Chapter 51: I Miss You So Much
Gu's mother obviously didn't know that Xibao had recognized Jiang Qinghan and just pretended not to know, but even if Xibao recognized her, she wouldn't tell Gu's mother. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"I know him, he's a new classmate in our class," he smiled weakly at Jiang Qinghan again, and deliberately said, "Why are you here?"
"This kid!" Before Jiang Qinghan could answer, Gu's mother replied with tears and laughter, "What a new classmate, he is a Qilin! You used to play together when you were a child, and you forgot when you went home to eat with him every day?"
"How is it possible, he's not abroad. "Xibao tried to pretend to be very indifferent.
"I'm back. ”
"Oh, long time no see. ”
……
The atmosphere is very delicate, although Gu's mother has the heart to say something, but looking at Xibao tilting her head and looking out of the window, Qilin standing there and looking at Xibao, she can't say a word, the children's affairs should be solved by themselves, after all, her own girl Gu's mother still knows very well, and she is very angry about Jiang Qinghan's farewell to Gu Xibao back then.
Sighing silently in her heart, Gu's mother said, "You two talk first, I'll go to dinner, and don't sit down here." ”
"Okay, Auntie, go get busy. ”
"Well, baby!" Gu's mother was still not at ease, so she called Xibao and turned around and went out.
Gu Xibao understood it, but how could it be so easy to forgive him, he left by himself after school and didn't know how to say hello to her, it was so difficult.
Ahem, I don't know who said they didn't care about those......
"Gu Xibao,"
……
"You're fatter than before. ”
"You're still dark!"
Jiang Qinghan smiled helplessly, "It's sunburned the day after tomorrow, there's no way." ”
"Me too. ”
……
There was a short silence, looking at the child who was a little red due to fever, Jiang Qinghan wanted to step forward and poke it like he did when he was a child, but when he approached Xibao, he hesitated, and finally just sat on the edge of Xibao's bed, "Are you better?"
"Of course!" was obviously supposed to be righteous and awe-inspiring, but it was said by Xibao that he was powerless.
"You, stupid, why don't you know how to take care of yourself. ”
With a sigh, Xibao finally looked at Jiang Qinghan, and inexplicably felt aggrieved in his heart, very aggrieved and aggrieved, as if tears could fall in the next second.
In fact, it is true, the tears were released spontaneously through the owner's thoughts, Gu Xibao hurriedly took a few quick cigarettes from the tissue box on the cabinet next to him, and wiped his nose by the way, the muttering nose really wanted to make people cry.
"Don't look at me like that, I'm because of a cold. ”
"I didn't say anything. ”
"I'm just going to tell you. ”
"Oh. ”
……
"But I still haven't said anything. ”
Just when Gu Xibao thought that Jiang Qinghan wouldn't say anything, he popped out again.
"However, cry if you want to, I'm back, and I'll never say goodbye again without saying goodbye, forgive me, okay?"
He knew, he knew it all, where the heart knot of the treasure was. He knew why the seemingly cute and deceitful Xibao would have this attitude towards him today, and he also knew that Xibao was crying because of something just now.
Only, will it be too late?
"Do you think I'm angry just because you didn't say goodbye, why didn't you come to me when you came back a long time ago, why didn't you tell me? Why did you pretend not to know me when you transferred to our class? Can you explain this?"
Xibao said word by word, very calm.
"I ......"
"Forget me, just say it, isn't it just that we played together for a few years when I was a child, it's nothing, I'm making too much of a fuss, I shouldn't be so angry, Jiang Qinghan - classmate. ”
"I didn't mean that, I"
Before Jiang Qinghan finished speaking, Xibao directly covered the quilt and said in an unusually choked voice, "You can go." ”
The quilt is very stuffy, very dark, Xibao can only hear his own breathing and rubbing against the quilt, feel that every place on his body is full of heartbeat sounds, tears but silently flow down frequently, can you abandon the past friends when you grow up, can you no longer have nostalgia for the past when you grow up, can you forget it casually when you grow up, and ...... when you grow up Yes, they have grown up, they have grown up, they can no longer run on the hillside holding hands without scruples, and they can't unscrupulously touch each other's faces and rub their heads to express their like, because he is a boy and she is a girl, and I heard them say that boys and girls at this age can't get too close, otherwise the boy will be very faceless and will be teased and the girl will be pointed at behind her back and say that she is not ashamed.
But could this be Kirin's reason? How could this be his reason?
Xibao thought, after crying, her heart was very calm, and half of the dense thoughts in her heart were also cried by her, she breathed a sigh of relief and lifted the quilt.
The faint sobbing sound in the quilt Jiang Qinghan didn't hear it, he thought about letting her cry, and after a while, the quilt would definitely burn down a lot, so he sat there quietly and looked at Xibao with soft eyes across a layer of quilt.
"Why haven't you left yet?"
"I'm stupid, you don't really want me to go, if I do, you'll definitely curse in your heart, 'Stinky Kirin, I'll never pay attention to you again!'
Xibao watched his vivid performance burst into tears and laughed, and the last trace of unhappiness in his heart disappeared, "You will learn to coax girls, it seems that you have learned a lot abroad." ”
"I'm only coaxing you, have you forgotten that I told you that I bullied you when I was unhappy. ”
"It was also when I was a child, who remembers what happened when I was a child. ”
"I remember, always remember. Jiang Qinghan said seriously, staring at Xibao's eyes unwaveringly, people couldn't help but believe him.
Xibao didn't speak, he really wasn't the same as before, this Qilin would say a lot of things, no longer say a few words but do a lot of things like before, should she believe him?
"Look at the look in my eyes is a little different. ”
"I think you're different. Xibao said bluntly.
"Me, it's a little different......"
That smile, I don't know why I felt a little distressed, I didn't understand it before, but later I learned that Jiang Qinghan has always been very lonely, at that age, I need my parents to be by my side, and my parents are irreplaceable by anyone. And just now he laughed a little self-deprecatingly, although he was still sitting next to Xibao, but unfortunately Bao felt so far away from him, he was lonely in the years he was abroad.
Compared with putting any emotions on his face and hiding them quietly in his heart, it is obviously the latter that is not easy to do, but Jiang Qinghan has done it now.
"Are you still you?" asked Xibao again in disbelief.
"To you, I'm still me. ”
To you, I am still me. It means that he hasn't forgotten the bits and pieces of the past, he hasn't forgotten that she will still treat her as well as before, is that what it means to play with her?
The girl's expression was tangled, just like when she was a child, she faced the same entanglement as the two stalls selling sugar gourds and roasted sweet potatoes in front of her, and she couldn't help but be amused by her.
Rarely, some gentle and some solemn said, "Baby, in fact, I miss you very much." ”
Gu Xibao was stunned, looking at Jiang Qinghan with straight eyes, as if he didn't believe what he said, surprised and hesitant.
"You just said—"
"Your snot is coming down. ”
……
Young and young, Xibao sucked in the snot, and the nose was not clear, and he made a silly sound, as if he was talking to himself, but he looked at Jiang Qinghan, "I...... Miss you ...... too."
"Why is your face so red?"
What's the matter, bad atmosphere guy. Xibao glared at him and didn't speak.
"Then, shake hands and make peace. Jiang Qinghan stretched out his hand, palm facing up.
Xibao understands that with a hard beat, crisp applause echoes in the room, and even the wind chimes at the head of the bed jingle loudly.
"Welcome home, Kirin!"