money?" Xiao Mubai asked three questions in a row.

"Because there is no way out. Yao still said.

The reason why she married Gao Xiaohai has never been mentioned to anyone else, and even Gao Yunxuan, whom she loves deeply, doesn't know the reason. But Yao still decided to tell Xiao Mubai about this today, but he didn't think about how these would affect Xiao Mubai.

"After graduating from university, I joined the Gao family's company and was soon transferred to the chairman's office as a secretary. At that time, I thought that my work ability was recognized, but I didn't know that everything was Gao Xiaohai's conspiracy. ”

Yao still told her story, which meant she had to reminisce about those painful experiences. She always wanted to forget that, but she never did. Every time I face Gao Xiaohai, I think about it, I think of it when I miss Gao Yunxuan, and those memories always fall asleep in the dead of night. He tortured her all the time.

"Once I accompanied Gao Xiaohai to meet a client, I was drunk at the wine table, and when I woke up, I found myself sleeping with Gao Xiaohai. I was so desperate that I even thought about killing myself. ”

Xiao Mubai seriously supported Yao Yi to recount her past, which happened after he gave up his feelings for Yao Yi, which he didn't know before.

"One day after that, I received a text message from my mother, saying that my father had borrowed a huge loan shark and had been caught because he couldn't exchange the money, and if he didn't give the money again, he would have to collect the corpse. I was in a hurry, trying around for a solution, but I couldn't raise the money. ”

"Later, somehow, Gao Xiaohai found out about it, and he found the loan shark, returned the money, and rescued my father. The condition was that I marry him, and my father, blinded by money, actually agreed to this matter and signed a contract, and if I broke the contract, it would be difficult to save my family's life. ”

Being betrayed by her biological father should be the most painful for Yao, and when she recounted these things, tears were left unconsciously. Xiao Mubai handed her a tissue.

Yao still glanced at Xiao Mubai gratefully, and continued: "At that time, I was really desperate, and I had already lost my life with him, so I gave up on myself and agreed. ”

This is the end of the story, Yao still wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a tissue, and the smile that was barely revealed was even more distressing.

"If I had known this, I shouldn't have given up on you in the first place. ”

After listening to what happened to Yao, Xiao Mubai was angry and uncomfortable. If he hadn't given up pursuing Yao Yi in the first place, then when she was desperate, she could at least turn to him for help.

"No, at least I had a moment of happiness. Yao still said.

"Actually, before I went to college, I also considered whether to agree to your pursuit? If the junior year of high school was a little longer, I think I would have agreed. But the time you found out was too short, and in the blink of an eye, we both went to college. Went to a different city. ”

It's not that the time is too short, it's that the fate is too shallow. When we were young, we were immature and shy, and we didn't have time to say a lot of things, and it was too late to say them.

Xiao Mubai and Yao were still in this situation back then, Xiao Mubai liked Yao Yi from high school, but he never said it. In the third year of high school, I felt that it was too late to say anything, so I confessed my heart, but at that time they were already about to graduate. After graduation, I went to a different school, and I didn't use the city, after all, I had to leave regrets for this relationship and a sad past.

What if they had been together? Would it have ended better?

"When I was a freshman, I had a handsome, gentle, talented, and rich senior appear in my life, and after we were together, it felt like every day was good. We act in dramas together, travel together, and eat delicious food together. He was very fond of me and very considerate, and together we planned many things for the future. ”

mentioned that when she was with Gao Yunxuan before, Yao still had a smile on the corner of her eyes, and it could be seen from her expression that she really missed that time.

"So Mu Bai ......" Yao still looked up at Xiao Mubai's eyes and said, "You gave up right at the beginning, I was once happy." So you have to be happy too, definitely. ”

The encounter between Yao and Gao Yunxuan seemed to be fate, but I didn't expect them to be a destined tragedy.

From freshman to junior year, Yao still spent a happy time with Gao Yunxuan. However, Gao Yunxuan is still one year older than Yao, and after graduation, he went abroad and agreed to come back in two years. So when Yao was still experiencing pain, he was not around, and during that time, for some reason, they were never able to get in touch.

About half a year later, Yao still proposed to break up. Gao Yunxuan was puzzled, and immediately returned to China to look for Yao Yi, but he didn't find it.

Exhausted, he received a text message from his father Gao Xiaohai, saying that he was getting married, and prepared a family banquet in the hotel, asking him to go over to meet his stepmother.

At that time, Gao Yunxuan still respected his father very much, and obediently went over, but he didn't expect his girlfriend to become a stepmother. When he saw Yao Yi in the box of the hotel, his heart was mixed.

"Yunxuan, come here, Dad will introduce you, this is ......" Gao Xiaohai called Gao Yunxuan affectionately.

However, Gao Yunxuan's eyes only had Yao Yi, his eyes were full of anger, and he tried his best to control his emotions and asked, "Why are you here?"

That day, Yao still kept his head down, did not speak, and did not have the courage to look into Gao Yunxuan's eyes, only hearing anger in his voice.

Gao Yunxuan smashed the table and chair, broke the plate, and still couldn't vent the anger in his heart, he ran to drink and got drunk. Since that day, Gao Yunxuan has never left wine in his life.

He washed the wound in his heart with alcohol over and over again, and whether the wound eventually became festering or healed and scabbed?

Tonight, Gao Yunxuan still spent time in the bar, and the wine did not make him feel happy, but became more and more painful. Did love hurt him, or did betrayal hurt him?

After Lin Manshu went back, she simply packed up the salute she brought back from the Gao family, and when she put the books back on the bookshelf, she suddenly remembered Gao Yunxuan. The man who looked like a gentleman was covering up his wounds in this way.

"It seems that everyone's life is not easy. Lin Manshu sighed.

"Being born as a human being, how can there be such a thing as easy. Xiao Hanyu said.

Lin Manshu glanced at Xiao Hanyu and asked, "If it's not easy, why do you have to be born as a human being?"

"That's not an option for us. Xiao Hanyu replied.

We can't choose whether we were born as human beings, and we can't choose what we were born into? The only thing we can do is to be as free as possible in our short life, so that we can walk in the world in vain. But living freely and freely is something that the vast majority of people can't do, and it's in vain.