Chapter Seventy-Two: Heartbreaking
This back and forth tossed until more than ten o'clock in the evening, Bei Wuwu walked home tired, and as soon as he entered the door, he found that Aunt Liu and Dongfang Ruxue were both sitting on the sofa, and they didn't seem to be very happy.
Bei Wuwu shook his head helplessly, said hello casually, hung his suit jacket on the hanger, changed into slippers and prepared to go upstairs, regardless of whether the two people below were a little ignorant of him.
"Don't worry, you come down, I have something to say to you. Dongfang Ruxue shook her little shoulders, and when she saw Bei Wuwu's indifferent look, she couldn't help but be angry, and said to Bei Wuwu with the anger in her heart.
My husband is really the best, he did something unsightly outside, and when he returned home, he was like no one else, so that he didn't even have the mood to go to work, and he sent a lot of inexplicable anger in the company, which made many employees a little stunned, and left her far away, afraid of being affected.
"Uh...... That, that ......" Seeing the anger in Dongfang Ruxue's eyes, Bei Wuwu couldn't help scratching his head, and said very embarrassed: "Tomorrow, I still have a little thing to do today." ”
Eyes rolled: "Well, don't I want to be the general manager of the comprehensive department? I have to get familiar with it quickly, otherwise I won't be able to do this job in the future, in order to adapt to this job, I brought a lot of information back, and I will make up for it immediately." ”
Bei Wuwu smiled and hurried upstairs.
Dongfang Ruxue frowned, her hands trembled because of anger, and she pointed at Bei Wuwu and trembled: "You, you give me down, I, I have something to say to you." ”
Aunt Liu on the side stopped Dongfang Ruxue with her eyes, but found that it didn't work anyway, so she shook her head helplessly, turned around and left here, maybe they could find their own solution.
Bei Wuwu took a breath hard, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, slowly walked down the stairs and sat next to Dongfang Ruxue, his expression was full of seriousness, without the cynical appearance just now, and he took a puff of cigarette: "Say, what's the matter?"
Dongfang Ruxue took a breath and calmed down: "Bei Wuwu, I just want to know what I am in your heart? I have been very careful with you, but what about you? You still hook up with those indiscriminate women, what do you think of this marriage?"
Dongfang Ruxue said a lot of things at once, as the president of the company, she always thought that she had said a lot, but today she found that her mouth seemed to be out of control, and her anger had overwhelmed her reason.
Beiwuwu took a puff of cigarette, the curling cigarette slowly rose, his eyes were full of vicissitudes, his face was heartbroken, he gritted his teeth and closed his eyes and said, "Xue'er, yes, I'm sorry." ”
Dongfang Ruxue lost her mind for a moment, she saw the vicissitudes in the man's eyes, this young man, I don't know why he lost his passion, and became what he is now, she can keenly feel that this man has experienced a lot, but he doesn't know anything.
When the man first came here, he was very uncomfortable, and every time he talked to him, he was hostile, but the man didn't care at all, but he was angry with himself to death every time.
I don't know when it began, men began to tease themselves, and they would be speechless at every turn, and men would often say some truth in their ridiculous tone, and they would scoff at the time, but when they thought about it, they would always feel some truth.
I don't know when it started, I became obsessed with this feeling, remembering the morning when I worked overtime, North Wuwu, who has always loved to sleep lazy, actually got up early in the morning, came to the company with breakfast, and coerced and lured himself to eat that breakfast.
Dongfang Ruxue turned sideways, not letting the man see his tears, and said softly: "Bei Wuwu, I know that you may also oppose this marriage, but, but we have no way to separate, sometimes I think, since I can't change, I will adapt to him, in the past two days I feel that I have adapted again, but today's events make me unbearable, you are still hooking up with those women who are not careful." ”
After a pause, Dongfang Ruxue continued: "Okay, even if you hook up, I hope you don't let me know, but why is it that every time I call, a woman answers, and it's all the same tone, I really, really don't know ......"
Huh? Resist this marriage?
Bei Wuwu smiled bitterly, and after taking two puffs of the cigarette in his hand, he saw the tears in the woman's eyes, although the woman tried her best to avoid letting him see it, but he still saw it.
Gently reaching out and wiping away the woman's tears, the woman did not object.
Bei Wuwu exhaled, twisted the cigarette butt in his hand in the ashtray and looked a little confused: "Maybe it's what you said, I'm just a cynical prodigal, I shouldn't look down on myself, I'm sorry, I failed you, maybe, maybe we should be quiet." ”
Dongfang Ruxue was stunned, did he fail himself? Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he was also a victim like himself, but why did he always feel as if he was suffering a loss in his heart? Bei Wuwu never said that he loved himself, nor did he ever touch himself, including the time he seduced him, and the time when he threatened him with a fruit knife in turn, he could have had a forced relationship with himself, but he didn't.
Dongfang Ruxue fell into confusion, she didn't know why she always felt that she had suffered a loss, in her heart she always thought that it was a great honor for her to marry him Bei Wuwu, maybe it was the high incense that her ancestors had burned for eight lifetimes, and she may have looked down on Bei Wuwu in her subconscious, looking down on this cynical prodigal child, now that she thinks about it, he may really look down on himself.
The two of them sat quietly like this, one cigarette after another, a pack of cigarettes was gone, and when he touched the cigarette again, he found out, smiled bitterly, threw the cigarette case into the trash can under the coffee table, and sat awkwardly, maybe only smoking can hide his embarrassment now!
Dongfang Ruxue kept staring at the man like this, the vicissitudes in the man's eyes pierced her heart deeply, she felt as if there was a big drum, which kept beating her heart, she seemed to interrupt the man to continue smoking, but she didn't, she opened her mouth several times and didn't make that sound.
Finally, Bei Wuwu didn't decide to sit down, stood up, kneaded his face vigorously with both hands, coughed hard, so that the smoked throat was not so uncomfortable, and said hoarsely: "Xue'er, maybe, maybe what you said is right, this marriage was originally a mistake, I shouldn't delay you, I'm just a toad, I didn't do my best to be with you, maybe I didn't even have this idea, I'm sorry, all this is my Bei Wuwu's fault, I delayed your good years." ”
Dongfang Ruxue stood up, opened her mouth several times and didn't make a sound, she could feel that the man was blaming himself, she didn't know why the man blamed himself, these were all forced by the elders to impose their own views on himself and him, he shouldn't feel guilty.
North worry-free walked to the window, gently opened the curtains, there was silence outside the window, there were a few crickets, open the window, a cool breeze blew in, North worry-free felt that the cool breeze seemed to blow in the depths of his heart, this feeling does not know how to describe, rummaging through all the dictionaries of his life, maybe it is "heartbreaking" these four words to describe it!
She is just a toad, and Dongfang Ruxue is a swan standing tall, she is so beautiful, she has a shameful appearance, a figure that makes those models jealous, and at the same time she has a life experience that many women envy, she has everything, but what about herself? Having a relationship with other women again and again, maybe not voluntarily, but it still happens.
The war-torn world may be your own world, and you are destined not to belong to this city, maybe, maybe it's time for all this to end, and you have to return to that world of your own!